say Hello to my lil friend... Mars/Pluto

Do you have it or know anyone who does? How does it feel for you? What does it look like?
This sums it up for me...

I wonder if there is a transit happening right now... cause this lil guy has been triggered. Slow burn.

I'm not the person I was 2 years ago. In many ways I am happy and thankful for that... but there is a part of me that went kinda dormant. I surrendered to some stuff... that continues.. but it seems now is the time to pick some battles. Time to adorn some war paint.

A wise person left a section of my world 2 years ago... and it took another loss now, for me to be reminded of one of his many lessons. The non-acceptance of bull shit. Fuckery. People will always dish it out and one always has a choice to let it effect them or not. If you can identify it. Identity alone is a task in itself... takes some energy. Takes belief in your own abilities to see it when it comes. To connect the dots and not doubt the picture it forms before you.. no matter how ridiculous it looks. How unacceptable it is. No matter how people would like to convince you, that it is not what it is.

oops.. derailing... If you identify the many faces of bull shit yes, you can walk away, cut it out, separate yourself from it. But shouldn't there come a time when you drop kick that shit? Terminate that fucker? Because if you don't... it may come back for another round. It may try from different angles to slip into your conscious/subconscious and now your energy is even more depleted.

That sucks.

And not just for you.. but the person/thing/situation that is perpetrating the bull shit. They may not even be AWARE they are carrying that stinking pile... may be so used to it's smell and weight it has become all they know. That must suck for them as well. So when they come and try to unload some of it on your doorstep... there comes a time when you should drive their face into that mess and leave them to clean themselves off.

I think now may be that time.

Posted by NovemberSun

What's your outlet?

Risk taking, perhaps? or putting/finding myself in questionably challenging situations... to see how I will fair in the end.

Honestly, nowadays my greatest satisfaction and release comes from a mission and a good man

Posted by ninjafish
I'm possessive and jealous exclusively in relation to my partner. Very possessive.

I hate it.

I like that quality in a partner. 😉 I need the "confirmation" or else it feels like I'm being taken for granted.
Another one of those silly, ego-related Leos things...