Am I Visited By An Incubus?

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Something comes to visit me. It doesn't matter if it's night or day. It happens often and has been happening since I was a teen. It causes me to have vivid intense orgasms. Tonight, and for the first time, it performed oral on me. This is shocking to me because, I generally do not find oral all that amazing of appealing but, now??_. Like I said, it is vivid. It was done in the 69 position. I never see his face or body but, I know it is a man. It was very exacting, meticulous, and detailed in execution.

Is it an incubus? Why, was I given an incubus? Why is an incubus a demon?

in??cu??bus /??iNGky??b??s/noun
??a male demon believed to have sexual intercourse with sleeping women.
??a cause of distress or anxiety.
"debt is a big incubus in developing countries"
??archaic
a nightmare.


When it first started happening, it was due to stress. I was a preteen. I would be taking a test, I forget the answer, and then next thing you know??_ orgasm. One so intense, I had to fight to finish the test, most times unsuccessfully.

I found it consoling and special when I didn't know that it was an incubus. I called it spontaneous orgasms. But, I can no longer deny that there is a presence often associated with the experience. And at first, there wasn't. I found it consoling because what could possibly be wrong with this? It has made me —un-needy?? sexually, thus, less promiscuous and sexually intuitive of others.

Then, as knowledge of astrology and sociology grew, I discovered that men have this experience all the time and call it —wet dreams?? but, they are speaking about dreams. I remember some guys talking, teens, and preteens, having unexpected arousal in school and covering their genitalia. It all sounds similar. But, no women shared my experience. At another astrology site, I met one woman who shared my experience. She had a masculine chart like mine. She was an Irish female. So, I chucked it up to having a masculine chart - sharing an experience mostly known to men.

Could having Pluto in the 8th be a reason? Is it a perfect storm of placements? Is it hypersexuality?

I tell my husband of the occurrences. And, when there is no strong presence, I am able to wake him to engage in the experience with me. Sometimes I am paralyzed in the experience.

What makes me feel guilty is that a negative folklore is associated with this experience — incubus. Much worse, I read a
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Posted by tiziani
It's negative because ultimately your boundaries are lowered and you're not in control of when they visit you.



Try saying "no" to them (it's not always the same spirit every time, one can act as a gateway holding the door for others) and you'll run into bigger problems.


Once a demon has access to you like that - it's all gravy until it's time to close the door. That's the hard part. Happened to member here last year and nearly ruined her.



It has had me for a long time. Oh my... to say no...
I hate to say it, it is good to know I am not alone.

So, I can't chuck it up as a "masculine" thing? You men don't have these occurrences?

I want normalize this!
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It's called spontaneous orgasm: http://www.wisegeekhealth.com/what-is-a-spontaneous-orgasm.htm<BR>
If you are having them in a half asleep state, your brain will fill in the blanks (aka create the illusion of a male companion). Besides, many sensations and emotions are intensified in dreams, depending on which parts of your brain are active and which are not.

No need to invent demons in our century to explain nerve disorders.
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Posted by Undine
It's called spontaneous orgasm: http://www.wisegeekhealth.com/what-is-a-spontaneous-orgasm.htm<BR>
If you are having them in a half asleep state, your brain will fill in the blanks (aka create the illusion of a male companion). Besides, many sensations and emotions are intensified in dreams, depending on which parts of your brain are active and which are not.

No need to invent demons in our century to explain nerve disorders.




Yes, that is what I concluded once through my own research. You will see in my original post, that I referenced "spontaneous orgasm."

Do you have knowledge of others experience?
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Posted by tiziani


Understandable. Do you feel it is a portal to a wider meaning, a bigger view on life for you? Because that's what I've heard before.


Ultimately though it is quite normal. It's a result of things in your life that wear down your resolve and bring your inhibitions to the surface. Just be careful it doesn't isolate you from the genuinely supportive relationships in your life that give you the strength to find and hold onto your inner resolve. Because that it not in the demon's best interests, it is in yours. Your interests are not aligned in that sense, no matter how much "they" may seem like good company.




