hey my gem friends

i won't be on for awhile. i have lost my internet and kicked the libra out. turns out, everyone on the libra board gave me some sound advice a couple years ago. some ppl are just mental regardless of their sign. he just happen to be a sociopath... (yes i'm serious) i am okay though. promise. i will be back on from time to time. but i need to work on me... love all of you! :/

Sociopaths are very very dangerous. You have done brave and good thing. The rest of your life starts now.
Stay strong and get to the library and get on line from time to time and let the DXP family know you are ok.
xxRNAP (sociopath survivor!!)

edited - You have done A brave and good thing

I was thinking about you earlier today. Suggestion, sweets: Google "528hz", and listen to it, k?

~GM

havn't gotten to talk to you on here but good luck with everything. 🙂

you guys made me cry! lol! good tears, i swear! you guys are the BEST! i'm doing well. still hard sometimes but getting better as days go by. i miss you all so much right now! i promise that i will at least try to get on once a week... 😄

^^ don't listen to her, I will take you out dancing and get you smashed and hungover and THEN Sultanaa can make us tea and muffins. the only fuzzy thing will be the roof of your mouth!!

^^^
Ya'll just nasty. But, I'm in for a view.

i wish i could be here more often... LMAO! you all just know how to put a smile from ear to ear on my face!! i've been good these last two days. still bouncing back tho. there's been a lot of collateral damage to fix, but it's getting there. i'm at least to the point where i'm not crying anymore. now i'm to the stage of being just mad at myself and accepting that there is just no answer to the questions of why and learning my mistake in the matter. i read this book called 'the sociopath nextdoor' by martha stout and i'm now practicing 'the rule of 3's' now. love you all! *hugs* 🙂

"there is just no answer to the questions of why"

very much in like with this.

Keep on truckin'! keep us posted.

..Oh! *stealing hug* hope you don't mind? hehe 🙂

just thought i'd stop in with an update...

i'm doing lots better. the crying is over and he is completely gone. i've been taking everything step-by-step and things are looking up. i got a call from my old employer and may be going back to work in a couple weeks. i'm excited! 😄

miss you all!

it sure is... thanks Norcalman. 🙂