@LuckyLioness
8 Years
no offence to people that have 9-5 jobs by the way! there is nothing wrong with them it's just i know that in my heart i really just want to sing and i dont want to do anything else, its kind of like my heart is set on that already if that makes sense.
May your spotlight dreams come true, Leo.
Posted by LuckyLioness
ok so im not talking about metaphorical spotlight or making an analogy or anything. i mean i literally dream of being in a crowd and singing, even though i have an intense fear of performing infront of people - but i'm working on it. i enjoy speaking and telling stories and apparently my face lights up when i do so (typical leo trait?) im currently in university, however i have dreams of becoming something bigger and it's only recently that im feeling more and more pushed to do so thus ive started producing songs etc... however i feel as if this may be my leo asc node to blame. i know if i end up pursuing an everyday job 9-5 that i wont feel satisfied with my life, but im just curious is anyone else like this? i want to find someone else born with a leo asc node and ask them how they feel. i know this is something i really want and im really willing to work for it tbh, but are there any other creative leos in the spotlight here? do you do some sort of performing art and how do you cope with stage fright etc. thanks :3I'm a violin performance major and am pursuing a performing career.
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are you not afraid when you perform? or have you kinda just become used to it.
im half asian so my mum made me play piano when i was smaller but i grew out of it lol, how long have you been playing for?
Posted by LuckyLioness
ok so im not talking about metaphorical spotlight or making an analogy or anything. i mean i literally dream of being in a crowd and singing, even though i have an intense fear of performing infront of people - but i'm working on it. i enjoy speaking and telling stories and apparently my face lights up when i do so (typical leo trait?) im currently in university, however i have dreams of becoming something bigger and it's only recently that im feeling more and more pushed to do so thus ive started producing songs etc... however i feel as if this may be my leo asc node to blame. i know if i end up pursuing an everyday job 9-5 that i wont feel satisfied with my life, but im just curious is anyone else like this? i want to find someone else born with a leo asc node and ask them how they feel. i know this is something i really want and im really willing to work for it tbh, but are there any other creative leos in the spotlight here? do you do some sort of performing art and how do you cope with stage fright etc. thanks :3
Go after your dreams!!!
Mine is literally a dream .
Ever since I was little I’d dance and sing . And I was a cute kid and darn good at it too
Except I was shy. For being a cute kid I was always picked ever since kindergarten to perform and be center for stuff and I would be shy . Dancing is not as bad because I would be in a group with other kids but singing .... I would stand there, purse my lips and look like a deer caught in a headlight about to cry .
In middle school to pass a music class you have to sing a solo in front of the class . Everyone was shocked and told me I had an amazing voice and they all didn’t know .
Well... I never took a music class again
In the private of my own bedroom and shower I pretend to be Beyoncé and sing my lungs out and hit all the notes .
I hate that my fear of chasing this dream and not being good enough or afraid that someone will think I suck ..... has kept me from doing it all these years . And I will always live with it
I don’t have a fear of spotlight or being on stage
Mine is an im security of thinking I’m not good enough
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ok so im not talking about metaphorical spotlight or making an analogy or anything. i mean i literally dream of being in a crowd and singing, even though i have an intense fear of performing infront of people - but i'm working on it. i enjoy speaking and telling stories and apparently my face lights up when i do so (typical leo trait?) im currently in university, however i have dreams of becoming something bigger and it's only recently that im feeling more and more pushed to do so thus ive started producing songs etc... however i feel as if this may be my leo asc node to blame. i know if i end up pursuing an everyday job 9-5 that i wont feel satisfied with my life, but im just curious is anyone else like this? i want to find someone else born with a leo asc node and ask them how they feel. i know this is something i really want and im really willing to work for it tbh, but are there any other creative leos in the spotlight here? do you do some sort of performing art and how do you cope with stage fright etc. thanks :3