Hey...i met a guy online and he is a Gem..at first i it seem he was interested but not so into me...as soon as i started be funny...and tell more abot me he wrote me more often...till he asked my number...so we continued chatting...he wanned to call me but i allways said i cant and stuff..so he wanned to meet...same...i i allways told him i can't because i have a son and i would need take him with me and he didnt want to meet 2hr he wanned all day what was imposible for me and i explained to him....we also live like 100km from eachother....he has a car i dont....so it was really crazy i did think he will give up...as he is also working alot and out time never matched i was convinced he will cut me off....so as i saw him in picgures ..videos he sent me i knew allready if we meet i will for sure fall for him...so i said better i i dont...i was 7 yrs in a bad relationship with an aqua....so i don't wanna get hurt.....well he didnt give up text me...so i didn't respond for 3 days but he still wrote me everyday......so on a saturday he told me to meet sunday as he is free...i say ok....and we continues to talk...suddenly he told me he wants to come now see mee....i didnt know what to do..i said no....so he asked me 10 times that evening....it was allready midnight and he said pls change ur mind....ok finally i say yes.....he arrived at 1 at my place...so when i opened the door he was amazing...a positive guy smiling like crazy and those eyes ....when i looked into his eyes and come more near to me i felt we wanna kiss....strange...i never felt this before....so we hugged..it was weird...very weird.....ok so i invited him inside and we did go to balcony and talked like crazy....and we opened up so easy....i felt very comfortable...ok....the thing is we did go inside and continue to talk and suddenly we kissed ...it was all amazing....so i knew allready this will not end up like this....i feld it from the door.....well it ended up with with sex which was amazing.....i didnt have such passionate sex since 10 yrs...i swear....i felt like in my 20's....with bitterflys and all....in mean time as we was having sex he szopped and looked at me and said..bby you know we will see eachother very often from now on...i said yes i know i feel the same......ok...in the Morning he went home....the next day he came again but now i told him to come....ok same magical night ...ok now since 3 days we just write as he worked all day...so the thing is weird....maybe it me and i think he is more distant but maybe because before i didnt write him right away when he wrote me and i do but he writes me now after some hours...before did to somethimes but i didnt care....lol....the thing is he told me to move together as i am looking for an apartment...and he said he is looking to and why not move together is more cheap....i said ok i dont have a problem.....i feel im fallin for him so hard and i don't want cuz i am affraid....i would like to see him again but i know he needs to drive 1 hour to my place ....and he is tired and mybe i should go to.......what should i do?? i dont wanna seem clingy or stuff...i just felt so good with him...my ex never was so passional or making me compliments....he even took me in his arms and bring me to the room hahaha...and he makes me laugh all the time.....i also like making jokes ..mean ones and he laughs at them and give me back....so i feel like its perfect.......he for sure doesnt know how it is to be 7 yrs with a mean guy who makes you ugly or fat even u are not......so i cant wxplain him dude since 10 yrs i was like literally alone in a relationship hahaha.
