So done with this cap lecturing me accusing me fcking with my relationship i am so fcking done!!!

this is the chart of the cap can you guys tell me some more about him ?



He has been trying to stoke between me and my sagg long story short he's saying things about me and to me while being the biggest liar and cheater on earth he has been trashtalking me to my sagg how i used to be before which is 10 years ago. My sagg gets influenced by him a lot and it starts to really make me wanna kill him because i get accused all the time where as i have done nothing but being loyal i had bad behavior in the past was a rebel and was careless when young but now i'm in the relationship i try to change for the better see things differently and be mature about things.

The thing is i never got a chance people always like to see things from the other side when i am in a relationship but never from mine i feel ignored pushed to a limit where i can no longer control myself or my emotions. I used to be superficial cold,hard,brutal until i met my sagg he made me open up become soft again feel again and we had our issues and there was always someone trying to come between me and him. Hid parents brother and sister that never liked me without ever meeting me his friends not liking me my friends not liking him or choosing his side but never mine. where as this cap hasn't seen me for 10 years saying he know me while he doesn't know sht he knows my past and how i was, not who i am now.

The thing here is i get so sick and tired of explaining myself doubting myself adjusting myself trying to please others including my sagg and when i don't hell breaks loose because people always want to know everything about me!!!! and if i don't say everything they assume i lie etc i am just so fcking done with this i deleted this fcker from my phone and he's probably reading this now but i don't give a sht !!

not to mention he never saw me emotional and for the first time i opened up about things that made me unhappy while my sagg was also there and it feels like whenever i open up people abuse the situation and the fact that i am vunerable it must be chiron in my 8th house i have a hard time opening up to people because i often felt like they use it against me which is always the case even when knowing someone so good

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who is this cap?

like what's the nature of your relationship with him?

Well we grew up in the same neighborhood and he always saw me as his little sister but tried to have sex with me while having a 7 years relationship back then or longer i think.

But that was when i was 17 and lived with him and his girlfriend because my stepdad kicked me out at the time. at that time he tried to have sex but i refused and nothing ever happened after i moved out we didn't have contact for a long long time we never saw each other and nearly didn't talk like once a while then a long time not. to me he was just a friend someone i could count on at least that's what i thought.

So i was mentioning my last relationship saying it was the same kind etc that i need to change i have always changed for other people to the point where i lose myself.

So he said to my boyfriend i am 15 years together now and i never let me girlfriend go out alone i decide if she goes out or not and i check her phone it's normal.

But with that i tried to implant that in my sagg his head talking sht about me how i used to be blabla

the thing is while he was with his virgo girlfriend which is now his wife he has 2 children with he had an affair with a woman every other year he told me that out of trust but i don't care about that anymore.

at that time she asked if i have ever done something with him because she has a suspicion obviously about him and i said no because i am not one to get in between relationships even if he tried to have sex with me which i never had with him i will not do such thing.

he* so he was mentioning

he tried to implant that

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Posted by sierra_
who is this cap?

like what's the nature of your relationship with him?

Well we grew up in the same neighborhood and he always saw me as his little sister but tried to have sex with me while having a 7 years relationship back then or longer i think.

But that was when i was 17 and lived with him and his girlfriend because my stepdad kicked me out at the time. at that time he tried to have sex but i refused and nothing ever happened after i moved out we didn't have contact for a long long time we never saw each other and nearly didn't talk like once a while then a long time not. to me he was just a friend someone i could count on at least that's what i thought.

So i was mentioning my last relationship saying it was the same kind etc that i need to change i have always changed for other people to the point where i lose myself.

So he said to my boyfriend i am 15 years together now and i never let me girlfriend go out alone i decide if she goes out or not and i check her phone it's normal.

But with that i tried to implant that in my sagg his head talking sht about me how i used to be blabla

the thing is while he was with his virgo girlfriend which is now his wife he has 2 children with he had an affair with a woman every other year he told me that out of trust but i don't care about that anymore.

at that time she asked if i have ever done something with him because she has a suspicion obviously about him and i said no because i am not one to get in between relationships even if he tried to have sex with me which i never had with him i will not do such thing.

knew it

saw cap sun-pisces moon and thought yeah this dude sabotaging coz he's probably jealous

have you ever tried to confront him or tell the sag about why he's trying to trashtalk you?

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I did now and before but i am gonna have a real good conversation with him because i feel like this is pulling us away from each other.

I do not know what he is thinking maybe his venus in the 12th house ?

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Posted by sierra_
who is this cap?

like what's the nature of your relationship with him?

Well we grew up in the same neighborhood and he always saw me as his little sister but tried to have sex with me while having a 7 years relationship back then or longer i think.

