Cappy Check In

Cappy Check In

Not yet, still have two more NGOs (Nongovernement Organizations) to find, then I will be done 😉

I still have my budget spreadsheet to finish but I need to take care of the laundary first along with some minor tiding up -- my organizational skills have been the pits lately.

Don't worry,

I've let a few things go becasue of work and school. Working three jobs is no joke at all ... I didn't know how difficult it would be.

I feel like such a slob now because I'm use to being very put together and now I'm all over the place.

That's why I'm not done with my project ... I can't work in disorganization ... drives me bananas!!!

Yeah, it like going through an unexpected phase or something like that ... ahahaha!!! And then you like ((((((((6o6))))))))) how did things get like this!

I will be on and off today more then usual today.

Need to get some stuff done ...

I wonder if we all just need a whole week to ourselves in order to get things accomplished ..........

My goodness, I knew I should have stayed online yesterday afternoon 😢

While I was here, I was safe ... darn scorpio!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi SB and Prime!

I had to finish some stuff before work so that's why I didn't finish what I started.

Yesterday afternoon, I had a run in with that Scorpio guy again (I have reference in the past, but not much because of many reasons -- I had to end the relationship because it was toxic 😢 )

Anyway, we stayed in contact because we were friends first (((before all the weird stuff happened )))

Anyway, to make a long story short ... I realized that there was still that same "pull" between us that created so much trouble almost two years ago.

We were watching TV together and he put his are around me -- it's been a while sense I felt a man's present around so I didn't really pay attention to what he was up to.

He and I are suppose to be friends again and we were always snuggled up before we became involved with each other.

So I only allowed all of this to happen because I was still stuck on the way things use to be!

Oh my ... he pulled me close and started tickling me ... not in an erratic way, it was soft, but it still made me laugh.

Some how, I was almost on his lap before I know it ... then he had the nerve to touch my spot!!!!! Then that's when it all hit me ... like a rush of blood to the head!

The way he looked at me ... the intensity that I felt came out of no where ... when I the side of his cheek brush up against mine ... oh no!!!!

OMG it was so strong ... I could hardly breath .... 😢 😢 😢

Oh dear oh dear, I already knew that he had to leave!!!! The intensity that I felt was one of those "that old feeling" moments ... but I was strong. I made some excuse to go in the kitchen.

Then he tried to get me alone, away from the others, but I wouldn't let him.

Finally, my mom came home 😉and he had some family activities to go to, so he did stay past 7pm ... thank goodness. I made sure that I enphansised the importance of actually going ...

And that's the end of that

What in the hell was the purpose of doing all of that!

Honestly, I sooooo didn't expect that to happen SB. Yes, I am over what I felt for that scorpio but he knows what to do to make everything come up the surface.

I got a way from him and I will make sure that all what happen yesterday doesn't happen anymore.

He and I were really cool together before the involvement nearly two years ago. Some how I thought we could re-kindle all of that but yesterday open my eyes.

Yes, it was proven yesterday that regardless of the level of involvement ... you can't honestly be friends with someone you're with

No way, and yes SB, I stopped everything.

He made me feel like some prized cow or something!!!

NO!!! SB, I don't like him in that way ... that's the problem! When we were together, he learned certain spots to touch on me that would cause a reaction ... well, it's been a long time but he still remembers that reaction.

It must be confusing to you since I always speak on the cancer guy.

You see, the cancer guy was sort of like a rebound from the scorpio guy -- does it make sense now —?

Both relationships are only a month apart, yes it was stupid getting involved with that cancer so quickly but I had to learn the hard way.

The relationship itself was crazy and what happen yesterday brought back those damn memories.

Hi JD 🙂

Yes I do remember you stating that, I was replying to scorpius at the time ... thank you again 🙂

Yes, a cappy/ scorpio relationship can be a great one ... but our relationship just had too many issues.

He became angry if I wore shorts and a tank top outside ... but I could wear those things in front of him.

JD,

I was a lot younger and really stupid back then ... that's why I am so different now. That scorpio really taught me something and then a month later the cancer teaches me a whole new lesson ... AHAHAHAHA, I had the best teachers didn't I ........

I think I needed to experience all that or else I would still be the same naive "wide-eyed" girl ... being unaware of what going sucks, so I glad that I gained knowlege.

But honestly, I don't think I need any more negative knowledge ... only postive knowledge now 🙂

🙂 @ JD

You are really cool JD ........
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Working on this project has become a bear ... I need to find a few more websites, then I'll be finished with the research at least ............

**** cappy looks from side to side ... no one in sight .... ****

*** she waits for it ... waits for it ... waits for it ... ***

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's finally over!!! No more class, no more classsssss!!!!!!

**** cappy starts to twirl around in her G-String and feathered boa ****

**** Oh my ... can't resist the urge to wiggle & figgle backside ****

**** wiggle, figgle, wiggle, figgle ****Ooh, it's a passion
Ooh, you can feel it in the air
Ooh, it's a passion
Ooh, ooh, ooh, oh

"Rhythym is a dancer,
it's a soul's companion,
you can feel it everywhere"

Ooh, it's a passion
Ooh, you can feel it in the air
Ooh, it's a passion
Ooh, ooh, ooh, oh

"A far away light in the futuristic place we might be,
It's a tiny world just big enough to support the kingdom of one
knowledgeable,
throw away the loneliness and head back down,
I'm going too fast, I'm going too fast"

Back to the chorus baby 😛

***** OOOOO so much spinning ... very dizzy ..... ****

**** Falls onto bed with only a feathered boa ..... the G-Sting is somewhere in the backyard *****

JACK!!!! DONT SING THAT SONG....NO NO NO NO NO UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HI CAPPY SWEETIE =D

Juicy*: "JACK!!!! DONT SING THAT SONG....NO NO NO NO NO UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH"

Ugh! The pain!!! You hate that noise of agony too juicy? Make it stop!! MAKE IT STOP!!!!