Sorry about A6, but anyway

I made my move and I've been getting good vibes from some of her posts on the internet, but I haven't had any sort of direct feedback yet like a message from her or anything.

Taurus boards say to wait, and I feel like waiting is good at the moment, but also I'm starting to feel like it's taking too long to gear from her.

I'll try not to do another A6, but I have Scorpio Mars and I don't think it was a substantial loss to anyone, so I'm just saying...it seemed like a good idea at the time and it is kind if funny and the whole eating shrimp tails thing still seems kind of risky to my esophagus.

Just give up move on etc

Wtf like she's the only woman in the world? If she wanted you she would have made it clear by now but she hasn't because she doesn't

Spend your life hoping for breadcrumbs. Are you a pigeon or a man?

Posted by Wizardzzz
Just give up move on etc

Wtf like she's the only woman in the world? If she wanted you she would have made it clear by now but she hasn't because she doesn't

Spend your life hoping for breadcrumbs. Are you a pigeon or a man?

Back off, Wizard! He is mah project piece! Let the man convalesce in inner turmoil.

Posted by Wizardzzz
Just give up move on etc

Wtf like she's the only woman in the world? If she wanted you she would have made it clear by now but she hasn't because she doesn't

Spend your life hoping for breadcrumbs. Are you a pigeon or a man?

I disagree with the extremity of your sentiments, but thank you, I agree with the general thrust.

I really don't care anyway, because my life hasn't changed in any sense of partnership, and Taurus has no reason to get involved, especially since she's most likely in a relationship, started after my interests became known.

I asked her a question.

Maybe not asking a direct question left the issue closed, or maybe I was overthinking the importance of asking a question in order to get a response from her.

Selfish, I know. But now I asked a question with a question mark at the end to indicate it's a question, which means I'm involving her.



Hopefully it all works out soon with no criminal charges or anything like that involved.

Thank you for reading what must seem like an uneventful chain of events, but it has actually been a lot for me to deal with. I'm sorry.

So here's an example:

I recently mentioned my dream where Ands spoke to me about the Taurus and the guy she's been seeing, perhaps romantically.

In the dream, Ands quoted, "And he's holding her in his arms late late at night," from the song "Jesse's Girl."

I posted all this here, on DXPNet.

A day or two later, I go on the guy's X, and he posted a GIF:

It's a guy and female in a car, on a rainy day, and they're reclined on the car seat cuddling under a blanket.

There are more examples of this stuff-so many I'm not going to try counting.

How is she not possessing me? It could all be coincidences, but no. She's following me and I love her.

Mars in Scorpio song for all the bakery girlies

What is so special about her?

When do you see your PO again 🙃

Posted by HereforTaurusAgain
Things are going great. I commented on her instagram-one of her pages- and she later deleted it I think but is still posting stories on another one.

I made another account just to check if she didn't block me on the one, but with Taurus savvy and Instagram I'm not sure if she could make the profile unsearchable or 'super-private' or anything like that, but it's something I might come back to.

The Siren. The Rake. Go All In.

Anyway about JFK the shots came from the grassy knoll area, probably from behind the wooden fence.

The Grassy Knoll itself is pretty open, so when you hear "The shots came from the Grassy Knoll," it comes with a relatively loose meaning, referring to that whole general vicinity of Dealey Plaza, in Dallas.

Would love feedback to test the waters here.

We've all seen the video...and the exit wound. Back and to the Left...bullet wounds are commonly understood, so knowing the difference between entry wound and exit wound helps establish the facts. Not everyone knows that much. Open-and-shut case in terms of bullet trajectory here.

Anyway, I love Taurus.

"The Siren. The Rake. Go All In."

Move the fuck on now!

Spiritual magic and you are addicted.

Move the fuck on. Will take a while to detox but unavoidable. Your best bet is to get a hobby or date someone else too. Finds some friends.

Move the fuck on.

Posted by Bluemoon86
What is so special about her?

You don't get it... I'm all in.

