Heartbreaker

Hi, it's me again.

I'm interested in this Gemini guy. (I'm an Aries) We watched the fireworks together last night and it was quite romantic. No hugs or kisses however. I wish there were some because he looked handsome. lol

He doesn't know that I like him, but I have such strong feelings for him. Unfortunately we are going to separate colleges in the fall opposite directions. He is not the type of person who wants a relationship.

We are very good friends (he has shared more about his life to me than anyone else). I just wished this friendship could have flourished into something more. Do you think that's even remotely possible now?

well you just stated that he's not the type who'd want a relationship at this moment, but at the same time who knows because opinions and decisions change so i think you should have a talk with him, attack the situation because you might regret never talking about it with him. lol. And if he does have the same mutual feelings then i guess you guys could hook up..but think about the consequences of college, unless you guys are willing to try or at least wait? but god forbid waiting can be evil.. but hey, it's your decision when it comes down to it.

That's the thing. College is rolling around the corner. If I told him my feelings now, he will panic!!

I just hate that we hang out all the time, but that's the extent of it. No mutual feelings on his side. It's too late, I know it.....

Look at it this (regarding panic).. he's going to college regardless. So why not tell? If the response if favorable, and he's still leaving.. you have choices to make. (Short term, instaneous or long term.) But, you would know at last, wouldn't you? He's leaving anyway. And so are you.

BTW.. I can type. Thinking is outpacing the fingers.