Aquarius Woman and Taurus Man

My Taurus and I have this thing for about nine years. Nothing too serious but something. He went off to college, I moved out of town. His mother moved here after me. He keeps in contact every now and then, as well as me. It seems we just pops back up in each other lives. When he comes to visit his mom, he ALWAYS calls me, try to come see me. He now has his hundred girlfriend and I gave birth to a kid for someone else(which my Taurus assumed it was his) - we were having sex while he was near during his internship. Anyway, I want him now. I feel he's the only person that allows me to be free, he allows me to be myself, I am so comfortable with him. However, we live a distance from each, he has a gf and I'm raising my son. What should I do?

My airy, love rushing but with him I have patience per say. If asked him to be completely honest with me, will he?