Posted by RollergirlOrc
When do you see your PO again 🙃

I'm off probation. Timeline Anno Domine 2,024:

-July 13 off probation, but it's a Sunday, so I wait for July 14 because the courts are closed on weekends

-Like a week later, Taurus debuts on a professional talk program and says something. She is dyslexic and does langauge lessons, and switching languages can cause you to jumble words, but I will try to transcribe this most-important excerpt:

"It sounds kind of cheesey," then loudening her tone, "but I met somebody," and seems a tad embarassed.

(Inaudible). Two app transcripts give different words. I listened dozens of times maybe and can't figure it out, with the speaker by my ear. "My boyfriend."

So something about a boyfr

"And after a year long distance"

but the context and her tone make it hard to read.

I was literally in bed in the fetal, under my blanket, shaking, with the lights off.

Posted by RollergirlOrc
When do you see your PO again 🙃

Sorry, I meant 2025. Basically the last month and a half or so

Posted by LostthoughtsMove the fuck on now!

Spiritual magic and you are addicted.

Move the fuck on. Will take a while to detox but unavoidable. Your best bet is to get a hobby or date someone else too. Finds some friends.

Move the fuck on.

Wether this is a troll account or not is up for a debate. However, operating under the assumption that OPs sentiments are in fact genuine, telling him to move on is utterly counterproductive, particularly in light of his claim pertaining to his schizophrenia afliction. Such a novel idea to just move on! I'm sure he hasn't thought of it himself!

Also, what arbitrary information are we basing the conclusion that it must be womans fault & that she was the one to cast a "spell"!? For all we know he could just be a shadow on the perfiry of her life. Seriously...what da....

The photos I've seen could be fake or outdated—might as well be.

Same with the audio. They could have edited it beforehand-releasing it that is.

Her accounts, could be fake or managed by any number of people. They've either blocked me or haven't responded to my messages. On social media that is.

Yeah I could go look for her, but she already pressed stalking charges, plus I only know the city where she might live, and she travels as far as I know. So even if I could track down her whereabouts, which seems doubtful at the moment, it wouldn't matter because she might not be there.

So I have to live my life following an internet being who might not even be managing the internet accounts.

I don't want to meet anyone at the moment; sorry ladies.

this is pretty much what everybody does all day; and I doubt I'll be thrown off like how I was with everyone listing how they eat shrimp differently. Like literally, I'm the only one who went for shrimp cocktail?

It was the Three Tramps. The guy with the popped collar was the triggerman. 🤦🏼‍♀️💉👩🏽‍⚕️👩🏾‍⚕️🫃🏻

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Posted by LostthoughtsMove the fuck on now!

Spiritual magic and you are addicted.

Move the fuck on. Will take a while to detox but unavoidable. Your best bet is to get a hobby or date someone else too. Finds some friends.

Move the fuck on.

Wether this is a troll account or not is up for a debate. However, operating under the assumption that OPs sentiments are in fact genuine, telling him to move on is utterly counterproductive, particularly in light of his claim pertaining to his schizophrenia afliction. Such a novel idea to just move on! I'm sure he hasn't thought of it himself!

Also, what arbitrary information are we basing the conclusion that it must be womans fault & that she was the one to cast a "spell"!? For all we know he could just be a shadow on the perfiry of her life. Seriously...what da....

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Speaking from experience with the real thing. You move the fuck on. Doesn't matter what the mechanics of what's going on his. I felt his energy, the effect is the same for him. He needs to run and run hard.

Sirens are no joke and you are just food if you can't maintain yourself.

She is keeping me on my toes

I've been messaging her on Facebook, with i love yous. Regularly, consistent

She hasn't blocked me, but hasn't responded, and we're not friends on Facebook so I can't see if she read the messages. She might not even check (doubtful, but still), since her public profile hasn't been updated in a while

On instagram, she blocked me on all accounts I know about but one—her personal, private profile. The other, more professional ones she blocked me

I had an outstanding friend request.....on her personal instagram, where i post about loving her without giving away her identity

This morning, post-coffee, I check and she rejected my friend request but hasn't blocked me. She added new followers, so maybe she checked her friend request file and made decisions there while I was dreaming, including about posting on DXPNET

I'm on my toes, metaphorically, hurt a bit too...if she has to hurt me I don't care in the long-run or big picture

