Depression

Figured I would share... I am a little depressed, Valentine day around the corner, (Day I got engaged) always affect me, even more than my anniversary... Seems like I will be alone. Working that day, however next weekend I am free, my daughter wil be with her father. I have no idea what I will do, probably go to a movie alone or something. Just, weird, I am so in a different place from where I was last year.

Last year, I was alone, a little sensitive, but didn't mind so much. This year it is killing me...

Don't want to kill anyones joy, but it is getting to me now. Life sucks sometimes.

Again QS *hugs*....this too shall pass!!! a great old saying I can't let go LOL.

We can only imagine how you feel - we can't put ourselves in your shoes but we feel for you and hope the future will be better than the past.

I can only suggest treating yourself to something special...something naughty to eat, afterall we need to look after ourselves if we are to be truly loved!! Buy YOU a gift for this day and remind yourself that you are a special woman coz you are that.

xoxox

Thank Chatz, you are right I will... Thanks again...

"Buy YOU a gift for this day"

You should definitely do that... It has a wonderful way of makes things smaller / lighter. Don't get just anything. Get something you absolutely don't need, but REALLY want.

That is what I intend on doing... Granted, I also buy myself Christmas presents, Birthday presents, and spontaneous I Love You presents ("Just Because", "Thinking of You", "Because I Care")... Someday I am going to find a man that loves me as much as I do... 😉

Haha!

Or, you can come down here to Dallas and we can party!

Alcheme, I often wonder if it is at all possible for me to find someone who loves me even close to how much I love myself...

lol Alcheme and THAT way you get what you actually want!!!! Have you noticed when you make suggestions to men that you never actually get what you want— LOL

QS that a girl!!!

Alcheme, I don't know if Dallas can take two hot scorps in the same city at the same time!!! It will really be hot!!!

Chatz, that is true about getting what you want. You can only count on yourself to get exactly what you want...

I can only imagine the trouble you two would get into.....isn't Nic coming to THAT party— lol

If he did.... Boy!!! Trouble would not be the word!!!! Alcheme in all seriousness though, you guys have been having some one-on-one chatz on these boards lately. The close proximity.... Hmmm, maybe you will have a visiter or V-day... Thank God you two are getting me out of this funk... OK I am back, for now.

LOL!!!

QS the Gemini I was with for 6 years asked every single year what I wanted for my b/day, etc (dunno why he bothered).....do you know not once did he get me THAT particular thing. One year I asked for basic diamond earrings (studs) - nothing extravagent or expensive (as he wanted to get me jewellery), just something simple...he ended up buying drop earrings that I didn't like but cost him a small fortune (grrrrrrr)...I even went to the effort of showing him exactly which ones I wanted!!! and he said "you deserve better than that" I didn't like the ones he bought and they have never been worn - not coz I was being horrid but they are just not me!!

To think of the effort I went to, to get him EXACTLY what he wanted (brand, size, shape, colour, yada yada) every year - grrrrrrrr@that man!!! So glad to be rid of him!!! Had to get that out - must be the day for it....oh is it Tuesday there yet?? LOL...only 1&1/2 hours til I go home!!!

woooohoooo our work is done!!!!

Uhhh. Scorp to scorp.. did ya think I wouldn't notice— No comment huh?

Chatz, a couple times my ex did buy what I wanted, he asked and not only did I tell, I took him to the exact store and pointed it out. You know us scorps, direct... He asked...

Chatz, did ya notice no comment from alcheme on the last statement? 🙂

indeed I did notice and QS...I did that too!!! I pointed things out!!! He just did the opposite coz that's what he was like!! Now that I've had time to reflect on the 6 long years I can see things so clearly - was a bit mirky til now LOL

Hahaha! Scorp to scorp... did ya think I actually thought ya wouldn't notice?!? 😉

Hey, if y'all both come down, we could give Nic a whole new story to tell! He did mention in on the forums that he has never had a threesome. How about you and I rock his world and introduce him to a whole new experience... 😉

OMG 😛.........ooooh argghhhh!!!!

