Enlighten me, Scorpios!

ME: 35 yr old Lesbian "came out 2005, dated mostly men, very picky, barely have time for dating due high demanding career and SHOCKED of how in tune she and Scorpio in aura and wants in life, plus all the crazy 'coincidences and signs between and around' and feels like they are soulmates " Aries, Master Number 33/6. Falling for Scorpio and in the process discovers all her creative juices just overflows ie writing prose, songs, etc.

Zodiac in degrees

Sun Aries
Moon Taurus
Mercury Pisces
Venus Aquarius
Mars Gemini
Jupiter Pisces
Saturn Gemini
Uranus Libra
Neptune Sagittarius
Pluto Libra
Lilith Capricorn
Asc node Sagittarius

SHE: 26 yr old "Dated Mostly Men but Never Encountered Someone like you Before Aries that you grabbed and SHOCKED me to the core, and feel like I have known you all my life, plus all these crazy 'coincidences and signs' between and around us", still forging her future Master Number 22/4. Always "speechless, emotional, in tears, loves" everything she reads from Aries.

Zodiac in degrees

Sun Scorpio
Moon Aries
Mercury Sagittarius
Venus Libra
Mars Virgo
Jupiter Sagittarius
Saturn Scorpio
Uranus Sagittarius
Neptune Sagittarius
Pluto Scorpio
Lilith Aquarius
Asc node Gemini

PLOT: Met on a social network. Developed rapid very close SPECIAL FRIEND status, to lover talk...over chats and emails...phone call was planned after Scorpio gets Blackberry replacement...where both feels they will go with the flow..Both absolutely adored each other. Scorpio encouraged, welcome Aries intensity of feelings and honesty. Aries sent her first half of birthday gift, Scorpio taken back to tears because it touched her to her core. She considers in a short time, and she doesn't understand what this is all about because all signs are there and her level of interest is picky and Aries is the only one who "truly gets her" and same with Aries. Second bday package showed up to Scorpio with a very deep PROSE Aries wrote. Without a word or warning, Scorpio blocks her from the social network. Aries wrote to her how confused she was of the block. Then Scorpio unblocks but doesn't re-add. Then Aries leaves a status comment on a mutual friend that has nothing to do with Scorpio (she is trying to gain favor with this mutual friend, but Aries cannot help it if she got power pull because of her position in life and that person "bows" to Aries)...Scorpio BLOCKS Aries again.

WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON WITH SCORPIO FEMALE—!! HELP! I AM VERY VERY VERY CONFUSED. How can Scorpio do this when I don't see any evidence of drawing the line somewhere?

I emailed her this:

Sending this to your yahoo account in the double hopes of getting read. I'm still not sure how to interpret the disconnection between what we have been sharing or where I thought we were versus the obvious de-friending or blocking. It's caused me to send this email that tried to explain where I'm coming from while still for the most part reflecting how hurt and upset I instinctively became, (and) which I still kind of am, and I apologize...........It's an immediate reaction from someone scared also of being hurt given the intense level of I shared with you.

Unable to disbelieve or deny appreciation of your sincerity, friendship, time, love, from lightness to intensity, sweet thoughtful messages and poetry and all, while feathered by (and more importantly) my own love for you, I just can't help but worry and think about scenarios to explain the disconnection -- from you getting blackmailed to do this, evil people maybe from my enemies influencing you, or fear and what not to explain this.........Whatever it is you're going through, whatever was so hard to share with me at the moment that the only way was to block me, trust I will still be here, to talk, care, love you like that hard-to-find-special-friend too that I can never thank the universe of too much, for being mine.

In Love, Hope and Contemplation,
XXXX

My psychoanalysis of this, she seems...

Psychologically reactive. Flirts for ego gratification. Commitment shy. Scared by my strong messages. Immature - runs and hides when threatened - flight response to stress. A control freak - she wants to control the level of interaction in the relationship. Limited unblock (well, not anymore) = doesnt burn her bridges but intimacy level controlled by her.

I LOVE AND MISS HER...I want her...but what does this all mean??!! I thought Scorpios like intense! This is so contradictory.

Well.......this is a bit convoluted, but I think the only way to clue into what scared her off is found in the poem that you sent to her. Intensity is good, aries and scorpio ruled by mars, AND her moon is in aries....but....what did you say to her?!