Posted by HereforTaurusAgain
She is keeping me on my toes

I've been messaging her on Facebook, with i love yous. Regularly, consistent

She hasn't blocked me, but hasn't responded, and we're not friends on Facebook so I can't see if she read the messages. She might not even check (doubtful, but still), since her public profile hasn't been updated in a while

On instagram, she blocked me on all accounts I know about but one—her personal, private profile. The other, more professional ones she blocked me

I had an outstanding friend request.....on her personal instagram, where i post about loving her without giving away her identity

This morning, post-coffee, I check and she rejected my friend request but hasn't blocked me. She added new followers, so maybe she checked her friend request file and made decisions there while I was dreaming, including about posting on DXPNET

I'm on my toes, metaphorically, hurt a bit too...if she has to hurt me I don't care in the long-run or big picture

If they don't respond and have blocked you like that without a word.....zero interest in you.

Everything you have said altogether screams zero interest. The lack of not popping off on you isn't a yes, might be what little kindness she got left keeping her from going off on you.

Posted by ThatWomanAgain11
Wait, timeline Anno Domini but in 2024??

Where did you get that idea from?

Ok so AD was before BC and it is loooooonngggg time ago..

I get schizophrenia. It goes way worse if you entertain those spiral throughts. Best bet you can have and here is some taurean inspiration for you, have a good night sleep, just don't think anything, just feel your body, any sensations will do, if you hear voices inside your head, ignore them and focus on what people actually say (are there anyone in your periphery?) And try your best to comprehend what they say.. don't layer them, just check like "are you saying (whatever you think they're saying)?" Whatever they say, just flow with it, never overthink and best believe you are not at fault.

You are closer to reality as you always mentions taurus coz you believe taurus people are realistic and grounded. That speaks your own awareness of demanding what is real. Keep yourself busy with very simple thing, starting from all the things you see and ask yourself, "What is that? (For example, a table) " Then check yourself if you can get it right. If there is someone around you, ask the person too.

We live in a manipulative world, cognitive dissonance almost everywhere.. for those who disagree with cognitive dissonance in society, can fall into "schizophrenia". But, for the fact that this world is grey and all the rest of spectrum of colors, I myself need to remind myself that it is okay.. it is okay to not feel safe, it is okay to ask for help, it is okay that people see us in a negative view.

Look, I'm sorry if I rubbed you off the wrong way the other day. I was also diagnosed with schizo before, but hey do you know what helps me sometimes? To think that you are not alone.

Thanks. I just saw this, but you may have edited extensively recently

Please post a new message instead of editing if that's possible...i just might miss an edit if i already checked the message as 'read' in my mind

Or maybe I just didn't see it

it's been 11 years basically.

while i've become much better, it's always following and trailing behind her

11 years almost entirely online

she might not be dating this guy actually...she's not in any of his x posts and other pics can be platonic, and he was hitting on a girl on X...just saying

It's the never-ending grind

at least before there was some measure of safety....but now jail

everyone knows my penis is small...what even is this...i want answers but like please don't send me to jail and i don't want all these old life-and-death situations, please, like i know Taurus standards are high but please...deleting grindr and stuff didn't work...men have needs and i have zero social life and maybe i should just go to jack donovan meet and greet i don't know...

i don't know. i might need a new phone, but haven't hit rock bottom on that one yet. i don't want to start schizopgrenic downfall where like danny devito covers every millimeter of his body in sanitizer. Not covid-related and he's probably a Republican, you know?

Taurus women like handsome men

And then getting dicked down fr fr

Then being fed French fries

I went to jail because I tested positive for Covid-19 while awaiting extradition.

Thinking the Covid buggers were hiding in my nose, I fashioned some toilet paper with water, and when the guards weren't looking cleaned out my nose

After 4 weeks testing positive in a cell-block, I tested negative and was extradited

That should clarify jail time v.s. probation

My sentence was probation; jail was covid and extradition

The extradition was between two U.S. states

For non Americans, it was not international

The U.S.A., a.k.a. "The States," are 50, sovereign countries allied in a Union

So what may be international law abroad, is actually domestic law in the United States of America

Posted by HereforTaurusAgain
The extradition was between two U.S. states

For non Americans, it was not international

The U.S.A., a.k.a. "The States," are 50, sovereign countries allied in a Union

So what may be international law abroad, is actually domestic law in the United States of America

Bubba, it's time for the meds, sweetie!

