Something I wrote about Pisces when I was sixteen... (I didn't my other placements yet)

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From where do I start? Why am I writing? Pause. I need some fresh air.
How salutary could that be considering the spinning jenny (means also ‘cool breeze’ in Italian) wafting outside? I’m not sure.
Gelidity is a nice feeling, they say it reinvigorates the character, it clears our minds. Our analytical virtues, our of us Pisces, in stern conditions can loom even more. We are emotionally analytic, I see! We can comprehend sentiments before they unfold, we know the process already. We are shrewd.
I think most of our conundra emerge from this: we are keen in our scrutinies and observations but we don’t welcome them, despite being absolutely convinced of their validity. Ooohhh… and how certain are we!? We have so many theories regarding anything, it’s a scheming, a machination. I must admit I looked up for a synonym here, I thought it was “cooler” to use machination, plus the word ‘scheming’, to me, sounds uncomfortably sinister… or maybe it’s something else. Maybe it’s a just way to pinpoint odds and ends, in this case words that usually consign to oblivion, sink into yesterday’s papers. I feel Pascoli-like in certain respects, a “rediscoverer” of things that existed already but were never unveiled, and there would be a myriad to unveil!

For instance? You’re probably wondering.
Nothing in particular. Really. Nothing stands out, at a first thought, more than anything. We should capsize the world, as far as I’m concerned, as concerns us Pisces, who spend most of our lives on planet Earth, alfresco, farther from our natural environment.

Water.
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It’s stony, to understand how setaceous is living with, whilst integrating perfectly on a social level, the perennial sensation of being out of context, place; I believe never a more becoming expression than the celeber “a fish out of the water” was coined. Usually, our willpower and instinct would encourage us to swim, near our beloved but distant, at the same time, from the crowd, the same horde of human beings that magnetically captivates us. Are you beginning to understand? Whattt? What are you talking about? I think you are!
Our perpetual motion forces us to go, with the same intensity, in two opposite directions and like in a vortex we are gulped down; we are barmy tops with a strong self-restraint. Guzzanti in a popular comedy skit, in which he impersonated Rutelli, at the time leader of the Democratic Party, to describe the contradictory nature within his group used the expression “do you know eddy?” But it’s not exactly a whirlpool because it’s impossible for us to subside. We dive into anything we do, it’s within our nature, but never we founder, are we or not marine creatures after all? Remember when you’re young and people ask you “ there are 6 fishes, 2 of them drown, how many are left?” Six, perforce six! We cannot drown! It’s almost like we were looking for, deep inside ourselves, our natural habitat, which is why it’s inconceivable for us to be depressed; we are constantly on the brink of the ravine and chasm but we never fall, we are like dexterous equilibrists dancing on a rope placed at diverse metres of height, only difference is that we’re closer to the abyss rather than the sky.

When we feel lost, the survival instinct kicks in, not to mention the Archimedes’ principle comes into play as well. In other words “any object, wholly or partially immersed in a fluid, is buoyed up by a force equal to the weight of the fluid displaced by the object”. Perdindirindina! I feel like a genius for bringing that up!
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I lost myself, sorry, where was I? AH YES, the hydrostatic buoyancy, which is how is supposed to be called in technical jargon, describes perfectly both the propulsive lift we receive from the bottom-up and the condition of equilibrium and stasis we reach when we are immersed in water: the barometer of our emotions, passions, transmitted by osmosis. Yes! Because our feelings are real and genuine passions, emotions is reductive, we love to the nth power. We love life, we love to love and be loved, I don’t know if what I’ve just written make sense, I guess so.

In my head.

We are limited, to say the least, when we can’t fully savour a moment. The question we always make to ourselves is “ why should we self-limit to 50% when it’s possible to enjoy and experience something, vividly, with double the intensity? Which doesn’t mean committing seppuku or self-inflicting lacerations with a cutting weapon but seizing every jiffy successfully so as to capture, at the same time, their essence.

