Addicted Leos (Page 2)

Good morning truthseeker,

Work is slow. I got to sleep in this morning 🙂 . A pm is a private message.

...wish he were MY scorpio...I'd move to germany in 2 seconds flat LOL!...

Aw, that's sweet. The scorps I know tend to make a girl want to do these things for them lol.

...He's basically an extremely talented artist who can't really focus on his work because it's not paying his bills.....

Where are his other placements? Does he have any pisces in there? With venus and mars in fixed signs it seems like he would be pretty determined to make his plans a reality. A very slow process (venus in taurus) maybe. Wow, it seems like at this time you are the "support" in several peoples lives. That really is a lot to handle. Need a vacation?

...Sometimes I don't know if I'm comin of goin w/ Saturn. He supposed to make us stronger....

I think the results of this will be seen in the long run (hopefully). It's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel when you are so focused on the here and now. I like to hear of other leos doing things selflessly for people they love. It really cracks a hole in the general description. Saturn in Leo is supposed to bring responsibility to our lives. It seems like a really bad place for leo to be in since it is such a freedom lover, but at the same time it makes us zoom in on the things that are important and get things done. In the long run it will pay off because you took the time to do these things. Not only that, but you seem to be supporting others who need more responsibilty in their lives as well. And when they get their feet on the ground it is because you took part in helping. How awesome is that. I think that is the good that comes out of this. Make sense?

I will write more in another post.....

The changes in my life are pretty large. I left my scorp for several years. 5 in fact. I moved to Northern California, lived with a Cancer (another story). When saturn was in exact degrees of it's natal position I left. This is also how I regained my interest in astrology. I left my furniture, computer(gasp),car(stupid)....I left EVERYTHING. I left with only one suitcase each. One for my son and one for me. I didn't tell him I was leaving either because I knew he would try to convince me to stay or start some kind of drama in front of my family. I left quietly. Reasons are good. I came back home and moved back in with my mom. Stayed there for a year. Then moved to where I am now. Lots of moving. I pulled my son out of 2 schools. I hated that. Found a job that I LOVE. The whole time, no social life. I stayed focused. I managed to get back in touch with my scorp about a year ago.
Now, I am currently on my own. I took in my youngest brother and my cousin who both graduated last year and are REALLY trying to get it together right now. I understand this. Funny, my little brother is an Aries. I have also adopted my mother for a little while. I still feel focused, yet at the same time I am just now starting to feel like I am coming out of this hole I've been in since I left my last relationship. So, there you go. Those are my changes. By the end of this summer I am hoping to be on my own, in one place. I don't want to move anymore lol

Yeah...it makes sense, it's just really frustrating. It's funny that you said I seem to be giving a lot of support to a lot of people...you're right! in fact, I was just telling my dad that I'm at the point where I just want to give people my a*s to kiss and tell them to have a nice day.

the ex is very determined...he's very hard working...but I do believe his gemini moon creates most of the distraction. It's ashame, too, because if he had just the right amount of persisting energy, he'd be such an amazing success. How did you get through your Saturn visit...am I being too intense, or what? It's frustrating because I see how all these things are supposed to work...you know, help you. I believe in God and have faith...but it's not fair that the only person to help maintain that faith is yourself. When everything is so hectic and stressful and unhappy in your life, yet you're the one who has to deal w/ it by remaining faithful and positive...it's not fair.

jesas chriest...OMG...and I'm complaining! That's a lot to go through, purrr...especially with a young son. You MUST have a lot of good Karma coming your way with all that you were able to handle back then, and still today. To just pick up and leave that way, geese...I can only imagine what that had to be like for you. I'm sure you look back and wonder, yourself, how the hell you made it...you must be proud that you did.

You know, I'm 24 yrs old, and I already miss how easy was to be "young"...not that I'm old now, but you know what I mean. I've been through a lot, particularly in college...and I mean a lot...but I handled it. I remember how hard it was, given the circumstances, and I still made it. But for some reason, and the circumstances are half of what they were in college, I feel like I'm enduring some pretty harsh challenges. I wonder why it's so unbearable, now, more so than it was when the situation was a lot more difficult. Also, I'm curios if my new obsession w/ Astrology is more of a curse than a blessing.

...I'm at the point where I just want to give people my a*s to kiss and tell them to have a nice day....

hahaha!! Wouldn't that be nice sometimes? lmao

...How did you get through your Saturn visit...am I being too intense, or what?....

See above. No, not too intense. I like talking about this stuff. I like that someone else can relate. It's ok.

...I believe in God and have faith...but it's not fair that the only person to help maintain that faith is yourself. When everything is so hectic and stressful and unhappy in your life, yet you're the one who has to deal w/ it by remaining faithful and positive...it's not fair...

It will pass. I know it's easier to say than to believe though. Maybe you just need a little break. To get things back into perspective, you know? Seriously. Take a vacation. Run your ass off to let go of some aggression. GO SOMEWHERE FOR A WEEK. By yourself even. No boyfriend, I mean ex 😉 No family, no anybody. Just leave for awhile. To think. If you don't have time. Make time. You are still the most important person in your life.