Posted by Argus

Posted by HereforTaurusAgain
The extradition was between two U.S. states

For non Americans, it was not international

The U.S.A., a.k.a. "The States," are 50, sovereign countries allied in a Union

So what may be international law abroad, is actually domestic law in the United States of America

Bubba, it's time for the meds, sweetie!

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I forgot she existed...she poofed around the time of the elections in the U.S.A. 2018

I saw her instagram story years ago, and it stuck with me

the impression i got is that we would be together as in seeing each other physically at the 2026 olympics

its coming up and ive made no plans other than her handling everything but everytime i relied on such self-derived interpretations they've been wrong

so the winter 2026 olympics is the deadline i feel for something...it's what i'm waiting for rather than just saying "fuck this already" internally and then who knows what

so yeah there's a lot else going on and basically i don't know

i'm really frustrated at the scenario and that's about it

Posted by HereforTaurusAgain

Posted by Bluemoon86
What is so special about her?

You don't get it... I'm all in.

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Go all out.

Posted by Bluemoon86

Posted by HereforTaurusAgain

Posted by Bluemoon86
What is so special about her?

You don't get it... I'm all in.
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Go all out.

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I just won a scandinavian defense as white...checkmated in the final seconds while on incrementals

opponent rocking the Mexican flag

I secretly love when they play the scandi even though i know basically no theory for it

rook ladder mate, with horse protecting one of the rooks 🤤

now time to lose i guess

Posted by HereforTaurusAgain

Posted by Bluemoon86

Posted by HereforTaurusAgain

Posted by Bluemoon86
What is so special about her?

You don't get it... I'm all in.
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Go all out.
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I just won a scandinavian defense as white...checkmated in the final seconds while on incrementals

opponent rocking the Mexican flag

I secretly love when they play the scandi even though i know basically no theory for it

rook ladder mate, with horse protecting one of the rooks 🤤

now time to lose i guess

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You play!? That's an interesting twist! Good for you!

Posted by Argus

Posted by HereforTaurusAgain

Posted by Bluemoon86

Posted by HereforTaurusAgain

Posted by Bluemoon86
What is so special about her?

You don't get it... I'm all in.
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Go all out.
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I just won a scandinavian defense as white...checkmated in the final seconds while on incrementals

opponent rocking the Mexican flag

I secretly love when they play the scandi even though i know basically no theory for it

rook ladder mate, with horse protecting one of the rooks 🤤

now time to lose i guess
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You play!? That's an interesting twist! Good for you!

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Are you on Chess.com

Posted by HereforTaurusAgain

Posted by Argus

Posted by HereforTaurusAgain

Posted by Bluemoon86

Posted by HereforTaurusAgain

Posted by Bluemoon86
What is so special about her?

You don't get it... I'm all in.
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Go all out.
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I just won a scandinavian defense as white...checkmated in the final seconds while on incrementals

opponent rocking the Mexican flag

I secretly love when they play the scandi even though i know basically no theory for it

rook ladder mate, with horse protecting one of the rooks 🤤

now time to lose i guess
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You play!? That's an interesting twist! Good for you!
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Are you on Chess.com

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I was! it's been a while since I last visited.

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Posted by HereforTaurusAgain
Things are going great. I commented on her instagram-one of her pages- and she later deleted it I think but is still posting stories on another one.

I made another account just to check if she didn't block me on the one, but with Taurus savvy and Instagram I'm not sure if she could make the profile unsearchable or 'super-private' or anything like that, but it's something I might come back to.

The Siren. The Rake. Go All In.

Anyway about JFK the shots came from the grassy knoll area, probably from behind the wooden fence.

The Grassy Knoll itself is pretty open, so when you hear "The shots came from the Grassy Knoll," it comes with a relatively loose meaning, referring to that whole general vicinity of Dealey Plaza, in Dallas.

