FELLOW GEMINI HELP ME!

ok so ive been talking to this aqua for about a year. and its been up and down, but we really love each other. *sighs* ok a week ago, something really treetrunked up happened. basically we had broken up and on the verge to get back together. we were talking and my head was somewhere else, just bc alot of stuff had been going on, and like me, i was trying to think on it all at once, and he took it as me not wanting to talk to him. which wasnt true, i just couldnt really think right then. but anyway, um, he told a friend of ours we both look to as a little sister that he just wanted to be friends with me. she told me and i said fine. i started talking to other guys and said that one was cute, a couple of minutes later he puts up a post that he wants to get laid, i ignored it, even though it kinda hurt, i went on, and kept talking to the guy i had met, and then my sister asked about the guy and i was telling her and then the aqua post another post with this blonde chick up saying how hot she was, my "sister" jumped on his case saying he needed to stop but i just let it go bc i knew what he was doing. so then me and my sis was talking about valentines day and how she was going to be lonely bc her and her gf are long distance,and i told her its ok, and told her about the vday i spent with my ex gemini. and like ten minutes later, i get a message from my aqua saying "you were such a waste of time in my life" and i mean it shocked me and i didnt know what to say so i just said "ok........" and then he logged off. we havent talked since then. later that night however one of his friends tried to cuss me out saying i was a just like me, which im not, ive been trying to get the aqua back, but hes scared that hed hurt me more than make things better, so hes been giving up the chance. i just need to know is it time to let this one go, or what, bc im confused. i do love this boy, i want to marry him, but god, im confused. like if he wanted to be friends, then why does he care who i call cute? its none of his business, and im just confused. lovely gems please help

geminicaplover, when you find a man who is truly right for you, it won't be so confusing. Your relationsip will just flow naturally without all of the drama. And when a man grows up enough to know what he wants, he goes out and gets it. You won't have to guess whether he wants you and play all these games with him. Hugs to you!

thanks guys, and idk, apparently me flirting with the other guys was what hurt him, and i dont see me doing anything wrong, bc he said he just wanted to be friends. and no we didnt get to talk it out. my "sister" told me, and i had her send me the messages he sent her. he told her we are just going to be friends, bc if we cant hold a convo like friends, then how are we going to date again? little did he know that it wasnt him, like i said before it was all the crap going on in my head. he told her he wasnt going to call me baby, hun, or anything like that anymore. yeah i was hurt, but i was like fine, my time wasted, and i went about doing me. well now hes pissed. i havent even talked to my aqua in about a two weeks. im not phased by the time hes been gone, he usually always does that to calm down, but i know hes going to come back around. just i need to figure out what the hell to do with him. i mean i really do love him, and im not confused as in wanting to be with him, i know i do, but im confused as to what he expects from me.