Everything is over (i broke up with my bf) !!!!!!!

Hi guys,
its me Angel for the last time on Cancer forum 😢
I just wanted to tell you that I broke up with my bf 5 days ago, and it was in a terrible way.
I was about to call him and make him a surprise that i missed him and im going to see him in a month or so, minutes before i was about to call, i opened his facebook profile and found his friend congratulating him for his engagement !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, I was soooooo devastated, U just can't imagine what happened to me at that moment. I called him and asked him. He was surprised and denied then he asked me from where did i found out, when i told him from his profile he said yes i got ENGAGED 😢 😢
No words can describe how i felt that moment, i was shaking and my heart kept beating faster than ever !!
Above all this he says that I live in another country and i'm always busy ...... bla bla bla. I told him that i'm not busy from him and he never asked what happened with me the past few weeks. the Fucking liar.
I told him to stop lying, enough is enough, and I told him that he is a scumbag and piece of crap. he couldn't hang up in my face because he knew that i didn't do anything to hurt him and i was very loyal to him, i told him that !!!!
i kept swearing at him then he told me to stop swearing and that he respects me so much. I told him u treated me like a child. The problem is that he hasn't deleted me from fb nor changed his status to engaged , the fucking bastard kept him self single on fb.
I want to thank you guys for any help through the past few weeks and for any comments on my topics about this fucking guy. I can't come to cancers forum, I just want to forget everything about him. I hate him so much now. I just want to see him suffer for all the days that he kept me waiting for him.

I'm glad you finally let go, i just hope he didn't hurt enough to stop searching for someone that would appreciate your qualities.

Thanks guys for your consolation, I appreciate it, really
I'm trying my best to stay strong, and all that love has now turned to hater .. can u imagine that he was about to keep it that way without telling me !!!!!!
if he really respected me, he should at least tell me that we are not good for each other !! that's whats killing me now.
fucking ass hole that's what he is , this way to find out is just to harsh for me 😢
I hope that he burns in hell !!

Sorry for your hurt, Angel81 ... but I'm going to play devil's advocate here. The blame should rest with the deceitful, as well as the naive.

I'm the one to blame to here, but I know that I was very loyal to him and he knew that too.

You being loyal is irrelevant at this point. And no, it's not all your fault. However, you do need to take some responsibility and accountability for your part. Do not blindly trust what a man says. Trust his actions over anything else. I just think you need to take a step back and evalute the entire situation. He was Houdini for months!

When relationship's fail we tend to blame the other person. But this went sour a long time ago and it sounds like it was you holding on hoping that he would return when clearly, he was outro.

Chalk this up as a lesson learned. I don't mean to be so harsh, but it was cruel of him to string you along and you deserve something greater.

Also, this is why I am leery about online relationships.