Would love feedback to test the waters here.

We've all seen the video...and the exit wound. Back and to the Left...bullet wounds are commonly understood, so knowing the difference between entry wound and exit wound helps establish the facts. Not everyone knows that much. Open-and-shut case in terms of bullet trajectory here.

Anyway, I love Taurus.

"The Siren. The Rake. Go All In."

Move the fuck on now!

Spiritual magic and you are addicted.

Move the fuck on. Will take a while to detox but unavoidable. Your best bet is to get a hobby or date someone else too. Finds some friends.

Move the fuck on.

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I would like to take your advice; theoretically it sounds like the normal course of action to take

but how...and i would move on...how to explain all these profiles on Grindr checking me out with profile pictures related to my thoughts, and the couple cuddling on that guy's X account after i posted about my dream, and her changing her instagram profile picture the day after i proposed on facebook messenger?

i am convinced she is making these grindr profiles and orchestrating all this social media stuff

she is using spells to charm me you are right and it is hard to sense from the outside (i was diagnosed with schizophrenia for telling people this)

and i like it but i do want to actually be with her like "hey, i see you, you're right here," even.... no, i could hardly dream of more than that

so ....maybe your response has more to it...

So this Taurus woman, she went on a national talk show. So she's a celebrity. And she has dyslexia.

So you are in love with Octavia Spencer? Because she did play the role of a stalker in Ma, so the motif fits.

Posted by cornmaizeshark
So this Taurus woman, she went on a national talk show. So she's a celebrity. And she has dyslexia.

So you are in love with Octavia Spencer? Because she did play the role of a stalker in Ma, so the motif fits.

i am so not in love with octavia spencer that i am suspecting an ulterior motive here

Posted by HereforTaurusAgain

Posted by cornmaizeshark
So this Taurus woman, she went on a national talk show. So she's a celebrity. And she has dyslexia.

So you are in love with Octavia Spencer? Because she did play the role of a stalker in Ma, so the motif fits.

i am so not in love with octavia spencer that i am suspecting an ulterior motive here

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An ulterior motive to what? There has to be an indicated motive for there to be some hidden ulterior one.

And no, I'm not trying to obscure the JFK assassination. We all already know who did that.

Thank you Aries for being such great fighters for noble causes, while Taurus

it is going slow, and it is the best, but that's it

you don't need physical contact or direct acknowledgement from a Taurus to believe you are in a relationship with one

we have been married a long time and while psychiatrists and lawyers and priests might not agree

their opinions do not matter

not even ands or kittens opinions matter in that regard

and i am only singling them out because of their power and how much i like them

my cap venue and her pisces mars and moon

If you could see into her mind you would find out that you don't exist in it

The only way you can feel remotely connected to her is by harassing her

She doesn't think of you, dream of you, you don't take up a second of her thoughts and feelings, except when she gets worried by your obsessive stalking behaviour. That's literally the only link you have with her so you continue with it. If she ever thinks of you it's to wish you would stop trying to contact her in any shape or form

The reason she hasn't blocked you is probably because it's safer for her. You will just make more accounts anyway so by just ignoring or muting you she at least can hope that you keep sending futile messages on that account and don't do anything more crazy that she then has to contact the police again

You think you love her but you're just a stalker

Posted by Wizardzzz
If you could see into her mind you would find out that you don't exist in it

The only way you can feel remotely connected to her is by harassing her

She doesn't think of you, dream of you, you don't take up a second of her thoughts and feelings, except when she gets worried by your obsessive stalking behaviour. That's literally the only link you have with her so you continue with it. If she ever thinks of you it's to wish you would stop trying to contact her in any shape or form

The reason she hasn't blocked you is probably because it's safer for her. You will just make more accounts anyway so by just ignoring or muting you she at least can hope that you keep sending futile messages on that account and don't do anything more crazy that she then has to contact the police again

You think you love her but you're just a stalker

How do you explain all the social media orchestrating, like the GIF of a couple cuddling after i posted about my dream?

Or her changing her profile picture on instagram the day after i proposed?

or all these Grindr profilea checking me out and messaging me with stuff related to her?

