Not being over him, at all. He left an impression on my mind and heart. We recently hung out for hookah and everything was amazing. The tension between us was there. He kept patting my head when I was being awkward. In the middle of it, my mother called me and left me upset. He saw it and held me close. As soon as the hangout was over, he offered to pay for and walked me to my car. He held me around my back and we just stared at each other. I asked him, "Why?" Because honestly, I couldn't believe it took this long for him to come out and I said in this forum before that I was over him and just wanted to be friends. He apologized because he has work and said what we have is amazing and just made out. I had butterflies in my stomach, I feel good being with him. As soon, as I was about to leave, he was boxed in. I stayed with him, helped him get out and asked for another goodnight kiss. After that, I haven't heard from him. Didn't talk to him for a week because I already left a message. I feel so hurt now...what a waste. That's what I get for giving too many chances.
