Back again

It has been quite a while I have not touched the letter 'd', followed by'xpnet'.

Perhaps 3 months ago, I visited the lion's den to get some idea how the day-to-day Leo was managing in general.

Nothing seemed too striking other than the ordinary pride of survival, which rather seemed less striking for those seeking some of the spotlight.

Not that I am into spotlights, but was wondering about the general push and pull to stand in one.

This Scorpio is more than happy to hand over her spotlight to a lion whose cryptonite is the beam of light he happily spreads. Perhaps he spreads it thinly as he spreads it vast.

I know my flaws, my shortcomings, my imperfections, my deficiencies.

So here I am again.

Just to satisfy my voice in a forum, without saying this to the person (the Leo man!) who I had to let go 3 months ago,... once and for good that is, because there was no other way of stopping a wrong relationship, I just want to say something.

This is my silent voice.

I did the right thing.

I miss him. That's all.

FUM

Happy belated (25th!)

Your flaws, shortcomings, imperfections, and deficiencies

make you perfectly and flawlessly FUM.

Circumstances aside, I hope you are well... it's good to see you.




🙂

Posted by ZelaleZ
I don't know your entire story but it seems like you try to let him go or to forget about him.. I hope you feel better now and perhaps the Leo misses you too?

He probably does.

Maybe not.

I know he tries to fix his past.

I'm just wondering how long it will take me to let bygones be bygones.

What waste of years that was.
Friendship is just a word.

Posted by Montgomery
FUM

Happy belated (25th!)

Your flaws, shortcomings, imperfections, and deficiencies

make you perfectly and flawlessly FUM.

Circumstances aside, I hope you are well... it's good to see you.




🙂

LOL. Montgomery! 🙂

Thank you for the 25th. Omg..I can't believe you remember.

hugs hugs hugs

Good advice, Zelale.

I feel if I were to stay longer, my holding strength may deteriorate, my life may be pushed on hold.

It's a balance of remedy and hurt.

Dear FUM, ((((hugs))))

I remember writing on your thread in regards to that Leo of yours a while back, may you find the strength to move past this and do what is best for your own well being. Nothing wrong with missing those in our past, as long as you know what to let go and what to dwell on (as fond memories), keep the good and throw away the negativity. You are perfectly flawed, just like we all, it is what makes us humans special and beautiful.

...and a great big Happy Belated Birthday to you!

May the future be filled with happiness for you. I know what it is to have to move forward despite a very deep sense of loss.