It just happened again!

I was thinking how it must be getting serious because I wrote that even Ands and Kittens opinions dont matter when it comes to being married to this Taurus or not

just as i was thinking 'it must be getting serious,' laughing to myself I opened up Grindr

and some profile messaged me 15 minutes ago with "why so serious"

its not Ands

years ago when we were openly Facebook friends i added a Gemini i had a connection with

this Taurus posted a music video called "pull your heart away" and IT DID

i FELT my heart pulled away to the taurus

this happens all the time and i have never been more scared in my life at one point

so i am scared of criminal charges again because i never suspected it

in fact there were two charges and the first i clearly deserved admittedly because it came from a hostile place and was inapprorpiate because i was weak and she was pushing my buttons but thats not the point

the second time i really had the best most intimate-in an open heart way- intentions so i did not expect charges at all and i disagree with thr statute but clearly they could and did interpret it in a way favorable to the "victim," which is fine and she wanted me to plead guilty anyway

so far i have studied the statutes and i certainly have not done anything which could be considered a violation unless interpreted with an extremely wide latitude of thought

trumped up stuff basically

i am completely controlled by this scenario and am convinced she is doing it to me

like i cant control it; i will physically deteriorate and melt down unless i do what is demanded by this whole thing

so yeah taurus do this...look at the semisonic video ands posted and jim jones at jonestown

i guess the good thing is that i am hers...like the residents of jonestown

and it was ok over all...and honestly i feel like criminal charges would be cruel and unusual at this point, especially since i went to jail cell block for testing positive for covid (this was 2022, ad)

so im nervous and hope for the best and really the best for everyone is to be myself and let taurus run my life even down to how thoroughly i wipe my ass or starve or eat or run across the street at night to get tobacco literally total domination in every sense of the word and just total jonestown super loyal to jim jones like what do you need boss stuff but even that..more like EB if you know what woman im referring to

Posted by HereforTaurusAgain

Posted by Lostthoughts

Posted by HereforTaurusAgain
Things are going great. I commented on her instagram-one of her pages- and she later deleted it I think but is still posting stories on another one.

I made another account just to check if she didn't block me on the one, but with Taurus savvy and Instagram I'm not sure if she could make the profile unsearchable or 'super-private' or anything like that, but it's something I might come back to.

The Siren. The Rake. Go All In.

Anyway about JFK the shots came from the grassy knoll area, probably from behind the wooden fence.

The Grassy Knoll itself is pretty open, so when you hear "The shots came from the Grassy Knoll," it comes with a relatively loose meaning, referring to that whole general vicinity of Dealey Plaza, in Dallas.

Would love feedback to test the waters here.

We've all seen the video...and the exit wound. Back and to the Left...bullet wounds are commonly understood, so knowing the difference between entry wound and exit wound helps establish the facts. Not everyone knows that much. Open-and-shut case in terms of bullet trajectory here.

Anyway, I love Taurus.

"The Siren. The Rake. Go All In."

Move the fuck on now!

Spiritual magic and you are addicted.

Move the fuck on. Will take a while to detox but unavoidable. Your best bet is to get a hobby or date someone else too. Finds some friends.

Move the fuck on.
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I would like to take your advice; theoretically it sounds like the normal course of action to take

but how...and i would move on...how to explain all these profiles on Grindr checking me out with profile pictures related to my thoughts, and the couple cuddling on that guy's X account after i posted about my dream, and her changing her instagram profile picture the day after i proposed on facebook messenger?

i am convinced she is making these grindr profiles and orchestrating all this social media stuff

she is using spells to charm me you are right and it is hard to sense from the outside (i was diagnosed with schizophrenia for telling people this)

and i like it but i do want to actually be with her like "hey, i see you, you're right here," even.... no, i could hardly dream of more than that

so ....maybe your response has more to it...

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It's a Moth to a flame. It's not directed towards you as a individual, rather to Moths. If you like you can call it a particular kind of magnitism drawing in a particular crowd of people.

Posted by HereforTaurusAgain

Posted by Lostthoughts

Posted by HereforTaurusAgain
Things are going great. I commented on her instagram-one of her pages- and she later deleted it I think but is still posting stories on another one.

