Such a lovely feeling you had wash over you .. yet, at the same time, it's been 6 months that he left you alone in this misery of pain.
You say you have fallen .... don't, my god, don't fall.
If you fall then you will be shattered if another 6 months goes by before he contacts you again.
STAND UP ... take last night for what it was as an individual day, exclusively meant for just last night, and don't cling onto it, don't hold it ... not unless, or until, he proves to you that he is true this time.
LMAO, oh no, i already knew that, just similarities in the way you speak and background basics you have shared here an he has shared with me, that is all, no more, LOL! He is NOT a stalker, oh no! LOL!
That's funny, all the posts were here until I logged in, and then some were hidden. Unless that just happened.
Anyway there is a poem that sprang to mind. Of course being a Virgo I had to Google obsessively trying to find it exactly but could not quite do so. But it goes something like:
Love will die if held too tightly Love will fly if held too lightly Tightly, lightly, how do I know? Whether I'm holding or letting it go?
Athena, I am sorry, I have posted some personal stuff there, sharing and dont want it all over the internet, I will open it back up for you, again, sorry, just trying to protect his privacy. I do respect that! Thank you for the words, they fit and the wisdom shared! PGA
I am confused, trap? of what kind? Tested in a "foul way" please elaborate for me. IDK, IDK, IDK, i am still going over it in my head and trying to not let it get me down as i also don't feel the "need" to make him wrong about "doing his thing" that dont bother me, Its more the no simple text to cancel or reschedule or the phone call he said he would make.
Problem for me to get around, I believe a person is as good as their word.
He doesnt like "restraint" so with that said, the handcuffs are put up for "Now" with the ropes and lace.......DANG!
😉 My freak is Locked-Up! Hee Hee =)
Okay, FS & Athena, Irrational, to say the least, he comes across in "terrible" form with this kind of behavior, the strange things is, I know he does not "mean" too or want too. I personally am thinking, that he knows he "messed up" big time, i think he forgot, not a real big deal, and now, he dont want to mess w/the "Bitch" whom he is use to dealing with, which is not me by the way, but yes, at this rate, anyone would not be happy with the way he has handled the entire situation. And i dont believe it is like him to handle "business" this way, thus, should not mix business and personal, my bad.
"the mistakes have been made, say goodbye or engage", (thus i will say in a message, since i have not heard from him.)
Such a lovely feeling you had wash over you .. yet, at the same time, it's been 6 months that he left you alone in this misery of pain.
You say you have fallen .... don't, my god, don't fall.
If you fall then you will be shattered if another 6 months goes by before he contacts you again.
STAND UP ... take last night for what it was as an individual day, exclusively meant for just last night, and don't cling onto it, don't hold it ... not unless, or until, he proves to you that he is true this time.