caps how do you cope with your contradictory

influences—??
I have plenty fire in my chart for me to be an earth sign NOT to mention alot of water and earth as well.
I seem to project my aries and sag influences more than the capricorn sun. The way I think requires me to go into solitude because of my mercury (aquarius) . Its hard for me to think with to many people around and my neptune in capricorn makes me very sensitive to others body languages, so it makes it harder for me than others to constantly be around groups of friends an they already say caps are very anti. My venus and mars both are in fire signs as well, so when I do anything my energy and love is friendly, direct, and passionate so it scares people sometimes and makes me seem very bipolaar so how do you all deal with your contradictoriness lol

I'm a capricorn and I'm pretty antisocial. It's not that I don't like people-cuz I do- but I just get overwhelmed by too any people around me. I'm a thinker. I also have mercury/acquaris. The contradictions for me is my Leo Ascendant which makes me 'turn up' when I need to and people see a whole side of me that can be queen hostess and party animal. It's like I have two different sides to me...idk...I've heard it said that Caps are the most misunderstood of the signs and I think that's probably true...

I feel my scorpio influences rather heavily. The scorpio rising isnt a problem but the scorpio venus can get me in trouble. The cap sun, cap moon and aqua mars has to team up on the scorpio venus. Sometimes they duct tape her mouth shut and lock her in the closet. Lol
The aqua mars fits right in with the cap placements.

This is so funny to read guys because all of us has the mercury in aquarrius so you guys really understand what I mean , my moon and ascendant sign is in virgo so im pretty grounded in my approach tho things but my mars in aries gets me into trouble alot as well as the node to aries; its as if the node is telling me to use my mars, that its ok to use it but then my moon, ascendant, and mercury kick in to analyse the situation lol, so I will think alot of situations through before I act normally making me huge on procrastination . Then not to mention the venus also steps in with that friendship freedom versus closeness to make a very good point on the whole prospective. I think you guys have some even funnier contradictory signs than I , myself have, so you see it tends to get us very misunderstood being caps and all huh.