Am I crazy or Gifted

Im knew here... and I stared looking into the things im experiencing because they have happened since I was a child and are getting increasingly stronger and happening more frequently. Some are very pleasant and some are very scary... some experiences leave me happy and some leave me so physically drained that I can barley move and I begin to not even look like myself anymore... I need to know if Im gifted or am I crazy...
Since a child i have been able to see ghosts/angel or a presence... i have had out of body experiences, I have met all of my own children before they were born... my mother had a similar experience with me... a little background info. She has had 3 surgeries to not have kids because she was told she wouldn't survive. Well i was born anyway and so was my younger brother... when she was about to deliver me she says that an angle sat on jer bed picked me up out of her womb and rocked me saying everything would be ok... and it was 32 years here i am with 4 children of my own. Going back to my list of experiences... I usually dream when people around me or somewhat close to me are pregnant... i was able to predict my sisters kids all 3 times, both of my sister in laws kids... 3 pregnancy... and 2 friends... I have recurring warning drams... such as preventing me from getting into a car accident... or being bitten by a brown widow in the middle of the night. I had a warning dream involving my son and someone he knows dieing due to some choices they were making...sadly about 6 months later someone passed and overdosed while he was present. I tend to be drawn to specific people knowing that Im meant to be in their life for something to help or guide in some way and once its done its like we are never close again or just passing by each other... Now lately thing's have changed and im experiencing new things... I hear voices, conversions, cries for help, visions and nightmares sometimes from a what i can only describe as being from a victims veiw point. I feel people's energy and emotions, sometimes smells and tastes are present... I think i have some type of nonverbal connection with some of my kids... I have had nights where i feel like I have talked to my oldest daughter all night long... she's answer questions that I haven't asked and same with my youngest son... im a water sign and water is dominate in my Natal Chart. I have so many more things i experience. Not enough room to type it all.

Thank you... its all a little scary and I don't really know who or where to turn to learn...

As a man of Science I would assume you are suffering from some type of psychological disorder. This isn't necessarily a bad thing, I mean we are who we are and it doesn't have to mean we're damaged. However if you truly believe or if you want to believe there's always the $ 1 Million Dollar challenge offered by the James Randi Educational Foundation.

Since 1964 Hundreds of so called "Psychics" have applied for the challenge, but none have actually demonstrated any real ability. Of course it's not just psychics but any human with so called "super natural" abilities may apply and participate. However it's important to note that over the decades a lot of the worlds famed super humans have applied and not even passed the preliminary tests which is a pretty good indicator that no such thing exists. But to each their own.

http://web.randi.org/the-million-dollar-challenge.html