But that was when i was 17 and lived with him and his girlfriend because my stepdad kicked me out at the time. at that time he tried to have sex but i refused and nothing ever happened after i moved out we didn't have contact for a long long time we never saw each other and nearly didn't talk like once a while then a long time not. to me he was just a friend someone i could count on at least that's what i thought.

So i was mentioning my last relationship saying it was the same kind etc that i need to change i have always changed for other people to the point where i lose myself.

So he said to my boyfriend i am 15 years together now and i never let me girlfriend go out alone i decide if she goes out or not and i check her phone it's normal.

But with that i tried to implant that in my sagg his head talking sht about me how i used to be blabla

the thing is while he was with his virgo girlfriend which is now his wife he has 2 children with he had an affair with a woman every other year he told me that out of trust but i don't care about that anymore.

at that time she asked if i have ever done something with him because she has a suspicion obviously about him and i said no because i am not one to get in between relationships even if he tried to have sex with me which i never had with him i will not do such thing.

knew it

saw cap sun-pisces moon and thought yeah this dude sabotaging coz he's probably jealous

have you ever tried to confront him or tell the sag about why he's trying to trashtalk you?

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I do feel some sort of resentment i don't know what he is thinking he says always truly to care about me wanting to help me but i at the same time it feels like he's still waiting for something.

He said something a few years ago and i do not even remember when that was but he said we still have some unfinished business. Then i told him i do not feel the same way then he was very sober and said oh i thought we thought the same my mistake something like that

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Posted by sierra_
who is this cap?

like what's the nature of your relationship with him?

Well we grew up in the same neighborhood and he always saw me as his little sister but tried to have sex with me while having a 7 years relationship back then or longer i think.

But that was when i was 17 and lived with him and his girlfriend because my stepdad kicked me out at the time. at that time he tried to have sex but i refused and nothing ever happened after i moved out we didn't have contact for a long long time we never saw each other and nearly didn't talk like once a while then a long time not. to me he was just a friend someone i could count on at least that's what i thought.

So i was mentioning my last relationship saying it was the same kind etc that i need to change i have always changed for other people to the point where i lose myself.

So he said to my boyfriend i am 15 years together now and i never let me girlfriend go out alone i decide if she goes out or not and i check her phone it's normal.

But with that i tried to implant that in my sagg his head talking sht about me how i used to be blabla

the thing is while he was with his virgo girlfriend which is now his wife he has 2 children with he had an affair with a woman every other year he told me that out of trust but i don't care about that anymore.

at that time she asked if i have ever done something with him because she has a suspicion obviously about him and i said no because i am not one to get in between relationships even if he tried to have sex with me which i never had with him i will not do such thing.

knew it

saw cap sun-pisces moon and thought yeah this dude sabotaging coz he's probably jealous

have you ever tried to confront him or tell the sag about why he's trying to trashtalk you?

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I am so angry because i know i am talking sht about him now what is not sht it's the truth and i've always kept my mouth sht about it but i refuse to be nice

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Posted by dewiklaessen26

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Posted by dewiklaessen26

Posted by sierra_
who is this cap?

like what's the nature of your relationship with him?

Well we grew up in the same neighborhood and he always saw me as his little sister but tried to have sex with me while having a 7 years relationship back then or longer i think.

But that was when i was 17 and lived with him and his girlfriend because my stepdad kicked me out at the time. at that time he tried to have sex but i refused and nothing ever happened after i moved out we didn't have contact for a long long time we never saw each other and nearly didn't talk like once a while then a long time not. to me he was just a friend someone i could count on at least that's what i thought.

So i was mentioning my last relationship saying it was the same kind etc that i need to change i have always changed for other people to the point where i lose myself.

So he said to my boyfriend i am 15 years together now and i never let me girlfriend go out alone i decide if she goes out or not and i check her phone it's normal.

But with that i tried to implant that in my sagg his head talking sht about me how i used to be blabla

the thing is while he was with his virgo girlfriend which is now his wife he has 2 children with he had an affair with a woman every other year he told me that out of trust but i don't care about that anymore.

at that time she asked if i have ever done something with him because she has a suspicion obviously about him and i said no because i am not one to get in between relationships even if he tried to have sex with me which i never had with him i will not do such thing.

knew it

saw cap sun-pisces moon and thought yeah this dude sabotaging coz he's probably jealous

have you ever tried to confront him or tell the sag about why he's trying to trashtalk you?

