Update. SO we have had some ups and downs and broken up a few times.. but he doesn't give up and neither do I, so we have found our way back to each other. Most recently we have been even better than before. He has told me that our physical times are the best he's ever had and that's such an ego boost lol. He also told me that he no longer sees me the same as the beginning.. like in the beginning he had an idea version of what I was, now he isn't blind he sees me for who I am showing him and he still chooses me. He's still frustrating and I am for him I'm sure but I'm looking forward to more days together.