I have never even given a thought to this person from high school. I probably thought he looked plain at most, and he may not have been in any of my classes. He was more like someone I glanced over during lunch. He is so unfamiliar to me that part of me wonders if he was even a real person. But now a decade later he shows up in my dreams as a lover. I rarely think about anyone from high school and it might as well be another lifetime ago. Why him? I have enough love in my life and there are other aspects of life that are more important. I also dreamed a couple days later that I died.