Have you ever....

felt like you were supposed to be living another life other than the one your living now?

i've always felt a little odd or different from others. like maybe i was supposed to be born in more futuristic times or that i was meant to be something really great. i recall feeling this way by the time i was 6. that feeling hasn't subsided.

I think my insecurities have held me back soo much in life...being afraid to "shine" or out shine others kept me bottled up for a long time. It seems like every thing I do touch, or make an attempt @ turns to gold...I'm starting to realize that now. So maybe in the next few years or so, my life will be the one I've always saw myself leading...IDK

I feel I'm supposed to be trekking the globe in the near future. Meeting new fabulous people from all walk of life and enjoying the scenery!