I made another account just to check if she didn't block me on the one, but with Taurus savvy and Instagram I'm not sure if she could make the profile unsearchable or 'super-private' or anything like that, but it's something I might come back to.

The Siren. The Rake. Go All In.

Anyway about JFK the shots came from the grassy knoll area, probably from behind the wooden fence.

The Grassy Knoll itself is pretty open, so when you hear "The shots came from the Grassy Knoll," it comes with a relatively loose meaning, referring to that whole general vicinity of Dealey Plaza, in Dallas.

Would love feedback to test the waters here.

We've all seen the video...and the exit wound. Back and to the Left...bullet wounds are commonly understood, so knowing the difference between entry wound and exit wound helps establish the facts. Not everyone knows that much. Open-and-shut case in terms of bullet trajectory here.

Anyway, I love Taurus.

"The Siren. The Rake. Go All In."

Move the fuck on now!

Spiritual magic and you are addicted.

Move the fuck on. Will take a while to detox but unavoidable. Your best bet is to get a hobby or date someone else too. Finds some friends.

Move the fuck on.
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I would like to take your advice; theoretically it sounds like the normal course of action to take

but how...and i would move on...how to explain all these profiles on Grindr checking me out with profile pictures related to my thoughts, and the couple cuddling on that guy's X account after i posted about my dream, and her changing her instagram profile picture the day after i proposed on facebook messenger?

i am convinced she is making these grindr profiles and orchestrating all this social media stuff

she is using spells to charm me you are right and it is hard to sense from the outside (i was diagnosed with schizophrenia for telling people this)

and i like it but i do want to actually be with her like "hey, i see you, you're right here," even.... no, i could hardly dream of more than that

so ....maybe your response has more to it...

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It's a Moth to a flame. It's not directed towards you as a individual, rather to Moths. If you like you can call it a particular kind of magnitism drawing in a particular crowd of people.

I am a man who feels comfortable around women

or rather

I am a meek man who feels comfortable looking at women online who have aesthetic photography, lots of followers, and a certain conservativeness to them (not to say reserv'd, aspiring minds, and limbs slow to action, but a certain innocence and strength.)

I am a man who feels comfortable around women

or rather

I am a meek man who feels comfortable looking at women online who have aesthetic photography, lots of followers, and a certain conservativeness to them (not to say reserv'd, aspiring minds, and limbs slow to action, but a certain innocence and strength.)

I am a man who feels comfortable around women

or rather

I am a meek man who feels comfortable looking at women online who have aesthetic photography, lots of followers, and a certain conservativeness to them (not to say reserv'd, aspiring minds, and limbs slow to action, but a certain innocence and strength.)

Posted by Lostthoughts

Posted by HereforTaurusAgain

Posted by Lostthoughts

Posted by HereforTaurusAgain
Things are going great. I commented on her instagram-one of her pages- and she later deleted it I think but is still posting stories on another one.

I made another account just to check if she didn't block me on the one, but with Taurus savvy and Instagram I'm not sure if she could make the profile unsearchable or 'super-private' or anything like that, but it's something I might come back to.

The Siren. The Rake. Go All In.

Anyway about JFK the shots came from the grassy knoll area, probably from behind the wooden fence.

The Grassy Knoll itself is pretty open, so when you hear "The shots came from the Grassy Knoll," it comes with a relatively loose meaning, referring to that whole general vicinity of Dealey Plaza, in Dallas.

Would love feedback to test the waters here.

We've all seen the video...and the exit wound. Back and to the Left...bullet wounds are commonly understood, so knowing the difference between entry wound and exit wound helps establish the facts. Not everyone knows that much. Open-and-shut case in terms of bullet trajectory here.

Anyway, I love Taurus.

"The Siren. The Rake. Go All In."

Move the fuck on now!

Spiritual magic and you are addicted.

Move the fuck on. Will take a while to detox but unavoidable. Your best bet is to get a hobby or date someone else too. Finds some friends.