Nico is going to be tempted by that and we all know how Librans cannot resist temptation!!!!

Ohhh k. I like where this is going. After all, sharing is caring. 🙂

Alcheme, with two scorps, oh he would feel like the king of the world... Clearly he haven't seen this yet!!!

So have you had a threesome before? I have twice...

Oh, Nic, so... The three of us need a V-day thrill... 🙂

I knew you couldn't resist Nico...Hey, you never turned up at Sydney airport!!!! *glares*

LOL

Who's gonna call the bottom first 😉 Awww who am I kidding I have enough to go around.

Not so depressed after all... Nic, think you can handle it—

Hell I will definitel call the bottom first and last.

Hahaha! Two scorps... I think he would have a hard time trying to discern if he was in heaven or hell. Granted, he is a Libra, so perhaps that would be nirvana... 😉

I had a threesome once, a chick I picked up in a club. I think part of the story is already in one of those story threads...

"Not so depressed after all... Nic, think you can handle it—"

Handle it? Pffft, while you two are passed out post orgasmic bliss I am going to be trying to decide who to wake up first for another round.

Yeah, alcheme, he wouldn't know which though... Too caught up

So, who calls her "bottom"?!? 😉

LOL, never tempt or dare a scorp...

"Handle it? Pffft, while you two are passed out post orgasmic bliss I am going to be trying to decide who to wake up first for another round."

Hahaha! I don't know. Two Scorps? One might be able to keep up, but two could break you. You are just a Libra...

I keep hearing that but I'm still not scared.

Alch,

She's had two threesomes, she might have a little thing for girls. Maybe she's the one who needs a little more than she can handle from us eh? 😉

Just a Libra? I need to enlighten you a bit in that regard....I present you my rod of enlightenment level 8 +10 on hot Scorpios.

***She's had two threesomes, she might have a little thing for girls. Maybe she's the one who needs a little more than she can handle from us eh? ****

LOL, NOOOO, stictly dickly over here!!!! Both were requests from guys I loved, I did enjoy feeling powerful over the other girl in both situation, but of course they weren't scorps, so I guess I could share the fame...

OMG what did I start— *laffs hysterically*

Chatz, instigator.... Thanks, needed this...

Present baby present....

again, my work is done LOL

"I keep hearing that but I'm still not scared."

You will be, you will be. 🙂

"She's had two threesomes, she might have a little thing for girls."

Don't all Scorps? Male or female... 😉

"Maybe she's the one who needs a little more than she can handle from us eh?"

I am game! Every girl needs more than she can handle... Happy V-Day, QS! 😉

I am thinking this will go on quite a bit over the next few hours - I can only imagine what you 3 will get up to, well not yet but perhaps soon LOL...I want a full report in my inbox when I get back in tomorrow from one of you anyway as I imagine this 3 page post will be dozens of pages long by the time I get back in the morning....too much reading back!!!

Don't let me down children!!

Awww chatz, your not going to watch us play 😉

now Nico, don't you start toying with me!!!! You know Leos are ALWAYS up for fun!!!

I think you've got more than you can handle right now but Im sure you'll say something to prove me wrong right??

"my rod of enlightenment level 8 +10 on hot Scorpios"

Haha! Only level 8? Amateur... My staff of vibration is level 11 +21 when used with the Scorpio touch of liquid fire...

"You will be, you will be."

Your in for a plesant surprise, I am afraid after several long hours your going to be wondering what the heck it takes to get this guy to tire out.

"Don't all Scorps? Male or female... "

Hmmm......I think I recall something about this.

"I am game! Every girl needs more than she can handle... Happy V-Day, QS!"

Oh now there is a challange. I'll deliver.

"Haha! Only level 8? Amateur... My staff of vibration is level 11 +21 when used with the Scorpio touch of liquid fire..."

Liquid fire....you don't need magic artifacts for that...my words will produce this hot liquid you speak of.

oooooooooooooh promises promises....almost makes me wanna be over there right now LOL

Sure you want your log to go sailing down this stream? The water is pretty deep.. We are water signs.