I always see a bigger view on my life - always.

And yes, it makes me quite discerning in relationships... detached, "un-needy."

I was firm in calling it a spontaneous orgasm until the vivid experience tonite.

Thanks to Undine's post. I will hold my objective resolve.
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Posted by lisabethur8
you're probably allowing dark spirits into your home and your mind/heart/soul.

just google around and find out too if others have this experience. I'm sure there's a huge forum out there that specializes on this. Although maybe half the posters are making it up...maybe. Or just curious. sometimes you never know.



No way...I'm truly dedicated to positive heart, mind, soul... and bear the fruits in my life.

But, I will revisit the scientific explanations... and blog discussions as you suggested.
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you're probably allowing dark spirits into your home and your mind/heart/soul.

just google around and find out too if others have this experience. I'm sure there's a huge forum out there that specializes on this. Although maybe half the posters are making it up...maybe. Or just curious. sometimes you never know.



No way...I'm truly dedicated to positive heart, mind, soul... and bear the fruits in my life.

But, I will revisit the scientific explanations... and blog discussions as you suggested.
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the internet is a great resource for anything you need to understand. Spirituality, religion, philosophy, ect. But sadly it's not really as in-depth as going to school for it in my personal opinion. this is a great Saturn in Sagittarius adventure. going back to school/learning. Working to find out about what bothers you. 🙂

The jesus comment is somewhat true though even if it's humourous.
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you're probably allowing dark spirits into your home and your mind/heart/soul.

just google around and find out too if others have this experience. I'm sure there's a huge forum out there that specializes on this. Although maybe half the posters are making it up...maybe. Or just curious. sometimes you never know.



No way...I'm truly dedicated to positive heart, mind, soul... and bear the fruits in my life.

But, I will revisit the scientific explanations... and blog discussions as you suggested.



the internet is a great resource for anything you need to understand. Spirituality, religion, philosophy, ect. But sadly it's not really as in-depth as going to school for it in my personal opinion. this is a great Saturn in Sagittarius adventure. going back to school/learning. Working to find out about what bothers you. 🙂

The jesus comment is somewhat true though even if it's humourous.
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We all need him... everyday, no matter what. (See my direct response to his comment)
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Posted by lisabethur8
you're probably allowing dark spirits into your home and your mind/heart/soul.
just google around and find out too if others have this experience. I'm sure there's a huge forum out there that specializes on this. Although maybe half the posters are making it up...maybe. Or just curious. sometimes you never know.


No way...I'm truly dedicated to positive heart, mind, soul... and bear the fruits in my life.
But, I will revisit the scientific explanations... and blog discussions as you suggested.


the internet is a great resource for anything you need to understand. Spirituality, religion, philosophy, ect. But sadly it's not really as in-depth as going to school for it in my personal opinion. this is a great Saturn in Sagittarius adventure. going back to school/learning. Working to find out about what bothers you. 🙂
The jesus comment is somewhat true though even if it's humourous.


We all need him... everyday, no matter what. (See my direct response to his comment)
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Lol. Woah. You know, as a writer I'm finding some strange source of inspiration in this. Like, I'm curious to know how one would go about living if say your 'incubus' were in love with you and what would happen if you told it to leave. But it looks like you are asking for help so I will answer your question....

No I haven't been visited by one.
I have had experiences of sleep paralysis though where I thought I was being held down by a ghost or a demon, but I have put pieces of that puzzle together and have found that the "ghost" only happens to visit when my sleeping patterns are choppy. I.e if I take a nap at 7-10pm then stay awake until 3 or 4 am, then try to sleep again..upon going to sleep I will experience that being unable to move.