I am so angry because i know i am talking sht about him now what is not sht it's the truth and i've always kept my mouth sht about it but i refuse to be nice

pisces moons can be tricky.. especially around virgo suns i noticed

you can't keep quiet even if you think you're doing the right thing or you'll be ruined

i'd have told my bf how that jerk's just trying to sleep with me, tell him everything

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I have a sagg moon in the 1st house i react on how i feel and i won't hide it that's the problem here not to talk bad about others except this cap but more to fuel my emotions and my thoughts so i do not have to be stuck with it

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Posted by dewiklaessen26

Posted by sierra_

Posted by dewiklaessen26

Posted by sierra_
who is this cap?

like what's the nature of your relationship with him?

Well we grew up in the same neighborhood and he always saw me as his little sister but tried to have sex with me while having a 7 years relationship back then or longer i think.

But that was when i was 17 and lived with him and his girlfriend because my stepdad kicked me out at the time. at that time he tried to have sex but i refused and nothing ever happened after i moved out we didn't have contact for a long long time we never saw each other and nearly didn't talk like once a while then a long time not. to me he was just a friend someone i could count on at least that's what i thought.

So i was mentioning my last relationship saying it was the same kind etc that i need to change i have always changed for other people to the point where i lose myself.

So he said to my boyfriend i am 15 years together now and i never let me girlfriend go out alone i decide if she goes out or not and i check her phone it's normal.

But with that i tried to implant that in my sagg his head talking sht about me how i used to be blabla

the thing is while he was with his virgo girlfriend which is now his wife he has 2 children with he had an affair with a woman every other year he told me that out of trust but i don't care about that anymore.

at that time she asked if i have ever done something with him because she has a suspicion obviously about him and i said no because i am not one to get in between relationships even if he tried to have sex with me which i never had with him i will not do such thing.

knew it

saw cap sun-pisces moon and thought yeah this dude sabotaging coz he's probably jealous

have you ever tried to confront him or tell the sag about why he's trying to trashtalk you?

I am so angry because i know i am talking sht about him now what is not sht it's the truth and i've always kept my mouth sht about it but i refuse to be nice

pisces moons can be tricky.. especially around virgo suns i noticed

you can't keep quiet even if you think you're doing the right thing or you'll be ruined

i'd have told my bf how that jerk's just trying to sleep with me, tell him everything

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My ex has a pisces moon hehe so yeah i do know pisces moons but all men that have been pisces moons that i have known in my life had their moon in the 3th house so they were kinda 2 faced sometimes

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Posted by dewiklaessen26

Posted by sierra_
who is this cap?

like what's the nature of your relationship with him?

Well we grew up in the same neighborhood and he always saw me as his little sister but tried to have sex with me while having a 7 years relationship back then or longer i think.

But that was when i was 17 and lived with him and his girlfriend because my stepdad kicked me out at the time. at that time he tried to have sex but i refused and nothing ever happened after i moved out we didn't have contact for a long long time we never saw each other and nearly didn't talk like once a while then a long time not. to me he was just a friend someone i could count on at least that's what i thought.

So i was mentioning my last relationship saying it was the same kind etc that i need to change i have always changed for other people to the point where i lose myself.

So he said to my boyfriend i am 15 years together now and i never let me girlfriend go out alone i decide if she goes out or not and i check her phone it's normal.

But with that i tried to implant that in my sagg his head talking sht about me how i used to be blabla

the thing is while he was with his virgo girlfriend which is now his wife he has 2 children with he had an affair with a woman every other year he told me that out of trust but i don't care about that anymore.

at that time she asked if i have ever done something with him because she has a suspicion obviously about him and i said no because i am not one to get in between relationships even if he tried to have sex with me which i never had with him i will not do such thing.

knew it

saw cap sun-pisces moon and thought yeah this dude sabotaging coz he's probably jealous

have you ever tried to confront him or tell the sag about why he's trying to trashtalk you?

I am so angry because i know i am talking sht about him now what is not sht it's the truth and i've always kept my mouth sht about it but i refuse to be nice

pisces moons can be tricky.. especially around virgo suns i noticed

you can't keep quiet even if you think you're doing the right thing or you'll be ruined

i'd have told my bf how that jerk's just trying to sleep with me, tell him everything

click to expand

but the combination of pisces moon and venus in the 12th house can you explain to me ?

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Posted by dewiklaessen26

Posted by sierra_

Posted by dewiklaessen26

Posted by sierra_
who is this cap?

like what's the nature of your relationship with him?

Well we grew up in the same neighborhood and he always saw me as his little sister but tried to have sex with me while having a 7 years relationship back then or longer i think.

But that was when i was 17 and lived with him and his girlfriend because my stepdad kicked me out at the time. at that time he tried to have sex but i refused and nothing ever happened after i moved out we didn't have contact for a long long time we never saw each other and nearly didn't talk like once a while then a long time not. to me he was just a friend someone i could count on at least that's what i thought.

