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I feel blah. I daresay almost depressed. I will shake it off though (thanks sag moon).

Any other aquas feeling icky?

Oh I TOTALLY get the whole isolation thing! I've shut everyone out this weekend in order to get stuff done that I need to get done. Funny thing is, I'm only doing things in "spurts", it's more like I'm really needing time for reflection and introspection.

And I'm really missing my ex-aqua, despite the immature idiot he turned out to be. He was so perfect in every other aspect. Oh well I will get over it. And new virgo prospect has become smothering, controlling, and demanding. Said I was not acting like I want to hang out or do anything with him, I told him I was just in a funk and needed alone time and that it's something I need and won't compromise on. That was fair, don't you think? I've been completely honest with him, and I'm not going to go do stuff with him when I don't feel like it because then, frankly, I'm not much fun to be around anyway! 😢

"Any other Aquas feeling icky"

-Me.
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I got a check from the IRS today for $ 300. I was expecting $ 600. I least I got something.

Hmm. Well, can someone be extremely intelligent, great in bed, very funny/witty, great conversationalist while at the same time an immature idiot? It seems feasible to me. I guess it would depend on the areas he was immature in. So to recap: he was great in many aspects, but still has some growing up to do. And he's 37. He was a bit sneaky and narcissistic.

I have been up front with the virgo. Virgo was great at first, but now he has become very clingy. I told him today we need to take a breather. He is a nice guy, I wouldn't lead him on.