Capricorn leo lesbian i need your help

Profile picture of Mado
Mado
@Mado
6 Years

Comments: 0 · Posts: 1 · Topics: 1
Hello guys! I really need leo females help me with this.

My birthday is 14 January and my crush is 6 august. We are lesbian.

We known each other through mutual friend, it's a long distance relationship, we never saw each other just phone, video calling, texting.

When we first talk both of us said that we dont want a serious relationship " because of a bas experience that we went through" , but soon we had a very strong and deep chemistry and feelings and we both like each other and we admit it. and we were soo close like 24/7. We know everything thing about each other like where we are going today, our plans.. ect.

She keep mention that she likes me but she dont want a relationship but will go with the flow . But i know she has feelings for me coz i feel it, i gave her my all feelings and i never express it to any one before as i did for her, we flirt alot. She show her friends my photos and talked about me. I know her feelings is real. when she saw that i start to like her more and more, she tried to change little bit like if we talk she just talk about her day her work her friends for hours and make it less flirting. While i was the opposite i just want to flirt with her " am so spontaneous". But she told me coz she like me, she like to te my everything about her day. I did what she want and make it less flirting. Tried to balance.

Any way, even when she go out with her friends she keep texting me and stays in touch witb me, but the last two weeks she start annoyed from me. she went to a road trip with her friends and stayed busy the whole day and did not contact me ( which I understand she is busy but unfortunately me i get little upset because she make me used to it that whenever she is busy she talk to me) anyway i didnt said anything just in the end of the day when she called me i blamed her little bit that i missed her and why she didn't talk to me. ( some time she does this as I mentioned before). She get upset and the next morning she argued with me that she dont want to feel that Some one controling her bla bla. its all about that i missed her i didnt mean to let her feel like this, Any way After that we discussed and we became cool.

Again the next weekend the same situation happened again. She went with her friends to a road trip for the whole day and i was cool i didn't bothered her. In the end of the day i just asked her how's everything she answered me a very cold reply ( not her usual style of talking). And then she told me that she cant back to her house coz the car was off ( not working) and that they will sleepover in a hotel ( she and her girlfriends) i told her its ok but for real I started to answer her in a cold way ( i didnt mean to talk to her like that) it just a reaction that she will be more busy and i really missed her the whole day and i want to hear her voice. She notice that i didnt like it.

Both of us were talking coldly to each other. She said when am back i'll talk you coz am nervous now ( because of the car went off .. ect).

The next morning she said that she talked to me coldly because she realizes that whenever she is with her friends enjoying i get upset ( which i swear am not am it's just that i miss her all the day and i dont like it when someone make me used to a thing and then changed it).

Any way she told me that let's be friends coz we wont work together and that her traits and personality differ from mine, my reaction to her was "you cant handle me at my worst" ( its not worst but i meant when i blamed her with eagerness) eventually she said It's not you its me that i dont want a serious relationship and it making me nervous and anxious, told her nevermind, and she said am sorry i dont mean to make you sad.. etc.

since then we stop talking. I like her some much her look, personality and everything and she is very good pure heart perosn. i missed her. Am not waiting for something am just thinking that i cant friend someone that i really like! It hurt me.

I forgot to mention that she is very cute she sent me red roses after one month knowing each other, she mentioned my birthday alot and( i knew she care).. alot of cute things happened and yeah we were planning to meet on January that's why i liked her more and more every day because of how she care for me and details.



Need your opinion leos? And advice please. Thank you