weirdest night/day ever!!!!!

so ive been dating this virgo and have been having car problems. he fixes them for me ^-^)
and lately ive been thinking about my aqua ex.
called him last night to hang out
go pick him up, car starts acting up
as i get to this stop my car starts smoking!!! really bad, so i pull over.again i am with my ex.
just so happends the street is the one my virgo lives on.
he could literally see my car if he walked outside.
(wow.. car breaks down on the sstreet my boyfriend lives on as im hanging out with the ex)
so we go to the beach, talk ahng out then go back to my place(i still live with my dad and his wife)
i sneek him in and we chill. mess around(i know... i know)
and he winds up having to leave after a little bit.
(we both still have feelings for each other. but hes made some bad decisions in his life and so we arent officially together right now)
he leaves, and stops by the bar down the street to say hi to a few friends.
guess whos there
my step mom.
uuhhgg and they had a little bit of a situation im not ganna put on here. and dont worry, it was just verbal.

but how ironic!!— weird..

whats a weird situation youve been through with your aqua!?

hmmm, dysfunctional.

yeah. something tells me to not hang out with him..

ya think?
hahaha

last time I told you that you're not over your ex and the Virgo is a rebound.You said no and this is ...? You messed around with your ex when you're with someone new.Your dream about not being able to open up with your new guy.Everything pointed that you still want this Aqua. True, this is very unhealthy but that's fine since you like it.

ok well you are right exam.
i still deeply care about my ex. but i know we would never have another relationship.
he is too, "i love you", "i want to be with you", then turn around and not speak to me for days even weeks on end.

its too chaotic.

its not that i enjoy this.

its just, i miss having a best friend, something i see in virgo as being less important as being lovers.

i want a friendship. someone to be goofy with and not care, and then in moments be able to be passionate and romantic, but not over the top.

lol!!!
such a sagi you are clover!
damn it I want a sagi to play with!

LOL you have a venus in sag don't you?

haha yes i do!

Hehe🙂

" I have a Venus in Aqua prolly as bad as one in Sag, I guess?" Oh my god yes. I have it too. People, cry for us lol