what is happening

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ok,
why is it that i can't stop feeling sorry for myself, it's at points in my life when i realixe that nothing is going the way i want it to, i am a big fat failure. i feel like my parents hate me, i don't have any real freinds, i'm cynical to the max therefor no body is ever good enough for me, am i gonna die like mr heckles?(the guy who lives in the apartment above monica and rachel). thats not what all cancers are like, is it?
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you're reinforcing you misery by calling it misery. Think of it as a reality check. If you don't feel loved, it's not because you're unlovable it's because you want to be right about your observation of yourself. You can at anytime say I'm lovable and be right about that fact. I turly believe that there is something wonderful about each and everyone of us and all things that God has created. So take your time and come up with a new train of thought to reinforce and make it the truth.