I do need a vacation...but not time away...time to myself (as you said b/4). When my sister and kidz leave, i'm gonna take the whole weekend and two days to clean, paint and add decor to my appt. I just want to work on a project that benefits me, and will take me out of my paranoid mind frame. It's so bad, that I'm actually having dreams about cleaning my appt. IT'S A MESS! The ex is moving out of his place at the end of the month, and we discussed him moving in w/ me. Gosh...it would be so nice to have that kind of domesticity...we'd come home to each other and spend time together. But with the way we fight, we'd end up hating each other. I wish that I could have more confidence in myself and our relationship...it's so shaky, and I'm afraid that we actually do need a break, which breaks my heart. What was the final straw that made you leave your scorp after 5 yrs?...do you think you two would ever get back together? (hope you don't mind me asking)

You must think I'm a love crazed idiot!!! Poor lizard...he's been listening to my sh*t for over a year now...I promise I'll get over it b/4 next may. Although, I've read that whatever went down during Saturn's transit in Leo last summmer will continuously unfold until it leaves in 07...anything interesting happening w/ you?

..I'm sure you look back and wonder, yourself, how the hell you made it...you must be proud that you did....

Yes. Because I didn't think I could. Astrology is a very interesting subject, but for those of us who have a strong interest (or virgo rising) it can be very easy to get too involved with the little details of it. Sometimes it's best to just step away from the books, lol Especially when you start basing your entire day on transits.

..It's so bad, that I'm actually having dreams about cleaning my appt. IT'S A MESS!...

lol!! Why is this so enjoyable for people who have virgo in their chart?? haha! Instead of dirty fantasies, we have "clean house" and "shower" obsessions. 🙂

The reason I left my scorp is very comlicated and a long story. It is kind of personal so maybe I will send you a private message explaining the details. I want to tell you. It's rated R for Mature Audiences only. So, I will not post it here.

...it's so shaky, and I'm afraid that we actually do need a break, which breaks my heart....

Is living with him something you REALLY want to do then? Considering the situation you have with him now?

..You must think I'm a love crazed idiot!!...

No more than anyone else lol

truthseeker,

check your messages hun.

Ok...I saw that you e-mailed me...I'm getting ready to step out, and I'll write as soon as I get back.

Hey purr...I just wrote back.

I have email alerts. I am electronically tied to the leo board lol. I saw it. I am going to do some running around right now. Get a few things out of the way before I see my bf this weekend. I will give some feedback in awhile. Hopefully you will still be around. If not, you have something to read for later. See you in a bit 🙂

Hey purrr...
leaving work. Have a great weekend!

chocolate thank you 🙂

Yes, I really want to stop. This is the first time I've stopped since I was pregnant with my son. That was 11 years ago. The day after he was born, I ran outside and lit up lol... I never even considered quitting up until about 5 months ago. And it took 5 months to actually do it. I am always serious when my mind is made up about something. I started smoking when I was, well, YOUNG .

...You know as being a leo female if we really want to stop something we can....

🙂

What I want to know is how other people felt after quitting their addiction. I guess I am trying to turn this thread into Addictions Anonymous for leos (or anyone, doesn't matter)

What did you go through when you stopped smoking the "good" stuff? How was the first couple of days etc.. What did you try to replace it with? Tell me how you overcame the psychological part of your addiction?

Good morning!

One week!! Yay, I made it. 3 more to go before I am truly happy about it lol

Truthseeker, if you get on, check your messages 🙂

..Usually for me when i know i need to start/stop something i put all of my energy into it...

Same here. There is never any sitting on a fence for me. The voice says "Now or never" lol

2 weeks, huh? That's awesome. Aside from wine and martinis(and men), what else do you like to drink?

what drink is men?

lizard juice...mmmm...LOL!

hey truthseeker, what you wrote about your ex sounds alot like me. i wouldn't call myself an artist, rather entertainer, musician. and that's exactly what i struggle with - 9-5 job that eats up my time and energy, and i can't concentrate on making music. plus, i do tend to get lost in too many diferent projects, and can't focus enough. but that's getting better 🙂 how are you? feeling better?

hi chocolate 🙂

truthseeeker!

Good morning. And where are you? Did you know that the sharks were coming? lol Do you like shark? Ever eaten it?

I've had shark...very good, actually. But where are they going? I sent you an e-mail earlier today, check it out!

As for you lizard...not doing well cuz my car was stolen a couple of days ago...just my luck, right! I would call you an artist cuz as an entertainer/musician, you create your own music...you paint a picture that is pleasurable and enjoyable for other people...that's an artist...but if you would rather me not use that term, I wont :-) anything for you, lizzie!!

Hi chocolate 🙂

aw, 3 leos. We are improving.

Ok, checking mail.

...great minds stay in harmony..........

🙂

chocolate did you find your birth info?

truthseeker you have mail. One of them is very long, lol I couldn't help it lol

Just let us see when you are ready chocolate. I am a chartaholic. Yes, it's an addiction.

