cap sun, pisces moon

i have a cap sun with a moon in pisces.

now i do feel that my first instinct in any situation that is a 'situation' is definitely to react with emotion, but most of the time i dont express it... at least not right away. its strange... caps say they have a hard time explaining how they feel and myself feeling so much but burying it away, at least momentarily, i have a hard time making myself heard and therefore making my feelings and opinions count in a situation. gosh, does that make any sense? one thing i will say though, im dedicated to me and despite my overwhelming feelings, i put myself to work on figuring things out, but it's rough. it seems to all come to light way after the fact. i feel like i'm never going to get out of this habit of pure and kneejerk emotionalism, because to give myself credit... they are my feelers and a lot of times i sort out the real injustice or the real beautiful truth in a situation once i've given it enough time and the balance of logical thinking.

then again, i could be full of bs.

basically my inner self seems complicated with this sun and moon combo. i have good days and bad days with no predictability.

anyone else with this combo or with moon in pisces? what is your opinion on it, or experience with it?

Pisces moon is a Pain, believe me.
You're lucky to have capricorn as a sun sign.

My Sun sign is A cusp sign (Cancer/Leo) I have 2 signs.

My Leo side gives me high pride
While my Cancer gives me a low self-esteem

When my pride level gets to a high level, I ussually get hurt x2's cause of my cancer sun and my Pisces moon have a huge effect on my emotions. - This is why I believe in astrology in the first place, I get so depressed at times over the most trivial things. For instance, the first time i've noticed I was super sensitive was when I was playing with a friend, I called her a skank at random (And I was playing) and she called me a crack-head, I took it toooo personal and backed down and gave a fake smile, she then said "What? You're not playing anymore?"- And that's when I noticed I was too sensitive...she was playing with me too and I didn't see it. (This was when I was 7-10, I don't know...)

in my opinion Pisces moon is total crap, I hate it.

awe 😢

well im actually a cusp as well... sag/cap. expansion vs. restriction.

im also an artist and i like to think the pisces brings emotional creativity. its rough though. i'll say that again and again. i can handle the emotionalism when i have all the control... when i can react as emotionally as i want to the inanimate or even reflectively on the animate, but in life situations dealing with other people... it's a very different story wanting to do the right thing at the right moment. a situation unfolds and even though i'm involved... i feel like im a bystander, taking it all in, feeling a solid emotion of dismay (happier things/feelings are just easier to smile and laugh about and know where its coming from) but putting it into a logical reaction is stifled because i cant seem to get over how upset i am. literally debilitating, stunning even, and i have to walk away and calm down, or ignore things and come back to it later with a cooler head. i guess it also goes into the realm of happiness as well sometimes... with deeper happy feelings. also, i do in fact feel like i set myself up to be taken for granted quite a bit and sometimes used ...mmm, ya.

a fight? im gonna win it too. 😛

dunno how yet! but ohhhh, im gonna!!

im aware enough where i think i can see what is going on... i just have a hard time fixing it becuase i do think it needs fixing. but changing how one is naturally programed is difficult... tres difficile

interrupting the person im trying to be...

yes. im a slow reactor. i cant let myself fly off the handle with the emotions i feel. i simply wouldnt know where to start. i've frustrated close people by shutting down and withdrawing... to go sort things out on my own. and this is probably a cap thing... the pisces moon, if i can put blame on anything, just accentuates feeling... i quite literally have to shut my feeling self down cuz if you can relate it to a computer... it's an overload. so my frustration and what i need to fix, is in my reaction time, or just in reacting the way i feel is fair. i feel like i should make my feelings known and it isnt always easy when it comes to people interactions. many times i have so much to say and just cant. sometimes my heart starts racing and i cant get myself to utter the words or perhaps i do and it's just heated and uncontrolled... thusly ineffective. its frustrating and... bewildering really. perhaps i hype it up too much... if it took me so much effort to put into comprehendible thoughts, then its just too significant for me... ahhhh! that might not make sense. but im going to leave it at that and ponder it more 🙂

jd, thank you. once again you've got me thinking.

"many times"

i withdraw that. i make it sound like a regular occurance. its not, its just that in significant or dramatic situations... this is usually what i will go through.

what is good? 100%
what isnt good... hard to say. stark contrast for sure

when im unhappy about something/someone, i'll jump all over making it known or i wont. some people are just too wrong in my eyes and i cant say anything to them... if i do... then thats the heated and uncontrolled situation. i prefer to be outwardly neutral favoring slight repulsion and great distance.

well it depends on who it is... the people i hold dear... abso-friggin-lutely they know how i feel.

even those who arent as close, but people that i also care about, i like letting them know that i think good things about them.

i just have a hard time with certain people that i feel have wronged me and who continuously do it and do it in such a way that is intimidating and ruthless... those people who sit in their own right and cant be told otherwise. and unfortunately... i have to deal a lot with just a few people who are like that. it is enough that it gets to me.

those people that i think suck... no, they dont know that i think they suck.

even if they have a few good qualities that i can recognize and say about them... nah, no chance that they'll ever hear it. i just have a hard time going to those people even to seek resolution in a tough relationship. id let go of things better for sure... and perhaps thats how i should look at it, but i just know they dont have eyes like mine and just cant see any other side than their own. they've proven it with not just me but with other people as well. cant even approach them as much as i sometimes want to and try to.

"those people that i think suck... no, they dont know that i think they suck."

gah! they probably have some clue that i dont like them by the way i'm cold around them, but they dont know exactly why or how much.

anyways... waaaaaaaaay past my bedtime 😛

thanks for the questions tonight JD. 🙂 Hope my answers fit the questions and were clear enough... my guess is no, but i tried! this is a confusing realm for me. it cant easily be explained with rules and guidelines, ya know? every situation and person is different.

if you have any more questions or comments, i'll get atcha later 😉 ciao darlin'