So i was mentioning my last relationship saying it was the same kind etc that i need to change i have always changed for other people to the point where i lose myself.

So he said to my boyfriend i am 15 years together now and i never let me girlfriend go out alone i decide if she goes out or not and i check her phone it's normal.

But with that i tried to implant that in my sagg his head talking sht about me how i used to be blabla

the thing is while he was with his virgo girlfriend which is now his wife he has 2 children with he had an affair with a woman every other year he told me that out of trust but i don't care about that anymore.

at that time she asked if i have ever done something with him because she has a suspicion obviously about him and i said no because i am not one to get in between relationships even if he tried to have sex with me which i never had with him i will not do such thing.

knew it

saw cap sun-pisces moon and thought yeah this dude sabotaging coz he's probably jealous

have you ever tried to confront him or tell the sag about why he's trying to trashtalk you?

I did now and before but i am gonna have a real good conversation with him because i feel like this is pulling us away from each other.

I do not know what he is thinking maybe his venus in the 12th house ?

possibly coz they've got a tendency to have secret relationships

also i'd be pissed that my own bf would believe someone else more than me.. like i'd be so offended

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to be honest my sagg moon makes me too forgiving and my sagg ascendant plus my mars in libra i try to stay nice and sweet so i only react when things seem to be unfair to me specially because i let things just happen like it's nothing and tend to wanting to move on from things very easily.

i am straight and i speak my mind how i feel but after that i try to move on and the thing is i never forget things never even if it's 20 years ago i have a sharp memory and because of that it's often very painful that i can be so forgiving although with this i am not gonna be forgiving because it's my relationship

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Posted by dewiklaessen26

Posted by sierra_

Posted by dewiklaessen26

Posted by sierra_

Posted by dewiklaessen26

Posted by sierra_
who is this cap?

like what's the nature of your relationship with him?

Well we grew up in the same neighborhood and he always saw me as his little sister but tried to have sex with me while having a 7 years relationship back then or longer i think.

But that was when i was 17 and lived with him and his girlfriend because my stepdad kicked me out at the time. at that time he tried to have sex but i refused and nothing ever happened after i moved out we didn't have contact for a long long time we never saw each other and nearly didn't talk like once a while then a long time not. to me he was just a friend someone i could count on at least that's what i thought.

So i was mentioning my last relationship saying it was the same kind etc that i need to change i have always changed for other people to the point where i lose myself.

So he said to my boyfriend i am 15 years together now and i never let me girlfriend go out alone i decide if she goes out or not and i check her phone it's normal.

But with that i tried to implant that in my sagg his head talking sht about me how i used to be blabla

the thing is while he was with his virgo girlfriend which is now his wife he has 2 children with he had an affair with a woman every other year he told me that out of trust but i don't care about that anymore.

at that time she asked if i have ever done something with him because she has a suspicion obviously about him and i said no because i am not one to get in between relationships even if he tried to have sex with me which i never had with him i will not do such thing.

knew it

saw cap sun-pisces moon and thought yeah this dude sabotaging coz he's probably jealous

have you ever tried to confront him or tell the sag about why he's trying to trashtalk you?

I am so angry because i know i am talking sht about him now what is not sht it's the truth and i've always kept my mouth sht about it but i refuse to be nice

pisces moons can be tricky.. especially around virgo suns i noticed

you can't keep quiet even if you think you're doing the right thing or you'll be ruined

i'd have told my bf how that jerk's just trying to sleep with me, tell him everything

but the combination of pisces moon and venus in the 12th house can you explain to me ?

my first boyfriend was a pisces moon and i dated a cap with a pisces moon

i'm also a pisces moon lol.. i would say that sometimes we can be very tricky

plus put in venus in the 12th (i myself have virgo sun in the 12th)..

we sometimes feel like people demean us or degrade us quietly (real or imagined)

and we see them as an enemy, we take shit to heart and we like to pine for people..

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Is a pisces moon that sensitive ? like this cap comes off like he doesn't have any emotions

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Posted by dewiklaessen26

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Posted by dewiklaessen26

Posted by sierra_
who is this cap?

like what's the nature of your relationship with him?

Well we grew up in the same neighborhood and he always saw me as his little sister but tried to have sex with me while having a 7 years relationship back then or longer i think.

But that was when i was 17 and lived with him and his girlfriend because my stepdad kicked me out at the time. at that time he tried to have sex but i refused and nothing ever happened after i moved out we didn't have contact for a long long time we never saw each other and nearly didn't talk like once a while then a long time not. to me he was just a friend someone i could count on at least that's what i thought.

