Stalemate.

My life has been in this deadlock for basically all my life. I'm not your typical Aquarian. And sometimes people diagnose me with a mild form of Tourette's. Do other Aquarians get this or is it just me? I love college and I'm somewhat satisfied with work, but it's never enough. I always find myself wanting more in life, all the simplistic things just never suffice. And I beat myself up about it. I've never like to be known as someone who is attached to the physical world, but I find myself more and more engulfed in it. And it disgusts me. As Ghandi once said, "The more you possess, the more you are possessed." I always wonder who we are, where we are and why we are the way we are. Does that make sense? I'm feeling blue today. One final question: Do you ever feel like you're going to make a great impact to the world around you- like you're just waiting to break out of your shell to something so dynamic that you can't wait for it to happen, as if you know where your future lies? I do, I just can't pinpoint it. And that, my friends, is what- how you say- sucks.