"O 'Melia, my dear, this does everything crown! Who could have supposed I should meet you in Town? And whence such fair garments, such prosperi-ty?" — "O didn't you know I'd been ruined?" said she.
— "You left us in tatters, without shoes or socks, Tired of digging potatoes, and spudding up docks; And now you've gay bracelets and bright feathers three!" — "Yes: that's how we dress when we're ruined," said she.
— "At home in the barton you said thee' and thou,' And thik oon,' and the?_s oon,' and t'other'; but now Your talking quite fits 'ee for high compa-ny!" — "Some polish is gained with one's ruin," said she.
— "Your hands were like paws then, your face blue and bleak But now I'm bewitched by your delicate cheek, And your little gloves fit as on any la-dy!" — "We never do work when we're ruined," said she.
— "You used to call home-life a hag-ridden dream, And you'd sigh, and you'd sock; but at present you seem To know not of megrims or melancho-ly!" — "True. One's pretty lively when ruined," said she.
— "I wish I had feathers, a fine sweeping gown, And a delicate face, and could strut about Town!" — "My dear — a raw country girl, such as you be, Cannot quite expect that. You ain't ruined," said she.
Let me not to the marriage of true minds Admit impediments. Love is not love Which alters when it alteration finds, Or bends with the remover to remove: O no! it is an ever-fixed mark That looks on tempests and is never shaken; It is the star to every wandering bark, Whose worth??s unknown, although his height be taken Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks Within his bending sickle's compass come: Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks, But bears it out even to the edge of doom. If this be error and upon me proved, I never writ, nor no man ever loved.
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone, Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone, Silence the pianos and with muffled drum Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.
Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead, Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves, Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.
He was my North, my South, my East and West, My working week and my Sunday rest, My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song; I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now: put out every one; Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun; Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood. For nothing now can ever come to any good.
To paint on floods till the shore cry to th'air, With downward looks, still reading on the earth The sad memorials of my love's despair; If this be love, to war against my soul, Lie down to wail, rise up to sigh and grieve, The never-resting stone of care to roll, Still to complain my griefs whilst none relieve; If this be love, to clothe me with dark thoughts, Haunting untrodden paths to wail apart; My pleasures horror, music tragic notes, Tears in mine eyes and sorrow at my heart. If this be love, to live a living death, Then do I love and draw this weary breath.
How do I love thee? Let me count the ways. I love thee to the depth and breadth and height My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight For the ends of Being and ideal Grace. I love thee to the level of everyday's Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light. I love thee freely, as men strive for Right; I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise. I love thee with a passion put to use In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith. I love thee with a love I seemed to lose With my lost saints, --- I love thee with the breath, Smiles, tears, of all my life! --- and, if God choose, I shall but love thee better after death.
I THE PERCY out of Northumberland, An avow to God made he That he would hunt in the mountains Of Cheviot within days three, In the maugre?? of doughty?? Douglas, 5 despite; formidable, mighty And all that e??er with him be.
II The fattest harts?? in all Cheviot deer He would kill and carry away.— —By my faith,?? said the doughty Douglas again, —I will let?? that hunting if I may!?? 10 hinder
III Then the Percy out of Banborowe1 came, With him a mighty meinye,?? company of troops With fifteen hundred archers bold Chosen out of shir?s three.2
IV This began on a Monday at morn, 15 In Cheviot the hills so hye;?? high The child may rue that is unborn, It was the more pitye.
V The drivers through the wood?s went [All] for to raise the deer, 20 Bowmen bicker??d?? upon the bent?? skirmished; coarse, wild grass With their broad arrows clear.
VI Then the wild?? thoro?? the wood?s went game On every sid? shear;?? several Grayhounds thoro?? the grev?s glent?? 25 groves darted For to kill their deer.
VII This began on Cheviot the hills abune?? above Early on a Monenday;?? Monday By that it drew to the hour of noon A hundred fat harts dead there lay. 30
VIII They blew a mort?? upon the bent, sounded the kill on the horn They ??sembled on sid?s shear;?? on al To the quarry?? then the Percy went the prey To the brittling?? of the deer. cutting up
IX He said, —It was the Douglas?? promise 35 This day to meet me here; But I wist he would fail, verament!—? truly —A great oath the Percy sware.?? swore
X At the last a squire of Northumberland Look?d at his hand full nigh; 40 He was ware?? o?? the doughty Douglas coming, aware With him a great meinye.
XI Both with spe?_r, bill?? and brand,— battle-axe; sword ??Twas a mighty sight to see; Hardier men both of heart nor hand 45 Were not in Christiant?.