It seems the only conversation truthseeker and I have on the boards right now is ..ahem...You have messages (yes, really) 🙂

I went to this one site that was recommended on the Aquarian board...it's pretty good. I had my chart compared with my Cap's chart and surprisingly, it said we were, for the most part, a good match and it was dead on with me and my Leo ex. Apparently, my Leo was one of those that had Leo ALL OVER his chart. It was crazy!

http://astrology3d.com

Hi LeoWithCap 🙂 How are you doing?

.....Now I will really get to know the real me.....

lol!! omg that's so funny! Just don't confuse the numbers with the real you and you will be fine. 🙂

"As for you lizard...not doing well cuz my car was stolen a couple of days ago...just my luck, right! I would call you an artist cuz as an entertainer/musician, you create your own music...you paint a picture that is pleasurable and enjoyable for other people...that's an artist...but if you would rather me not use that term, I wont :-) anything for you, lizzie!!"

i had my car vandalized, a few times, and stolen once. i know how annoying it is and i'm sorry it happened to you 😢 but still it's nothing major like a serious disease, right?!
if you see me as an artist i feel flattered. i'd like people to consider my music art. it's just not what i'm trying to do and for the most part i really don't think it is art, maybe some pieces...—? anyway feel free to flatter me 🙂

?aw, 3 leos. We are improving.?

hi purrr, i hope you don?t mind a little stingy critter amongst the leos!? 😉

Hey purrr...check your e-mail. Sorry I left you hangin yesterday, I was trying to get ready for class. ttyl!!

hey everyone, especially you lizzie!

who is this stingy critter you are referring to?

lol erm, black hair, brown eyes... cute... absolutely adorable 🙂 know him?

Good morning you guys! (truthseeker and lizard)

Lizard of course I don't mind. omg. Sucks about her car, huh

Well, I am just here for mail and coffee this morning. I think maybe I will get some work done today. truthseeker, I will get back to you as soon as I have my brain cells together, lol Survive the mars/venus square yesterday?

Have good day 🙂

I know him...in fact i have a HUGE crush on him...to bad he's taken, though. does he have any friends?

Hey Purr...yup, i survived the mars/venus square...mainly cuz aries and I didn't see each other yesterday :-)...talk to you guys soon!

"does he have any friends?" lol no friends baby, a lonesome cowboy *whistles*

oooo...lonesome cowboy, eh? that's hot! LOL!!

*whistles even more* LOL

::cover ears and pretends she isn't interrupting:::

truthseeker, replied.

grrr, my mom had a blow out. (mars/venus) She's a quadruple sag though. Maybe it was just her....lol

I cheated this weekend. What a crackhead, I know. ::sigh::

you cheated? breaking the rules, ey!? you rebel, you! how exciting! what game? in a casino? or what? how did you cheat? did you play for money?

details! 🙂

such excitment in your post, lizzie...that's HOT! hehehehehe!

Hey purrr...don't beat yourself up about cheating, it's OK. I cheated after the first week I quit...smoked three in a row. Then, I didn't have another smoke until 2 months later LOL (june 1st, remember!) Anywho, that's OK cuz at least your trying. A week is a long time to go w/out smoking, especially when you've smoked for as long as I have. You're doing great!

Don't worry, I won't leave the message board as long as lizard sticks around (BTW, lizzie, it's time to post some new pix!) Sorry I haven't written, I've been busy w/ summer classes which will end for me this Friday THANK GOODNESS! I will send you mine and aries charts, and I'd like to see yours and scorp. The composite chart is just the two charts combined onto one. I don't know how to read them...but there cool cuz you notice all of the aspects made between the planets...so you see all the squares and trines in both charts. It pretty much gifts you a forecast for the relationship. OK...I'll write soon! BYE!

lol truthseeker, i don't feel like posting new photos right now. it's a weird time. but that's temporary. will post new pics once i feel the urge to do so.
now you mention the birth charts, in case you still want my exact birth time and place: november 20th 1975 14:25 in Sofia (Bulgaria). let me know what type of person astrology thinks i am 😉 haha!

ups, i just checked my personality according to astrology. it's not exactly... uhm... let's say flattering...

"it's not exactly... uhm... let's say flattering..." it's only astrology, lizzie! I do still want to do your birthchart...very curious! I will get back to you on that. I hope you're doing well, sweetheart. If you need to vent or talk, you know where to find me.

I cheated, I smoked. I couldn't help it, lol, he bought a bottle of wine and my good health was OVER. But I woke up without cravings, put my "sticker" back on my arm and I'm good again

Good. Stay. You can't leave truthseeker, I need you here 🙂

.... The composite chart is just the two charts combined onto one.....

Sort of like a synastry, but the charts overlap? I had heard the term before but never knew what it was. I try to read them. Not professionally of course. I didn't know they had a name, lol

...I've been busy w/ summer classes which will end for me this Friday THANK GOODNESS!....

woohoo! Then what? Break?

Hi lizard!

hi ladies 🙂

I don't usually read for Leo but I thought this was funny. Here is todays horoscope......

Leo (July 23-August 22)-
Some sort of bad habit of yours could weigh on your mind today. Instead of staying in this uncomfortable mood, why not make a pledge to rid yourself of the extra inhibition?

lol

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