To go beyond things, for us Pisces, has a sesquipedalian importance. For instance we see a chair, we admire it if snazzy or vintage, then we ask ourselves: “where is the wood used coming from? Is it Brazil? Indonesia? Or Alaska? Who cares— Why should you give a butter? They’re telling me from backstage. AH and I was forgetting to mention we are great actors, I was myself when microbe, or at least this is what I like to think as a good narcissist. We put ourselves in the shoes of characters we’re about to interpret, trying to be them in the most natural way possible, but firstly we need to understand them to the core, indeed in their nature, and in this regard we are the NUMBER 1!
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Going back to the narcissism that identifies us, I will talk about myself for a moment.
My ego is vaguely hypertrophic , I tend to be narcissist in its healthier form, Lowen would call it the ego-syntonic one, I’m not a vampire-narcissist sinisterly self-centred and autoreferential. I am aware of all this and that’s an aspect on which, tête-à-tête, I joke, making fun of my own persona. Essentially, it’s a mask I put on, I guess, to hide my sporadic nihilistic impulses, it usually helps me fight them, moreover, it’s a practice that bolsters my morale and self-esteem.
Let’s make an example: if a person was in open sea and, all of a sudden, the sea started fidgeting, what do you think he would do? He’d look for an handhold, a rock maybe, anything to cling to and the more the sea will agitate the more he will look for a “lifebuoy” with which rescue himself. Now being Pisces, and having as the only certainty in life the fact that we can swim, we’ll be inclined, when in dire straits, to found the rock in ourselves, we are used to it, it’s a spontaneous gesture. We can count on ourselves, we count on ourselves, too much sometimes that we refuse to ask for help; hence, we either escape from the world, or we turn into narcissist to hide our latent insecurity.

However, it’s lapalissian that we are looking for something more, much more, something noble, inspiring, as much as we love swimming in our waters… NO don’t worry, I didn’t break mine, I’m not pregnant, I can’t be… or loiter around people, remember? We are tremendously drawn by the crowd and people in general (they are real magnet); what makes us feel really GOOD is to swim losing ourselves in the person we love with whom we merge. Yes, love sublimates us as we immensely elevate to Highness. To be loved, in particular, is what we prefer, since it makes us conscious, which is also what the narcissist is looking for, of our being special, I said SPECIAL, not retarded! Of our uniqueness of which we are proud.
When we act, the whole shebang, is natural but ultimately forced, in the sense that we are forced to make it look as if that were natural. When we love, it is genuinely natural and, above all, effortless. We can be ourselves, expressing our mutable nature.

Freely.
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Posted by Palerio
From where do I start? Why am I writing? Pause. I need some fresh air.
How salutary could that be considering the spinning jenny (means also ‘cool breeze’ in Italian) wafting outside? I’m not sure.
Gelidity is a nice feeling, they say it reinvigorates the character, it clears our minds. Our analytical virtues, our of us Pisces, in stern conditions can loom even more. We are emotionally analytic, I see! We can comprehend sentiments before they unfold, we know the process already. We are shrewd.
I think most of our conundra emerge from this: we are keen in our scrutinies and observations but we don’t welcome them, despite being absolutely convinced of their validity. Ooohhh… and how certain are we!? We have so many theories regarding anything, it’s a scheming, a machination. I must admit I looked up for a synonym here, I thought it was “cooler” to use machination, plus the word ‘scheming’, to me, sounds uncomfortably sinister… or maybe it’s something else. Maybe it’s a just way to pinpoint odds and ends, in this case words that usually consign to oblivion, sink into yesterday’s papers. I feel Pascoli-like in certain respects, a “rediscoverer” of things that existed already but were never unveiled, and there would be a myriad to unveil!

For instance? You’re probably wondering.
Nothing in particular. Really. Nothing stands out, at a first thought, more than anything. We should capsize the world, as far as I’m concerned, as concerns us Pisces, who spend most of our lives on planet Earth, alfresco, farther from our natural environment.

Water.

LMAO. when i was sixteen ...i was just smoking weed.