XII They were twenty hundred spearmen good, Withouten any fail: They were born along by the water o?? Tweed River I?? the boun??s?? o?? Teviotdale. 50 boundaries
—To your bows look ye take good heed, For sith?? ye were on your mothers born since Had ye never so mickle?? need.?? much
XIV The doughty Douglas on a steed 55 Rode all his men beforn;?? in front of His armour glitter??d as did a gleed,?? a burning coal Bolder bairn?? was never born. fighter
XV —Tell me whose men ye are,?? he says, —Or whose men that ye be; 60 Who gave you leave in this Cheviot chase In the spite of mine and of me—
XVI The first man that him answer made It was the good Lord Percye: We will not tell thee whose men we are, 65 Nor whose men that we be; But we will hunt here in this chase In the spite of thine and of thee.
XVII —The fattest harts in all Cheviot We have kill??d, to carry away.—?? 70 —By my troth,—? said the doughty Douglas again, I swear —The one of us dies this day.
XVIII —[Yet] to kill all? these guiltless men Alas, it were great pitye! But, Percy, thou art a lord of land, 75 I an earl in my countrye— Let all our men on a party?? stand, apart And do battle of thee and me!—? Let you and I fight
XIX —Christ's curse on his crown,?? said the lord Percye, —Whosoever thereto says nay! 80 By my troth, thou doughty Douglas,?? he says, —Thou shalt never see that day—
XX —??Neither in England, Scotland nor France, Nor for no man of woman born, But, that (and fortune be my chance) 85 I dare meet him, one man for one.??
XXI Then bespake a squire of Northumberland, Richard Witherington was his name; —It shall never be told in South England To King Harry the Fourth?? for shame. 90 Henry IV
XXII —I wot you bin?? great lord?s two, I know you are I am a poor squire of land; [Yet] I??ll ne??er see my captain fight on a field And stand myself and look on. But while that I may my weapon wield 95 I??ll not fail, both heart and hand.??
XXIII That day, that day, that dreadful day!— The first fytte?? here I find: "chapter" of a ballad An you??ll hear?? any more o?? the hunting of Cheviot, If you wish to hear Yet there is more behind. 100
The Englishmen had their bows y-bent, Their hearts were good enow;?? enough The first of arrows that they shot off Seven score spearmen they slew.
XXV Yet bides the Earl Douglas upon the bent, 105 A captain good enoghe;?? enough And that was seen? verament, For he wrought them both woe and wouche.?? mischief
XXVI The Douglas parted his host in three, Like a chief chieftain of pride; 110 With sur? spears of mighty tree?? strong wood, timber They came in on every side;
XXVII —Through? our English archery Gave many a woond?? full wide; wound Many a doughty?? they gar??d?? to dye, 115 valorous man; caused Which gain?d them no pride.
XXVIII The Englishmen let their bow?s be, And pull??d out brands?? that were bright; swords It was a heavy sight to see Bright swords on basnets?? light. 120 helmets
XXIX Thoro?? rich mail and manoplie?? gauntlets Many stern?? they struck down straight; strong men Many a freyke?? that was full free brave man, warrior There under foot did light.
XXX At last the Douglas and the Percy met, 125 Like to captains of might and of main; They swapt?? together till they both swat?? exchanged blows; sweated With sword?s of fine Milan.?? Milanese steel
XXXI These worthy freyk?s for to fight Thereto they were full fain,?? 130 eager Till the blood out of their basnets sprent?? spurted As ever did hail or rain.
XXXII —Yield thee, Percy,?? said the Douglas, —And i?? faith I shall thee bring Where thou shalt have an Earl??s wages 135 Of Jamie our Scottish king.
XXXIII —Thou shalt? have thy ransom free, —I hight?? thee here this thing; pledge For the manfullest man thou art that e??er I conquer??d in field fighting.?? 140
XXXIV But —Nay??, then said the lord Percye, —I told it thee beforn That I would never yielded be To man of a woman born.??
XXXV With that an arrow came hastily 145 Forth of a mighty wane;?? swain, fellow And it hath stricken the Earl Douglas In at the breast?-bane. breastbone
XXXVI Thoro?? liver and lung?s both The sharp arr?_w is gone, 150 That never after in his life-days He spake mo words but one: ??Twas, —Fight ye, my merry men, whiles ye may, For my life-days bin gone!??
XXXVII The Percy lean?d on his brand 155 sword And saw the Douglas dee; die He took the dead man by the hand, And said, —Woe is me for thee!
