What exactly is venus retrograde?

Ive got three planets in my birth chart retro which really sucks cuz i am a late bloomer and it has been heel in my childhood years growin up and especially in a pluto in scorpio generation mines retro in that area too!!! Ive always wondered why people were always starin at me weird i thought there was something wrong with me!! but srsly, will my venus ever go forward

Imagine being born in a pluto in scorpio generation and mine was retrograde at 25.14 degree

And my venus which affected the way i fo
I was never in a relationship, didnt know how to talk to guys altho i had such strong likings and lust for guys. I was scared of rejection, didnt think i was good enough even tho i was really pretty i didnt find out my identity until later on! i didnt even know what i looked like despite standing in front of the mirror. i felt weird like i just knew totake care of my health and looks on the outside so i appear gl to ppl but i had soo many issues deep within! i had trouble finding myself! Didnt have much friends cuz i was so independant i felt a distant feeling from everyone and i had the worse paranoias and thinking everybody probly hates me or something.

It was the worstttt phase to go through

Furthermore, Sometimes it felt like i existed and was getting too much unwanted attention despite tryna bethe normest ican be! Other times i felt like a ghost, like im not real and dont exist!

Posted by Bbyxtc
will my venus ever go forward

No.

@ Bby

Wow you just described my childhood up until the end of high school. Was so glad to be out of that anxiety and feeling like everyone was looking at me. I still have a problem with looking people in the eyes unless I'm comfortable with them. I just feel like my eyes really mess with a person and I don't like messing with people unless I am meaning to.

What is your venus btw?

Posted by happykitsune
@ Bby

Wow you just described my childhood up until the end of high school. Was so glad to be out of that anxiety and feeling like everyone was looking at me. I still have a problem with looking people in the eyes unless I'm comfortable with them. I just feel like my eyes really mess with a person and I don't like messing with people unless I am meaning to.

What is your venus btw?

My venus is aries retrograde . Yours?
& whats your mercury, pluto and mars?

And sun