You say its stress induced? From my experience with what I thought was paranormal, maybe your needs aren't being tended to appropriately. Do you tend to rely on this incubus for release?
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Posted by WordBoxer279
Lol. Woah. You know, as a writer I'm finding some strange source of inspiration in this. Like, I'm curious to know how one would go about living if say your 'incubus' were in love with you and what would happen if you told it to leave. But it looks like you are asking for help so I will answer your question....

No I haven't been visited by one.
I have had experiences of sleep paralysis though where I thought I was being held down by a ghost or a demon, but I have put pieces of that puzzle together and have found that the "ghost" only happens to visit when my sleeping patterns are choppy. I.e if I take a nap at 7-10pm then stay awake until 3 or 4 am, then try to sleep again..upon going to sleep I will experience that being unable to move.

You say its stress induced? From my experience with what I thought was paranormal, maybe your needs aren't being tended to appropriately. Do you tend to rely on this incubus for release?



There is a series by Anne Rice that actually has all that you described a writer would use. The series starts out with the book, "The Witching Hour." This is the book that caused concern with my condition.

It is not always stress induced... perhaps stress makes the spontaneous orgasms accompany with a vivid impression.

I just received a promotion with a new company, as a manager, in a new state. Just came back from a house hunting trip. Gotta finish packing. But, everything has successful beyond me dreams.

Now I recall, it also happens when I am extremely angry.
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Posted by tiziani
It's negative because ultimately your boundaries are lowered and you're not in control of when they visit you.



Try saying "no" to them (it's not always the same spirit every time, one can act as a gateway holding the door for others) and you'll run into bigger problems.


Once a demon has access to you like that - it's all gravy until it's time to close the door. That's the hard part. Happened to member here last year and nearly ruined her.



Wow.
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Sometimes our dreams are created by separate parts of our brains creating simulations for us to live through over and over until we come up with a solution for an unconscious problem we may have, it just kind of sheds light on a scenario in the hopes you'll dig deeper which you are and thats good.

If you remember having sex in your dreams and it feels like cold penetration then it means you're being visited by satan.

Sometimes we are paralysed or when we sleep with another person and are experiencing these "dreams" you can't wake them up well it may be psychic sleep they are in and if you feel very fatigued after the rape its considered psychic attack first thing you have to do is acknowledge that its psychic attack white light yourself and imagine yourself being bathed/purified in moonlight till you become light and then when you think of your attacker you don't want to send them any bad or evil thoughts instead acknowledge that they are weaker and they need your energy and then send them all the light of the universe and attempt to heal them which will have an opposite effect and turn them into neutral energy.

if you want to avoid further attacks work on yourself. The most important way of protecting yourself from the effect of psychic attack in the first place is to be emotionally strong and stable and do not allow others to identify with your fears because this reveals your weakness. Try to identify with your own emotional issues and fears and heal them, this way you are protecting yourself from being emotionally vulnerable, making you less likely to absorb the effects of the negative energies.
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Posted by KVZZMIR11
I don't know if I believe in demons/ghosts, but I keep an mind...

About 2 years ago, I woke up in the middle of night and noticed a cloaked figure in the centre above my bed.

I could not see its face.
All I could see was there is an orange glow behind it.

I was TERRIFIED!

I was laying on my side facing it, my back was to my girlfriend.

I began pushing away from it towards my girlfriend and realized I was pushing against my dog.

At that moment I realized it was trying to communicate with me and I would not allow it.

Then it just kind of disappeared.



What did I experience—




Your girlfriend must have gone for a wee. Luckily you didn't shoot her 😐!
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If you actually believe it's an incubus, then you should read up about it. Maybe it'll scare you into taking a stand against it. Incubi (and succubi) are said by some to steal your life force during their exchanges. If you're okay with dying early for some good sex dreams, then I guess that's fine.

Of course, there are plenty of other possible psychological and biological reasons for what is going on with you. But, as I said, it can be dangerous if you really do believe it's an incubus.