Hi everyone, i have a lot to say and I'm open to hear all types of opinions, i wish for everyone to be as honest...even brutally honest as they can because i really might need that right now. I met this girl online about 9 months ago while in a teamspeak (like skype for gamers for those who dont know about it). At first she wasnt so sure about talking with everyone because people make fun of her voice (i like her voice) ans she gets a lot of butter for it but in the end she realized that she liked most of our friends and she has been getting on regularly ever since.Â
She has told me that she feels she annoys people and that she pushes people away as well as people ignoring her. At first i told her that everyone likes her and that i havent noticed people ignoring her. Time passed and i feel like she has revealed little things about her to me. She does seem to come to me sometimes when she has a problem. For example someone we know lets call them sam (male) "makes her feel like butterty", her words. She messaged me on snapchat telling me she needed me and so i told her im here whats wrong? And she told me about sam. I was pissed at him but at the same time he has had his problems and i felt kinda bad for him so i told her that he is just kidding around and he doesnt know how she feels and ok that kinda blowed over but maybe i should have taken her side instead of staying so neutral.
Sorry if there is too many details but she means a lot to me, I'll try to get to the nitty gritty now. I think she has told me things that take some trust in the other person to tell. I was very depressed and she was the main reason for my uplifting. No one was able to tell about the depression, not even her, as i try to be very optimistic and im very goofy. I revealed to her that she helped me with the depression and i assured her that i dont always know what to say but ill be there to make sure she isnt alone, also reminded her thaf she is an amazing person. She responded with all of that by saying that she was relieved that she helped me with that and that she didnt know what to say, once again said that she has always seen herself as a bother to people and that she didnt know she could impact someone so much. It was kind of sudden and she agreed on it being sudden for me to say that but she said it was worth it. I dont know if i should spill more of my guts out to her because i dont want to scare her away. We talk and game together happily, but i want her so bad it hur
She has told me that she feels she annoys people and that she pushes people away as well as people ignoring her. At first i told her that everyone likes her and that i havent noticed people ignoring her. Time passed and i feel like she has revealed little things about her to me. She does seem to come to me sometimes when she has a problem. For example someone we know lets call them sam (male) "makes her feel like butterty", her words. She messaged me on snapchat telling me she needed me and so i told her im here whats wrong? And she told me about sam. I was pissed at him but at the same time he has had his problems and i felt kinda bad for him so i told her that he is just kidding around and he doesnt know how she feels and ok that kinda blowed over but maybe i should have taken her side instead of staying so neutral.
Sorry if there is too many details but she means a lot to me, I'll try to get to the nitty gritty now. I think she has told me things that take some trust in the other person to tell. I was very depressed and she was the main reason for my uplifting. No one was able to tell about the depression, not even her, as i try to be very optimistic and im very goofy. I revealed to her that she helped me with the depression and i assured her that i dont always know what to say but ill be there to make sure she isnt alone, also reminded her thaf she is an amazing person. She responded with all of that by saying that she was relieved that she helped me with that and that she didnt know what to say, once again said that she has always seen herself as a bother to people and that she didnt know she could impact someone so much. It was kind of sudden and she agreed on it being sudden for me to say that but she said it was worth it. I dont know if i should spill more of my guts out to her because i dont want to scare her away. We talk and game together happily, but i want her so bad it hur