guyz i need helpz

I'm a first decan leo and this is my first post ever. I'll be blunt. I'm emotionally unstable and unabalanced. I'm not the warm hearted person who pays full attention to people anymore(outgoing, badass, getting shit done). I've been this way before and it seems history is repeating itself. I'm acting from an insecure emotional state that feels awful on the inside(hence this forum post). I'm demoralized(recluse, emotional and second guessing -_-), what do I do? I blame my retard family (virgo and taurus) I hate my current home and its eating me alive, do I just leave? I'm thinking about it.

TLDR; I'm dying on the inside and my personality is being affected. Where the hell did the good balanced leo go?

Indeed, xdimplez is right. It's hard to know from this post how to guide you. As she says, it's important to distinguish the things you CAN change in your life from the ones over which you have no control.

For the things that you can change (without giving yourself further stress and worry), making active efforts to see things happen differently reduce your feelings of frustration and helplessness.

For the things that you can't change, you'll have to learn to have more FAITH, in God, Buddha, Mother Earth or in whichever higher power you chose to put your faith. It doesn't matter. Without faith, human kind is just a bunch of lost souls looking for direction.

Leo's are known to go into the dark and we don't show it, but we DO have our insecurities.

I can't say much on your situation but what I will say:

Life is what you make it. There are things that are in your control and things that are not. Those that are not in your control it is on YOU how YOU handle it. You cant blame other people because YOU are reacting to someone else's behaviour and placing blame on other people for your feelings and giving them control over you.

Do what Leo's do best when they fall into the dark...we get sick of the shit and claw and fight our way back to the top. Once we get there we are wiser and stronger. But only YOU have that power to do that. When I am in that place...it means I need to make changes in my life or myself. I am the only one who has power over me.

Posted by Leolionmangah
I'm a first decan leo and this is my first post ever. I'll be blunt. I'm emotionally unstable and unabalanced. I'm not the warm hearted person who pays full attention to people anymore(outgoing, badass, getting shit done). I've been this way before and it seems history is repeating itself. I'm acting from an insecure emotional state that feels awful on the inside(hence this forum post). I'm demoralized(recluse, emotional and second guessing -_-), what do I do? I blame my retard family (virgo and taurus) I hate my current home and its eating me alive, do I just leave? I'm thinking about it.

TLDR; I'm dying on the inside and my personality is being affected. Where the hell did the good balanced leo go?

How did you get out last time?

And

Quit blaming your "retard family"-- while they may have an enormous effect on you, like everyone else has mentioned: you can't change them.

The only thing you can change is yourself, and your reaction to them.

Unless you have the means to go elsewhere.

But even if you do-- wherever you go, there you are-- and you will take your reclusive/isolationist tendencies with you.


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