uuupppdaate with my leo

sooooo shortly he told me he didnt want anything serious we started seeing less and less of each other. i kept pursuing blindly because he would just say oh, i have a lot of homework or something. andi would say, oh hes not lying if somethings wrong he would tell me. of course, i broke up with my boyfriend (it was a long distance relationship with a guy i didnt know very well and we were just getting further and further apart) but i never told the leo. i didnt really get a chance to, we werent hanging out outside of school anymore.
so i ask my girlfriend what is up (she has been dating one of his best friends forever and has the scoop on all the boys) and she says well,,,,, he thinks youre manipulative maybe because you have a boyfriend. what!! i was so upset, but then again it was a totally valid point. i never told him about the boyfriend situation, about how i hadnt known him very long and how it was long distance and not really going anywhere. i dont know, he didnt ask me i guess i didnt want him to know very much info...now i regret it and dont know what to do to get his trust. because im not manipulative or trying to manipulate him, but i dont know how i can prove that to him, i dont just want to forget about him. i really want to get all this off my chest but i dont know what to do other than be really bold, get it all off my chest, and scare the shit out of him but probably feel better myself. i'm not sure, i liked this guy and hanging out with him but now he has trouble looking me in the eye. 😢😢😢
i didnt realize he was this sensitve, i at least wish he would have talked to me about it...

perhaps you should talk to him and let him know those weren't your intentions and that you'd still like to be friends of whatever, i personally think it's best to get it out in the open instead of bottling all these feelings inside cause they won't make things better, and he'll continue thinking of you as a manipulative person.

yep thats me. bottling feelings..

hey! im glad someone else is awake!!!!

lol oh yeah i've got sleep issues...

well i'm a big believer in getting things out into the open...i know that it's probably difficult in your situation though..

oh wow so i did finally talk to him and he didnt think i was manipulative at all, he said he hadnt judged me and wouldnt. this made me crush even harder on him!! but he doesnot want anything serious right now, which is kinda disappointing tome. you knowthat is the excuse i use when i do not want to date someone fully. i dont know. oh well i am not going to see him for a month!

whoa ijust read this really great book, hes just not that into you 😢