hmmm death...

So recently my father has passed on (don't feel sorry for me...it is what it is)
I'm curious to know if there is something in my chart that would explain why everyone I'm close too has suddenly passed on. In 4 yrs ..I've lost my boyfriend..my grandma (who raised me) and now my father (we were finally in a good place in our relationship)...wtf right! :/ so if anybody can make some sense of it all I would really appreciate it...idk wtf is going on :/
I've always felt very strongly that maybe in a past life I killed myself and now I have to suffer the loses of my closes loved ones...like they may have me before...idk just a feeling I get.

I would have posted this is the chart section but it hardly gets any traffic ...

Thank u lig 🙂 I appreciate that! Sorry about your father :/

How do I post that with current transits?

LimM, I am sorry about your Dad. You have had a difficult time with grieve the past few years. Do you have support from other family members or friends during this difficult time?

Your thought about past lives is really interesting, but I don't believe that you did anything in a past life that caused the loss of your loved ones, or the pain your are going through now. As we process our grief, we try to make sense of death, and guilt is another stage of grief. Death is a mystery of life.

My personal belief is that we as humans, are connected by something deeper than our bodies and minds, which are born, live for a while and die. We are connected by the core of our being. We bond through our cores and that bond never vanishes -it is always there.

I send you many hugs —

ASCENSION

And if I go,
while you're still here...
Know that I live on,
vibrating to a different measure
-behind a thin veil you cannot see through.

You will not see me,
so you must have faith.
I wait for the time when we can soar together again,
-both aware of each other.

Until then, live your life to its fullest.
And when you need me,
Just whisper my name in your heart,
.....I will be there.

~Colleen Corah Hitchcock~

Thank you Tamara!

Love the poem...youre making this virgal cry etc lol.

I maybe wrong about the past life thing..but for some reason it sticks in my head. They were pretty much it on the fam front..but I have a couple friends to lean on if and when I need it.
Ill be ok...I feel like a death pro now unfortunately. It was just so sudden with my dad...totally out of left field. I just talked to him on mon and he was all excited that he got to go golfing then weds I get the phone call... :/ he had such a turbulent life..all his own doing (Scorpio) I just wanted to see him happy for once..I guess maybe now he is.

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Posted by LostinmyMind11
Thank u lig 🙂 I appreciate that! Sorry about your father :/

How do I post that with current transits?

Go to astro.com. On the upper right side of page click

free horoscopes, then click extended chart. From where

it says please select the chart you want. Drop down

and click natal chart and transits. Then scroll to the

bottom of page and click "click here to show chart".

Safe that chart and upload it to photobucket or tinypic.

Hope that helps.

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Thank you...that def helps 🙂

Good god that turned out huge lol hope I did it right...

Posted by PotHeadVirgo22
Virgos are such, quote unquote, perfect peple, but we have some of the most fucked up shit happen in our lives. Even still, we laugh at it and tell you not to feel sorry for us, hahahah. Hey Limm. 🙂

Hahaha so true!

Hi phv 🙂

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Posted by SyzygyDresden
My condolences to you, LIMM.

Thank you 🙂

Posted by betel
Sorry for your loss, Lostinmymind.

I feel a bit weird doing this but I want to help.

I think you have to look at your progressed chart and transits as well.

Possible Indicators:
Moon opposite Pluto transit- Moon is in Cancer (family) in 8th house (death) opposite of Pluto (death) in the 2nd.
Sun & Mars opposite Saturn transit- Sun conjunct Mars in the 6th house (health) opposite Saturn in Scorpio in the 12 th house.

You might want to further research:
8th and 12th houses
South node in Sag

Imo, I think death is result of the individual's karma./destiny. Not in result of another's karma. It might so happen that their path intertwines with yours but yours is not a direct result of theirs. Sorry if I am not making any sense.

Again, my condolences.

Yes that makes perfect sense...I appreciate you helping me 🙂 thank you!
It just kinda struck my curiosity and if there was something that happened transit wise or chart wise idk lol

Posted by everevolvingepithet
Sorry to hear about your loss, limm.😢

Thank you!

Posted by geminicandle
This is extremely tough.

I speak from personal experience, so when I lost my family member recently, I dwelved in "predictive astrology", and it almost made me lose my mind. I would not get too deep into it, if I were you. I know you want and need answers, but that isn't the right way to go in my opinion. I don't know if you are otherwise spiritual/religious?

If you need someone to talk to, please write to me. I am truly sorry for your losses.

