cappi female/aries male-miss him

I am a cappi female. Been dating a male aries for almost a year and a half. It's been a great relationship most of the time, but difficult other times.
We have broken up several times, but most of the time i go running back. This time i contacte him to make sure he would keep up with his phone bill. He kept saying that he didnt want to get back together and said he was moving. This time i said fine to it all. I didnt even fight for it.
It all started the weekend after new years. For months i had been taking him back and forth to work without a fail. Sick, rain, bad weather, missing my kids games, late to feeding my grandparents,etc. I ssked him if he could do the tune up to my car and he said not that weekend. I waited for a lil while and he never offered anyother date. So i told him that i wasnt going to give him anymore money to fix his car bc i wss going to use it to pay someone else to do it. The next day wss a football game. His sister was outside and we were talking. She asked if i was coming over and i told her no nc her brother couldnt do my car and while i had the chance to use my grandparents car i was going to find someone else to do it. The drunker she got taht day the more I'm sure she kept harping about it.
I knew he wasnt able to do it that weekend, he was on call, and the next week it would be dark by the time he got home. I was fine with that.
When i finally get him to talk to me all he can do is yell at me about how i needed to apologize to them all for making him look like an ass. That was hardly my intentions but his drunk sister made it look that way. Later that day she came down and started crap with my neighbor and earlier with me.
I love this man, but he is an alcoholic. When its good its awsome but when its bad its real bad. We started off as fwbs. Within three months he is telling me he loves me. Of course our relationship went further than fwbs. I too loved him. This man made me feel something that i have never felt before. He lives with his sister, neice, great nephew, and anoth roommate. He told me that he doesnt love me and only loves his family.
Its like they have a hold on him. I dont think he will ever leave them. I know that his sister is forceful of her views and opinions on everyone. I have to limit my interaction with her bc i sm completely exhausted afterwards.
He wont even talk to me. I miss him, but i have been doin my own thing since that weekend. I have contacted him once when we got some bad