Everything feels awkward with this guy. Should I remain friends or let go?

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Firefox921
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Hi. I feel really depressed and I need to vent somewhere.

I reallyyy liked this guy but the only way I communicate with him is through Facebook because we live in different countries. We've met in person though. The first thing I want to say is that I HATE Facebook so the only reason why I go there is because of this guy. He's the one who talks to me and he's super nice. We also have many things in common. The problem is that I found not too long ago that he likes another girl. — After a year of crushing on this guy I found out this!!! Now I feel depressed every time I go on Facebook. I don't go on his page but just being there feels awkward now. I'm sad being there, I get nervous and scared of looking at my notifications because when he doesn't like my posts I immediately think that he's into the other girl and he'll never like me. ?? I feel like I don't trust him anymore because he's probably just a flirt. Today I went on Facebook only for 5 minutes and I felt bad. I really wanted to try to keep his friendship but now everything feels awkward since he's making me feel insecure. As I said, I hate Facebook but that's the only way to keep his friendship and even when I log in I feel like shit. What advice can you give me? Is my only option to forget about him?