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Fishy B@st@rd
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19 YearsPisces

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All this love and passion in me and nobody to unleash it on. I wonder what it is about me that flawlessly makes me take a turn for the wrong.
All the trust and comfort I had in family and friends is dead and gone.

So I walk alone ... and something about flying solo feels like a breath of fresh air.
I mean, of course I get lonely, even though I pretend not to care.
But I have no more tears left to spare, so that's the end of that chapter.

All I have left in me are these dreams I keep chasing after. And I can only chase
for so long before I run out breath. I think chasing my dreams is going to lead me to death.

But I'm not afraid. Give me a sip, a smoke, and one last time getting laid, and I'm
ready for whatever awaits. The odds aren't in my favor, but I'm hoping to pass through the pearly gates.

Never to know true love seems to be my current fate, but I know I'm not alone. Too many can relate. Sometimes I just want to unleash an inner demon that I struggle to keep at bay! But unleash him in an empty cage to keep him forever locked away.

Am I a villain? Or just misunderstood? Well it doesn't always shine through, but my heart is truly good. Sometimes I care too much ... especially for those that care the least. I swear ... sometimes I feel like an unwanted beast.

Yeah I'm guilty of self-pity. And shame and hurt are my bread and butter. But don't judge lest ye be judged. Mother ****er!

😉
Velvet whispers
Inaudible murmuring
Stifled secrets

Indigo shadows veil desperation
Obscuring desire

In a lucid azure dream
I found you

Under a sapphire sky.
phoenix_rising
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Well, it so happens that I was asked my permission to dedicate 2 whole pages to me in an upcoming book called The International Who's Who of Poetry with one of the pages being my poem and the other page being a biography of me. Woohoo! (Hopefully it's n
phoenix_rising
@phoenix_rising
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I'd be interested to read more of your stuff, if you're willing to share.
phoenix_rising
@phoenix_rising
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A Maiden
Sara Teasdale

Oh if I were the velvet rose
Upon the red rose vine,
I'd climb to touch his window
And make his casement fine.

And if I were the little bird
That twitters on the tree,
All day I'd si
phoenix_rising
@phoenix_rising
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Holy butter.
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