Yeah I guess I'm just trying to understand why all of these losses seemed to happen back to back...the 3 closes people to me. I know there are no answers really ...but I cant help to see if I can find them ...if that makes sense. I just wish i had a little more time with my dad...we had a hell of a relationship but we ended it on a good note...so i think i can use that to find peace. Yes I'm a spirital person.

Thank you...I appreciate that 🙂 ill be ok...I'm a tough virgo. I've been thru hell and back and still keep on keeping on. Lol

Posted by PiscVirgAquaFish
I also offer my condolences. I don't know much about astrology, but sometimes there really isn't any right answer to a question. Either way I hope you find peace in your life. I can only imagine how difficult it must be for you to have dealt with this.

Thank you! 🙂

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Posted by geminicandle
This is extremely tough.

I speak from personal experience, so when I lost my family member recently, I dwelved in "predictive astrology", and it almost made me lose my mind. I would not get too deep into it, if I were you. I know you want and need answers, but that isn't the right way to go in my opinion. I don't know if you are otherwise spiritual/religious?

If you need someone to talk to, please write to me. I am truly sorry for your losses.

Yeah I guess I'm just trying to understand why all of these losses seemed to happen back to back...the 3 closes people to me. I know there are no answers really ...but I cant help to see if I can find them ...if that makes sense. I just wish i had a little more time with my dad...we had a hell of a relationship but we ended it on a good note...so i think i can use that to find peace. Yes I'm a spirital person.

Thank you...I appreciate that 🙂 ill be ok...I'm a tough virgo. I've been thru hell and back and still keep on keeping on. Lol

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(((((Hugs))))

I know exactly what you mean..little more time. I would give anything for one more minute, just to say "I love you" and look in their eyes and hug them tightly. I am sure they know.

Stay strong, girl

Yep exactly! Thank you...I will try 🙂

By looking at your chart, transit is currently on going with 4th house ruler, 8th house ruler and your ascendant or 1st house ruler...
Determining death in horoscope involves the activation of any combination of 8th house (covers death), 4th house (represents father) and Ascendant (physical appearance/body) (ruler of the houses)
Since it is your father, we should look at the 4th house and it's ruler, the Sun and Saturn which represents father
4th house also means "the end" which means in physical being it may mean end of physical being ( death for humans)
Pluto conjunct Saturn = despair, feelings of inadequacy, guilt and regret are more likely
Your mercury squares Neptune = creates challenges and obstacles to face and to overcome
Also Pluto and Uranus are back and since they're moving slow we will be experiencing exact square between this two planets (currently happening and will happen again 4 times in the next 2 years)
this might leave you feeling uncertain as major life changes occur whether you're ready or not.

I hope my Jupiter helps me in my explanation and mercury delivers it right...
My condolences and prayer to you my fellow virgin...

Posted by virgosagscorpio
By looking at your chart, transit is currently on going with 4th house ruler, 8th house ruler and your ascendant or 1st house ruler...
Determining death in horoscope involves the activation of any combination of 8th house (covers death), 4th house (represents father) and Ascendant (physical appearance/body) (ruler of the houses)
Since it is your father, we should look at the 4th house and it's ruler, the Sun and Saturn which represents father
4th house also means "the end" which means in physical being it may mean end of physical being ( death for humans)
Pluto conjunct Saturn = despair, feelings of inadequacy, guilt and regret are more likely
Your mercury squares Neptune = creates challenges and obstacles to face and to overcome
Also Pluto and Uranus are back and since they're moving slow we will be experiencing exact square between this two planets (currently happening and will happen again 4 times in the next 2 years)
this might leave you feeling uncertain as major life changes occur whether you're ready or not.

I hope my Jupiter helps me in my explanation and mercury delivers it right...
My condolences and prayer to you my fellow virgin...

Thank you very much! 🙂
Ugh so I should expect more things to happen...cause 29 yrs isn't enough apparently lol.
Ill have to read up on my chart some more

Hey @LIMM read also about your first Saturn Return, might help u understand more and deeper
sorry for this delayed response I am so busy with work left me with so lil time for dxp... 😢
hope things get better for u 🙂

Posted by virgosagscorpio
Hey @LIMM read also about your first Saturn Return, might help u understand more and deeper
sorry for this delayed response I am so busy with work left me with so lil time for dxp... 😢
hope things get better for u 🙂

I was hoping that it wasn't the saturn return deal...but most likely is. Worst 4 yrs of my life...but I'm a trooper and will get thru it like always 🙂
Thank you again vss 🙂