XXXVIII —To have sav??d thy life I??d have parted with My lands for year?s three, 160 For a better man of heart nor of hand Was not in the north countrye.??
XXXIX [All this there saw] a Scottish knight, Sir Hugh the Montgomerye: When he saw Douglas to the death was dight, 165 doomed Through a hundred archerye He never stint?? nor he never blint?? stopped; blenched, flinched Till he came to the lord Percye.
XL He set upon the lord Percy A dint that was full sore; 170 blow With a sur? spear of a mighty tree Thro?? the body him he bore, O?? the t??other side that a man might see A large cloth-yard and more.
XLI An archer of Northumberland 175 Saw slain was the lord Percye: He bare a bent bow in his hand, Was made of a trusty tree.
XLII An arrow that was a cloth-yard long To the hard steel hal?d?? he, 180 pulled A dint that was both sad?? and sair?? serious and fierce He set on Montgomerye.
XLIII The dint it was both sad and sair sure and fierce That he on Montgomerye set; The swan-feathers that his arrow bare?? 185 bore With his heart-blood they were wet.
XLIV There was never a freyk— one foot would flee, fellow But still in stoure?? did stand; battle Hewing on each other, while they might dree,?? endure With many a baleful?? brand.?? 190 deadly; sword
Sir George, the worthy Loumlye, A knight of great renown, Sir Ralph, the rich? Rabye, With dints?? were beaten down. 210 blows
L For Witherington my heart was woe That ever he slain should be: For when both his legs were hewn in two Yet he kneel??d and fought on his knee.
LI There was slayn with the doughty Douglas, 215 Sir Hugh the Montgomerye, Sir Davy Lambwell, that worthy was, His sister??s son was he.
LII Sir Charles a Murray in that place, That never a foot would flee: 220 Sir Hew Maxwell, a lord he was, With the Douglas did he dee.?? die
LIII So on the morrow they made them biers Of birch and hazel so gray; Many widows with weeping tears 225 Came to fetch their makes?? away. mates
LIV Teviotdale may carp?? of care,?? complain from sorrow Northumberland may make moan, For two such captains as slain were there On the March-parts?? shall never be none. 230 the Scottish Marches
LV Word is come to Edinboro??, To Jamie the Scottish King, Earl Douglas, lieutenant of the Marches, Lay slain Cheviot within.
LVI His hands the King did weal?? and wring, 235 wail Said, —Alas! and woe is me! Such another captain Scotland within I?? faith shall never be!??
LVII Word is come to lovely London To the fourth Harry, our King, 240 Lord Percy, lieutenant of the Marches, Lay slain Cheviot within.
LVIII —God have mercy on his soul,?? said King Harry, —Good Lord, if thy will it be! I??ve a hundred captains in England,?? he said, 245 —As good as ever was he: But Percy, an I brook my life,?? if I enjoy life, as I live Thy death well quit?? shall be.?? acquitted, avenged.
LIX And as our King made his avow Like a noble prince of renown, 250 For Percy he did it well perform After, on Homble-down;3
LX Where six-and-thirty Scottish knights On a day were beaten down; Glendale glitter??d on their armour bright 255 Over castle, tower and town.
LXI This was the Hunting of the Cheviot; That e??er began this spurn!?? kick Old men, that knowen the ground well, Call it of Otterburn. 260
LXII There was never a time on the Marche-part?s Since the Douglas and Percy met, But ??tis marvel an?? the red blood run not if As the reane?? does in the street. rain
LXIII Jesu Christ! our bal?s bete,?? 265 relieve our suffering And to the bliss?? us bring! eternal happiness This was the Hunting of the Cheviot: God send us all good end
I've never, as some children do,
looked at my folks and thought, I must
have come from someone else—
rich parents who'd misplaced me, bu
who would, as in a myth or novel,
return and claim me. Hell, no. I saw
my face in cousins' faces, heard
my voice in their high drawls. And Sundays,
after he dinner plates were cleared,
I lingered, elbow propped on red
oilcloth, and studied great-uncles, aunts,
and cousins new to me. They squirmed.
I stared till I discerned the features
they'd gotten from the family larder:
eyes, nose, lips, hair? I stared until,
uncomfortable, they'd snap, "Hey, boy—
what are you looking at? At me?"
"No, sir," I'd lie. "No, ma'am." I'd count ten
and then continue staring at them.
I never had to ask, What am I
I stared at my blood0-kin, and thought,
So this, dear God, is what I am.
- Andrew Hudgins