Don't know if it's because of retrograde...

But these past four days have been really frustrating. I'll be in a good mood, but it's my friends that do things that end up changing my mood. I'm in my early 20s, it's halloween weekend and none of my friends wanted to go out. Literally texted every one of my close girlfriends to come out with me and no one wanted to go. This happens quite frequently, but I've never let it affect me as much as right now. It's like I've been awakened with a strong need to start looking for new friends.

I'm just...sad. And I feel so alone. I feel like just shutting myself away from everyone, but at the same time, I don't know if it's something that big of a deal to even be emotional about. Maybe I'm outgrowing them, which makes me even more sad because ultimately, they've been there for me through everything. Maybe retrograde is just f*cking with my mentality right now.

Aquas, have your moods and emotions been off this week? Are you happy one minute, and then full blown angry the next and then it just lingers?

Oh I'm glad it's not just me then!
Seriously just about ready to kick out my roommate for being his usual self. Which is still pretty unappealing but never something I haven't been able to get over. These past few days my frustrations have just stuck to me and are extremely hard to shake. Thinking this retrograde is making my hairs stand on end.

Posted by Kswaterboy
Oh I'm glad it's not just me then!
Seriously just about ready to kick out my roommate for being his usual self. Which is still pretty unappealing but never something I haven't been able to get over. These past few days my frustrations have just stuck to me and are extremely hard to shake. Thinking this retrograde is making my hairs stand on end.

Yeah, I'm just super sensitive to my surroundings. Someone will ask me a stupid question and I'll instantly become annoyed. I almost feel like an inner hermit. Ugh, when is retrograde over?!?!?!?!

Posted by rachelsnow12
I feel it also. Last week I was super sensitive and emotional. This week, I'm just over it. I feel this f-it attitude towards my best friend and just removing myself from his life, in hopes that he realizes what he is missing. I'm beginning to feel like he treats others with more respect and appreciation then myself, when I'm his best friend and always there for him, but I am taken for granted, because I am always around and there for him.

I feel like I just want to be myself and focus on myself, because I am the only person that seems to give a shit about myself (aside from my amazing family of course).

When will this be over. Realization is good, but boy, it's a mind F.

Yes yes yes yes. Today, I've been in that same mindset. I'm focusing on myself now, maybe even expanding my horizons with friends elsewhere. I'm tired of being someone else's venting machine, or trying to make others happy all the time. Stayed away from my phone all day, finally got some peace and quiet in my mind.

i'm only super emotional when i come on here. At home, i'm super happy and cuddly and coo- cooo.
but this place, ommmmigosh allmiighhty. the energy Jesus christus maria santus.

Posted by sunnydiamond

Posted by rachelsnow12
I feel it also. Last week I was super sensitive and emotional. This week, I'm just over it. I feel this f-it attitude towards my best friend and just removing myself from his life, in hopes that he realizes what he is missing. I'm beginning to feel like he treats others with more respect and appreciation then myself, when I'm his best friend and always there for him, but I am taken for granted, because I am always around and there for him.

I feel like I just want to be myself and focus on myself, because I am the only person that seems to give a shit about myself (aside from my amazing family of course).

When will this be over. Realization is good, but boy, it's a mind F.

Yes yes yes yes. Today, I've been in that same mindset. I'm focusing on myself now, maybe even expanding my horizons with friends elsewhere. I'm tired of being someone else's venting machine, or trying to make others happy all the time. Stayed away from my phone all day, finally got some peace and quiet in my mind.

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I think people vent to you because Aqua's are good at looking past the emotional side and coming up with a logical solution to their problem. Caps get this too. I'm always the one people seek out to vent to and to get a practical look at things. Although, they are their for me too, their solutions come from the emotional side and I just can't phanthom doing things their way.

I agree truecap. But sometimes when people feed me emotional advice, I take it in a logical way, like maybe I need to think it in a different perspective. But I always get the feeling I'm there more for people than they are for me. Aqua loyalty?