I just wanna know

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Blaze0409
@Blaze0409
7 Years

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Okaaay . This is kinda long . So forgive me . LOL 😄

I have been friends with this Gemini for a year now . He was introduced by a friend . He was actually my crush. Now , like i mentioned i have been friends with him for a year now and we are really close . He said once that he liked me , he is just afraid that if he courted me , it would ruin our friendship . I said that may be he was just confused that time since i was there when he was grieving over the last girl he courted and the girl ended up picking the other guy . Maybe he just said that because he liked the idea that i was there when he was down . Anyway . I didnt have feelings for him at first . As our friendship progressed , i started falling for him . We were so comfortable with each other that we sleep together and we cuddle . He would always hint that he wants to have sex with me , but i always politely declined thinking that i would fall in love with him more and he would end up telling me that im only his friend . "BESTFRIEND" to be exact. We know everything about each other . Even our sex life . LOL . He would tell me anything and everything under the sun and i would do the same . Fast forward . He was courting a different girl which lead him to the same results . The girl left him again . So i was there to console him and all that shiz . I decided that i should tell him how i felt about him . That i am inlove with him . So since i dont have the guts to tell it to him in person , i sent him a letter (lol i know . So old fashioned) . And i avoided him afterwards . 5 days to be exact. After that he approached me, like nothing happened . Like i never sent him a letter . I was hurt 😢 its like he blatantly disregarded my feelings . And that topic was never discussed further .



Now , i recently observed that he has been making pregnancy jokes lately . Like , "you wouldn't like to do that , or you wanted to experience bearing a baby for 9 months ? Dont anger me . " things like that . And he would just laugh it off .



Question . What's the deal ? Everytime i would ask him , he would just laugh . And i believe that there is a grain of truth in every joke .



Answers are appreciated . Thanks !!! 🙂