So i was mentioning my last relationship saying it was the same kind etc that i need to change i have always changed for other people to the point where i lose myself.

So he said to my boyfriend i am 15 years together now and i never let me girlfriend go out alone i decide if she goes out or not and i check her phone it's normal.

But with that i tried to implant that in my sagg his head talking sht about me how i used to be blabla

the thing is while he was with his virgo girlfriend which is now his wife he has 2 children with he had an affair with a woman every other year he told me that out of trust but i don't care about that anymore.

at that time she asked if i have ever done something with him because she has a suspicion obviously about him and i said no because i am not one to get in between relationships even if he tried to have sex with me which i never had with him i will not do such thing.

knew it

saw cap sun-pisces moon and thought yeah this dude sabotaging coz he's probably jealous

have you ever tried to confront him or tell the sag about why he's trying to trashtalk you?

I did now and before but i am gonna have a real good conversation with him because i feel like this is pulling us away from each other.

I do not know what he is thinking maybe his venus in the 12th house ?

possibly coz they've got a tendency to have secret relationships

also i'd be pissed that my own bf would believe someone else more than me.. like i'd be so offended

to be honest my sagg moon makes me too forgiving and my sagg ascendant plus my mars in libra i try to stay nice and sweet so i only react when things seem to be unfair to me specially because i let things just happen like it's nothing and tend to wanting to move on from things very easily.

i am straight and i speak my mind how i feel but after that i try to move on and the thing is i never forget things never even if it's 20 years ago i have a sharp memory and because of that it's often very painful that i can be so forgiving although with this i am not gonna be forgiving because it's my relationship

i am the same (libra mars in the 1st + first house stellium)

but there are times too when i don't forget (pisces moon in the 8th house) which gives me an extra dose of paranoia lol...none of my exes can ruin me coz i've mentioned their nature to my bf so they'd have no ammo against me

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I have venus in leo in the 8th house dramatic also chiron,vesta and jupiter in a fixed house in a fixed sign and square very confusing plus pluto is square with my venus

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Posted by sierra_
who is this cap?

like what's the nature of your relationship with him?

Well we grew up in the same neighborhood and he always saw me as his little sister but tried to have sex with me while having a 7 years relationship back then or longer i think.

But that was when i was 17 and lived with him and his girlfriend because my stepdad kicked me out at the time. at that time he tried to have sex but i refused and nothing ever happened after i moved out we didn't have contact for a long long time we never saw each other and nearly didn't talk like once a while then a long time not. to me he was just a friend someone i could count on at least that's what i thought.

So i was mentioning my last relationship saying it was the same kind etc that i need to change i have always changed for other people to the point where i lose myself.

So he said to my boyfriend i am 15 years together now and i never let me girlfriend go out alone i decide if she goes out or not and i check her phone it's normal.

But with that i tried to implant that in my sagg his head talking sht about me how i used to be blabla

the thing is while he was with his virgo girlfriend which is now his wife he has 2 children with he had an affair with a woman every other year he told me that out of trust but i don't care about that anymore.

at that time she asked if i have ever done something with him because she has a suspicion obviously about him and i said no because i am not one to get in between relationships even if he tried to have sex with me which i never had with him i will not do such thing.

knew it

saw cap sun-pisces moon and thought yeah this dude sabotaging coz he's probably jealous

have you ever tried to confront him or tell the sag about why he's trying to trashtalk you?

I am so angry because i know i am talking sht about him now what is not sht it's the truth and i've always kept my mouth sht about it but i refuse to be nice

pisces moons can be tricky.. especially around virgo suns i noticed

you can't keep quiet even if you think you're doing the right thing or you'll be ruined

i'd have told my bf how that jerk's just trying to sleep with me, tell him everything

but the combination of pisces moon and venus in the 12th house can you explain to me ?

my first boyfriend was a pisces moon and i dated a cap with a pisces moon

i'm also a pisces moon lol.. i would say that sometimes we can be very tricky

plus put in venus in the 12th (i myself have virgo sun in the 12th)..

we sometimes feel like people demean us or degrade us quietly (real or imagined)

and we see them as an enemy, we take shit to heart and we like to pine for people..

Is a pisces moon that sensitive ? like this cap comes off like he doesn't have any emotions

yeah

you just think he's unemotional coz he's being an asshole

if that virgo leaves him, he's gonna pine and sulk.. it's what some of us do (the bad ones)

he probably overly romanticizes encounters in his head which makes him appear nuts lol

maybe if you got married or moved away then he'd stop pining

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Hahaha yes i think he has already been there but still didn't learn i can notice it by his way of talking