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Fuck my life ok? 😂
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Posted by Palerio
From where do I start? Why am I writing? Pause. I need some fresh air.
How salutary could that be considering the spinning jenny (means also ‘cool breeze’ in Italian) wafting outside? I’m not sure.
Gelidity is a nice feeling, they say it reinvigorates the character, it clears our minds. Our analytical virtues, our of us Pisces, in stern conditions can loom even more. We are emotionally analytic, I see! We can comprehend sentiments before they unfold, we know the process already. We are shrewd.
I think most of our conundra emerge from this: we are keen in our scrutinies and observations but we don’t welcome them, despite being absolutely convinced of their validity. Ooohhh… and how certain are we!? We have so many theories regarding anything, it’s a scheming, a machination. I must admit I looked up for a synonym here, I thought it was “cooler” to use machination, plus the word ‘scheming’, to me, sounds uncomfortably sinister… or maybe it’s something else. Maybe it’s a just way to pinpoint odds and ends, in this case words that usually consign to oblivion, sink into yesterday’s papers. I feel Pascoli-like in certain respects, a “rediscoverer” of things that existed already but were never unveiled, and there would be a myriad to unveil!

For instance? You’re probably wondering.
Nothing in particular. Really. Nothing stands out, at a first thought, more than anything. We should capsize the world, as far as I’m concerned, as concerns us Pisces, who spend most of our lives on planet Earth, alfresco, farther from our natural environment.

Water.

LMAO. when i was sixteen ...i was just smoking weed.


Fuck my life ok? 😂
ok! 😄

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A year later though!



🤗
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Quick, nonedited, translation from Italian 😄

P.s. I didn't know my* (in the title)
Di dove sei?
Roma (:
Cool.

Abiti a Roma adesso?



Tu sei un pesci?

Ho sempre pensato che fossi un toro!

qual è il tuo segno di luna?

segno di Venere

mercurio e Marte?

Piacere!
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Temporaneamente sono in Toscana, però sì,

usualmente vivo a Roma, la mia città natale.

ahah come mai pensavi fossi Toro? Son curioso.

In realtà sono Pesci, sole e mercurio, con Venere

e Marte in Aquario e la luna in Sagittario.

Di dove sei tu?

Il piacere è mio!
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Posted by Palerio
Quick, nonedited, translation from Italian 😄

P.s. I didn't know my* (in the title)
Di dove sei?
Roma (:
Cool.

Abiti a Roma adesso?



Tu sei un pesci?

Ho sempre pensato che fossi un toro!

qual è il tuo segno di luna?

segno di Venere

mercurio e Marte?

Piacere!
Temporaneamente sono in Toscana, però sì,

usualmente vivo a Roma, la mia città natale.

ahah come mai pensavi fossi Toro? Son curioso.

In realtà sono Pesci, sole e mercurio, con Venere

e Marte in Aquario e la luna in Sagittario.

Di dove sei tu?

Il piacere è mio!
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Sono di Los Angeles!
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Posted by Palerio
From where do I start? Why am I writing? Pause. I need some fresh air.
How salutary could that be considering the spinning jenny (means also ‘cool breeze’ in Italian) wafting outside? I’m not sure.
Gelidity is a nice feeling, they say it reinvigorates the character, it clears our minds. Our analytical virtues, our of us Pisces, in stern conditions can loom even more. We are emotionally analytic, I see! We can comprehend sentiments before they unfold, we know the process already. We are shrewd.
I think most of our conundra emerge from this: we are keen in our scrutinies and observations but we don’t welcome them, despite being absolutely convinced of their validity. Ooohhh… and how certain are we!? We have so many theories regarding anything, it’s a scheming, a machination. I must admit I looked up for a synonym here, I thought it was “cooler” to use machination, plus the word ‘scheming’, to me, sounds uncomfortably sinister… or maybe it’s something else. Maybe it’s a just way to pinpoint odds and ends, in this case words that usually consign to oblivion, sink into yesterday’s papers. I feel Pascoli-like in certain respects, a “rediscoverer” of things that existed already but were never unveiled, and there would be a myriad to unveil!

For instance? You’re probably wondering.
Nothing in particular. Really. Nothing stands out, at a first thought, more than anything. We should capsize the world, as far as I’m concerned, as concerns us Pisces, who spend most of our lives on planet Earth, alfresco, farther from our natural environment.

Water.

LMAO. when i was sixteen ...i was just smoking weed.


Fuck my life ok? 😂
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you're lucky you were doing that rather than smoking weed