Will this Taurus ever take me back?

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Metalheart
@Metalheart
11 Years

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This is my first post here, but I just need some advice. I started dating a Taurus man about a year and a half ago. Things were going well, we we falling in love and then I don't know what happened, but I panicked and shut down. Long story short, I treated him badly and broke up with him abruptly. I was in love with him, but I was somewhat put off by his cool nature and his ability to be emotionally withdrawn while I was always feeling like an emotional basket case. I'm a Sagittarius by the way.

Anyway, we started talking again about a month and a half ago. The first time I saw him again, I could feel all the emotions rushing back. We slept together and it really just cemented how I felt about him. I think when we first started dating I was so immature and overwhelmed by my emotions that I just couldn't deal with it and fled. Now I can feel myself falling in love with him again and I feel like I am in a place where our relationship would have a much better chance to grow and thrive. We've seen each other a handful more times (always sleep together when we see each other). Finally I couldn't take it anymore and I sent him a long email describing my feelings and telling him I was still in love with him and wanted a chance at us again.

Overall, he has been much more emotionally distant. He tells me that he doesn't believe me and he just doesn't know if he can trust me when I tell him these things. He says that he doesn't know if he wants to be in a relationship, especially if I am going to act the way I did before. The overall message he is sending me is that he doesn't think my feelings are true and doesn't trust them. When I tell him that I want to prove it to him, he says that I should prove it as a friend first and that he's not sure he can ever trust me again.

Do you think I will ever be able to find my way back into his heart again? I'm afraid I'm scaring him away with my intensity but I don't know any other way to show him that I am committed to being with him and am so regretful of the past. If there is a chance, how can I show him that I want only him and find my way back?