LEO man...idk what to do with

As much as I would like to make this a long story short it's hard..... it will be a month since me and my Leo broke up.... I said some hurtful things to him during an argument and kicked him out the house and told him i was done , it was all out of anger smh.... I regret it..... he put up a fight BUT I wasn't trying to hear it because I was so upset.... we texted that whole day and night and even the next days ..... I'm a SCORPIO by the way.... I wanted him to come back home but he way already at his mother's house so he said he will come talk to me Monday (we broke up on a saturday) .... I didn't want to wait ...i just wanted him back home that day smh... i was miserable because honestly we had a great relationship, we truly loved eachother...he was even paying on an engagement ring which was supposed to be a secret but he accidently told me. And I saw the proof so I know it was real. Anyway as days went by all I did was beg and beg and beg this man but all he kept asking me was to give him some time..not a lot but time to think....that he was still in love with me and didn't say he was goin anywhere he just needed time. ..I didn't allow that because of fear I would lose him so I begged for 2 long weeks ...i made the mistake of involving family members all because I needed advice and he didn't like that smh....he always revealed that i hurt his pride and made him feel less of a man..... that he is hurt...i admit I was wrong but I wanted my baby BACK home...and inwas willing tonda whatever because we had more ups then downs.. he barely called me but he dry texted me, giving me small talk...he did tell me he hasn't been the same without me and that it was hard..... then 2 days went by without a text.........this past sunday I told him i didn't want to wait anymore and i was goin to stay out the way ...i have completely drained myself ....crying EVERYDAY just not being myself and to enjoy his freedom I can no longer wait around..... he didn't respond until Tuesday he told me he needed to stop holding a grudge toward me and then asked how my day was..... iam so confused ....idk what he wants

..he never told me he was done or anything...and still can't tell me an answer.. so yesterday I texted him to ask him to to put his pride down and forgive me so we can have peace i also asked him AGAIN if he was done with the relationship because i needed to know he said why can't we just have a normal conversation and let things FLOW instead of asking about the relationship everyday and that he hates talking about it..... but as a SCORPIO I like DIRECT information ... I feel it's either we are goin to be together and fix it or go our separate ways smh..... anyway we actually texted through the whole day surprisingly and he called but that was it....today I didn't hear from him and I didn't call or text either....... I just don't know ...... all I know is I love him but don't know how long more I should be waiting....its almost a month smh