Mood swings

Ok so I turned 18 this year and later this year I have mood swings .And they are increasing day by day. Like really rapid mood swings . At one time I feel like happy at the other I feel like sad or want to die. There is a lot happening with me now a days. I have been managing my work with high school for two months now. I have my ex coming back to my life again. I am tired and its super difficult for me to manage time and over think a lot. And every thing is changing in my life at an abnormally faster rate. Seems like every thing is getting on track now but I am unable to live in that moment because I have these sudden mood swings.

I read somewhere in women it happens when they are going through periods. But I feel like when I am going through periods its just like I get emotionally unstable, gets angry easily but what makes me worry about it is because it never happened to me before. In fact I was one of the girl in my friend circle who was considered to be most emotionally stabled girl and of a strong character. I don't know whether it is a Capricorn trait. Or its just because of my age or may be my over thinking habit. Or ahhh anything.

I just want to bang my head some where now because I am really not able to manage every thing at a time and I can't even analyze what's going on in my life these days.

I Love to travel alone . Be home alone and enjoy books and music . Which i don't get time to do now a days at all. Damn busy schedule. Can't take off from work or study.

You seem really busy and pressured. Just because you turned 18 doesnt mean you have to instantly snap your mentality into adulthood and stress yourself out. Slow down, take deep breaths, and enjoy the rest of your teens...then enjoy your early 20s etc. Take this time to get a feel of being an adult, 18 is the infancy stage of adulthood, but most importantly take this time to find your balance...things that will recharge you, keep you sane and centered at all times. It seems like you are psyching(?) yourself out.

May be I am not ready to except changes in my life .

I mean, I don't mean to alarm you but this doesn't sound like an astrology thing. Have you considered that maybe you have a mood disorder? You're around the age where those sorts of things become obvious.

I know I have look into it as well. Actually I am a psychology student so I had a thought on that as well. May be consulting to a good therapist will help me.