No trust

How would you feel if someone you love just doesn't trust you anyway?

I still have feeling for my now-cancer-ex.
But it's like no matter how much he told me that he loves me and how hard he tried to do nice things for me, still i found myself hard to fully trust him like i used to.
I do still care for him, and so now i'm wondering.

What happened for you to lose trust?

Posted by truecap
What happened for you to lose trust?

The same patterns of him didn't do what he said he gonna do. Then he came up with excuses and all of dramatic apologizes, which then put me as a horrible person for being bummed at him that caused him to feel shitty and stuff.
Big circle, over and over.

Posted by thinktoomuch
Be loyal first of all to yourself.

With all the bad experiences I have had, the most important lesson I always learn is: I was right. But I doubted myself and crossed over my own boundaries Trust yourself. If you don´t trust him, you don´t trust him, and probably there are some reasons for it, regardless of what he says or do.

Thanks.
I don't trust him, it's just hard to trust him like i used to.

And thats what brought me to the last time i told him that i don't think that he ever loved me anyway, so i wish him happier without me, which might be what he wants.

I deleted all of his contacts immediately after.
We no longer talkin.
Well, i'm still thinking about him here and there like now, but thats it.

If trust isn't there, there's not much hope for the future of the relationship is there?

Posted by truecap
If trust isn't there, there's not much hope for the future of the relationship is there?

Yeah, not much hope.
Though i do still care for him and love him.
But now i have cut all of our contact.
And i'm movin on.
Today i'm just kinda thinkin about him and wondering how would cancerians feel if the similar thing happens to them.

thinktoomuch,

I'm glad that you're happy that he did.
And yeah, it's just too risky to still continue the relationship with someone that you can't fully trust.