Move the fuck on.
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I would like to take your advice; theoretically it sounds like the normal course of action to take

but how...and i would move on...how to explain all these profiles on Grindr checking me out with profile pictures related to my thoughts, and the couple cuddling on that guy's X account after i posted about my dream, and her changing her instagram profile picture the day after i proposed on facebook messenger?

i am convinced she is making these grindr profiles and orchestrating all this social media stuff

she is using spells to charm me you are right and it is hard to sense from the outside (i was diagnosed with schizophrenia for telling people this)

and i like it but i do want to actually be with her like "hey, i see you, you're right here," even.... no, i could hardly dream of more than that

so ....maybe your response has more to it...
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It's a Moth to a flame. It's not directed towards you as a individual, rather to Moths. If you like you can call it a particular kind of magnitism drawing in a particular crowd of people.

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Yes...I AI'd moths and flames real quick

WOW. profound.

i wish she would sex me or at least dry hump or something

i am blocking her light or magnetism, but still drawn

it is great and definitely the best option on my end

she has other moths-maybe not romantic interests but moths

there is a theory i have developed on taurus; in this case she will do the bare minimum to maintain the status quo; so if she misses my presence she will do just enough to return to me focusing on her light

this is probably wrong since its so brooding in spirit

but anyway i definitely feel better cutting back from anything realted to her except thoughts for the most part

thank you for your aspiring mind and moving your limbs to type after so many days

Posted by HereforTaurusAgain

Posted by RollergirlOrc
When do you see your PO again 🙃

I'm off probation. Timeline Anno Domine 2,024:

-July 13 off probation, but it's a Sunday, so I wait for July 14 because the courts are closed on weekends

-Like a week later, Taurus debuts on a professional talk program and says something. She is dyslexic and does langauge lessons, and switching languages can cause you to jumble words, but I will try to transcribe this most-important excerpt:

"It sounds kind of cheesey," then loudening her tone, "but I met somebody," and seems a tad embarassed.

(Inaudible). Two app transcripts give different words. I listened dozens of times maybe and can't figure it out, with the speaker by my ear. "My boyfriend."

So something about a boyfr

"And after a year long distance"

but the context and her tone make it hard to read.

I was literally in bed in the fetal, under my blanket, shaking, with the lights off.

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she is laughing when she says the boyfrend thing but then she gets serious right away so the laughing was fake and nervous to cover up the topic

still can't figure out what she said though

and she said 'after sort of doing a year long distance,' not "after a year doing lost distance,"

so they might be living together in the USA as a couple part of the year but it still doesnt matter

thats probably what theyre doing now, dry humping

the guy said on X that hes living abroad in the summer so if pictures show up in the states then its very clear they are living together in the states in the fall, and i mean thats pretty implicating all things considered

im pretending i have options but i dont, i really want to have more evidence to unload on a venting rant but its shorter than my penis

even the guys motorcycle is a one seater so like...maybe they rented a two seater but its a small seat if so

also its like the most unromantic relationship ever if they are together judging by pictures

why the hell is she stalking me and not beinf with me

i want to vent my rage so bad but i have nothing to hit with my words

shes perfect and i dont know what im angry at except all these fn in her gay stepsinlings social media like wtf people are you gonna do the hand holding couple thing from 2013 GET A F LIFE N

thank you.

it is serious.

i am strenghtening her limbs.

Stable income thwarts your mental growth. Life becomes monotonous. One love at a time just like a kid and then start-over.

No one is to be blamed life is what it is.

i really don't like her right now, and it's saddening to write.

i have no idea who she is, and all this negativity for a phantom i created in my own mind

i met someone new, sorta, who shines light on the situation

basically i don't know this person and was going through a tough and traumatic time in my life, when i projected or created a fantasy woman out of her.

honestly if she died i wouldn't know the difference...that's how little involved i am with her life, which says a lot about why i was diagnosed with schizophrenia

plus i've felt something of the moth analogy myself

i attract certain people, and while i am certainly glad to see my positive impact on their life, it doesn't mean anything more than that necessarily. Like everyone has their place

So I can totally see the moths vibe thing applied to my situation, with zero romantic connotations implied coming from her, if in fact she was sending any such positive vibes in my direction at all, and it wasn't just my interpretation.