Calm cool exterior, choatic mess

Does any other Capricorns feel completely opposite of what they show? Like I can the be the most calmest, collected person in the room and at the same time internally I'm screaming, and crying all at once.... I can be so caring, and loving but at the drop of a hat cold, and distant.... maybe it's my cancer moon....

Yes, the thing with me is..if I fall apart, then everything else around me will too. Can't fall apart, gotta keep it together. Gotta keep climbing up...gotta keep climbing up...gotta keep climbing uuuup... lol

We all go through struggles, can't let it bring you down, gotta get a grip on it and keep moving forward.

Exactly!!!! That's how I feel!

Never let 'em see ya sweat!

I sometimes appear confident and collected and inside I'll be a bag of nerves. As long as they don't know it, things go smoothly.

Yup!
Same here! I cannot Ever show my vulnerability in public. It's deeply embarrassing!
I find myself putting on a fake smile because I am working very hard to hide the nerves or chaos underneath!