I hit it off with my Taurus slow early December, and we have been rocking since then. As stubborn, bull headed and slow moving as they are, we recently committed to one another, and began discussing what the future would look like for us before tragedy hit. At the beginning of the year, he lost two close friends (one who he watched die in from of him). That would take its toll on anyone, but he is already not the most emotional person, so he would distance himself when heavily burdened. With Taurus I find that you have to listen and watch their non-verbal communication just as much as they verbal communication. During his times of sorrow I noticed that he would distance himself from me, but gravitate towards close friends. He already expressed his underlining trust issues, so I had to dig deep and not take it personal (so hard for the Scorpio in me). All that seemed to settle and we were getting back on track, then tragedy hit again. His mother with hospitalized for pneumonia, and they later discovered that she was a victim of the pandemic, and she passed away this week. He has been quarantined, and I am unable to just run to him because I do live in the home with an elderly parent with diabetes and they are high risk. I cannot imagine losing someone who was your backbone, and so unexpectedly– and to make it worse, you can’t even run to the people who you need the most. I try to reach out by text/phone call every few hours, just so he knows I am here, but to no avail. I see him corresponding with friends on FB, and he has been allowing some friends to be there, but he hasn’t responded to me; do you think he resents me for not showing up regardless everything going on, or should I just give him more time? And should I continue to reach out even if there is no reply like I have been doing? It’s just eating me up because I want to be there so badly and my heart breaks in a million pieces every second😢 . Thanks in advances, guys. P.S. - My bad for the typos, my mind has just been running miles per minute.
