I am not a nag but I wonder though.

I have learned something on this post that I was not aware of. I am now seeking help for that. I am almost positive I am codependent. But it's not to a man. it's my daughter. Anyway. I don't call him anymore. I don't text him. When he comes and we spend time it's the best ever. I hoping that I don't turn him away. But he calls to say he is here or there. I could careless I only care when he is in front of me. I feel at times like he is hugging me. I feel warm and then the phone rings. He is at the front door. He has a key but only used it twice. The man is truly truly sweet. When I can't be touched he is very sad. He will talk so soft and sweet and it's refreshing.

I am sure I am not ever going to be in love again. But what I am in is truly wonderful. I am so content and at no point will I do anything to hurt him.



I am truly wondering if my last relationship if causing the issues now. I was with him 6 years. I thought it was perfect. There were things I was not willing to do and he never asked. Come to find out for the entire 6 years he was getting that from another guy. I can't begin to tell you what happened. I did end up in handcuffs. I am never going there again. No stressing or anything.

I am very comfortable with B and that is a blessing. I just need space and it is nice he needs his. This site is very nice. Thank you.