I hate rejection. Especially when I put myself out there and the other person isn't even direct with how they feel. Maybe they don't want to feel as if they hurt my feelings so they agree to go out to avoid "hurting them" when they know dang well they don't want to go out. I've never talked to a cancer man before, and I love cancers but I wish this cancer guy would've been a little more direct. My feelings aren't hurt, but I kind of feel embarrassed.... it's been a month of Facebook messaging and I asked him out. He agreed, and we discussed some places. I don't go out much, so all the places I suggested he had been to. But he stated he didn't mind repeating. I've also never met this guy, but I was at Starbucks a week ago and saw a guy that looked like him and while we were still messaging I sent him a message stating that I may have saw him. I guess maybe that's weird? But it wasn't him Lol... so that's awkward. He just read the message. So my friend told me I should suggest that we text since he rarely is only Facebook. Which he is on a lot because in messenger it tells you the last time someone was active. So clearly he just wasn't checking the messages. But that's okay. I just feel embarrassed, because I chased this one I feel.... ?
