Acceptance of love lost

Sometimes you have to realize you were delusional and none of it was real. That someone never really existed in the way you thought they did. That you didn't really love them because how can you truly be in love with someone you could never learn or decipher their trueness. And most of the time it is not your fault. People are too busy trying to mask the inner self the one you know you can sense right under the surface the most beautiful thing in the world but they wear a mask over it and make you fall in love with them and all the time even though you know they are guarded you can see that inner beauty blooming on its own bursting to come out, but then that person says I'm sorry I don't feel the depth of how badly your heart wants to burst out of your chest when I am near. I didn't read the way you were looking at me, looking at me like I was a wonderful gift of beautiful madness given to match your madness and emotional understanding. All of a sudden months of time we're just time killers. You were a space to fill and now you are left with a space to fill. Fill it with yourself of course with love and light and self understanding it will fill with those things in time, but that scar still exist there asking what if.

this is a bit confusing: are you talking to yourself ?

Posted by Kemetisinme
this is a bit confusing: are you talking to yourself ?

Lol Sorry it starts with me talking to myself then turns into their innocent realization of "how are you in love with me" then goes back to me.

Awww to be young and idealistic. :smile:
There is more than one self and all selves are true. You can never truly know anyone.

Posted by tiziani
Maybe it calls for a fellow Libran artist

Thanks for sharing! Always liked some of his other songs 🙂

Posted by ladylibra21
Sometimes you have to realize you were delusional and none of it was real. That someone never really existed in the way you thought they did. That you didn't really love them because how can you truly be in love with someone you could never learn or decipher their trueness. And most of the time it is not your fault. People are too busy trying to mask the inner self the one you know you can sense right under the surface the most beautiful thing in the world but they wear a mask over it and make you fall in love with them and all the time even though you know they are guarded you can see that inner beauty blooming on its own bursting to come out, but then that person says I'm sorry I don't feel the depth of how badly your heart wants to burst out of your chest when I am near. I didn't read the way you were looking at me, looking at me like I was a wonderful gift of beautiful madness given to match your madness and emotional understanding. All of a sudden months of time we're just time killers. You were a space to fill and now you are left with a space to fill. Fill it with yourself of course with love and light and self understanding it will fill with those things in time, but that scar still exist there asking what if.

Very poetic. I like it 🙂

Nope here are my aspects

Planet Aspect Planet Orb Orb/Value
Sun Square Moon 3°51' -51
Sun Conjunction Mars 7°07' 45
Sun Sextile Uranus 4°14' 20
Moon Square Mars 3°17' -72
Mercury Sextile Venus 0°28' 272
Mercury Conjunction Mars 6°18' 145
Mercury Square Jupiter 3°37' -67
Mercury Square Saturn 5°48' -6
Mercury Square Neptune 4°31' -25
Mercury Sextile Ascendant 4°48' 6
Venus Trine Ascendant 4°21' 32
Jupiter Opposition Saturn 2°12' -266
Jupiter Opposition Uranus 8°43' -6
Jupiter Opposition Neptune 0°54' -164
Jupiter Trine Pluto 3°40' 63
Saturn Conjunction Uranus 6°32' 146
Saturn Conjunction Neptune 1°17' 314
Uranus Conjunction Neptune 7°49' 44
Neptune Sextile Pluto 4°35' 8
Pluto Square Ascendant 4°52' -3